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Interesting, and my computer is stuck in safe mode, can't make it

normal. So all your

messages are extra large and wide!!

argh!

lisa

 

Sarita wrote:

>

> I'm not sure what is going on. Things have been strangely showing up

> on my computer withotu explanation the past few days. Sometimes I

> think of something and it appears on my browser without me typing

> anything in?! Such as this message from 2005 from Sel. I don't know

> how or why it showed up, but it must be for a reason so I decided to

> dredge up the thread. Maybe there is someone who needs to read this.

> *looking at my computer in fascination*

>

> Sarita

>

>

> <%40>, " selena230 "

> <selena230 wrote:

> >

> > Hello All,

> >

> > Since things are a bit quiet in this list right now, I thought I'd

> > break the ice by sharing my K story. In fact, I'd love to hear from

> > all of you how you got where you are... Anyway, here it is:

> >

> > When I was 16, I got very serious about yoga. That was a long time

> ago

> > (early 80s), and--believe me--back than yoga was not nearly as

> trendy

> > as it is now. For seven years, I meditated and did my pranayama

> > (breathwork) daily. And, of course, I read all I could find on Hindu

> > and Buddhist doctrine and practice. This is how I discovered Gopi

> > Krishna's book on Kundalini, and decided I wanted to go the same

> way.

> > I don't know how successful I was--not very, I think. All I know is

> > that I would see lights (especially blue lights) during my

> meditation,

> > had a number of spontaneous OBEs that scared the heck out of me,

> > developed a degree of clairvoyance, and became food for entities.

> For

> > many years I would go to bed wondering what would show up in my room

> > that night, and was rarely disappointed. It was a big circus, with

> all

> > sort of things (people, objects, weird creatures) floating about in

> > the night in front of my physical eyes. It was scary, really, but I

> > kinda got used to it. In fact, for a while I thought I was just

> > dreaming up everything, till, one night, my roommate saw what I was

> > seeing: a woman walking across our hotel room, and disappearing out

> of

> > a 5th floor window. I felt vindicated, but also scared that all

> that I

> > had been seeing was, in fact, real, and not just a figment of my

> > imagination. I gave up my meditation practice, and eventually the

> > " monsters " (as I used to call them) lost much of their interest in

> me.

> >

> > Several years went by without me being able to resume my meditation

> > practice. I just didn't have the discipline and the motivation it

> > takes to sit down every day and find that quiet place inside your

> > soul. Needless to say, this had a negative impact on my life. Things

> > at home and at work kept getting worse, I was depressed and anxious,

> > and my physical health started going down the drain. Last year,

> when I

> > was just about to snap, I discovered reiki. Had a treatment done to

> > me; in just one session, the depression was gone, and so were most

> of

> > the physical ailments that had been plaguing me. What I found

> > particularly exciting was that I could feel the energy flow through

> me

> > as if it were a physical stream. I decided I wanted to do it, too. I

> > sat down, concentrated, and, in no time, I felt the familiar warmth

> in

> > my hands. The energy was flowing through me, and I started healing

> > myself and others. I got formally attuned to reiki, and, three days

> > later, had a full-fledged kundalini experience: a pillar of white

> > light rushed through me with the energy of a volcano. I had been

> > " beaming " energy into my head, enjoing the tingling of the prana

> > sparks all around my upper body, when two shadow hands emerged out

> of

> > nowhere and compacted the energy into a pillar of white light. The

> > energy rush was overwhelming, and the light crossed me vertically,

> > tensing my back and tilting back my head. Then, suddenly, the pillar

> > dropped into a ball of white light, down, way down--in my muladhara

> > chakra perhaps? My head collapsed onto my crossed legs, and for

> > several minutes I kept staring at the ball of white light the way I

> > would look at the moon in the dark night sky. I was overwhelmed and

> > puzzled. I felt I had been given a message, even though it took me a

> > while to understand what had happened. The K had taken me completely

> > by surprise.

> >

> > My life changed in profound ways. The emotional healing was

> immediate

> > and astonishing. No more antidepressants, no more sleeping pills, no

> > more anger and anxiety. My physical health improved immensely. And,

> > more importantly, I resumed my meditation practice as if I had never

> > interrupted it. In fact, my meditations have become the most

> exciting

> > part of my life. I have visions of Hindu deities, lights, and energy

> > patterns; my kryias range from dance movements to yogic poses,

> locks,

> > and breathwork, and the energy is so strong that I glow like a

> bulb. I

> > channel a strong healing energy, and, when I treat people, my hands

> > receive invisible guidance. Needless to say, Chris' mentoring has

> been

> > instrumental in making sure that things are evolving smoothly and

> > safely. I am in a completely different place today than I was just

> six

> > months ago, and I am very grateful to the K and to Chris for this

> > transformation.

> >

> > Love and light to you all--and please share your stories!

> >

> > Sel

> >

>

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