God's Eye and Surrender Dream

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I'm in a hospital lounge sitting on a chair when I started receiving a

page through my cell phone. It sounded like an intercom and I hear

this woman's voice (she's from India I believe) paging my cousin to

see this new patient. I texted her back to inform her that my cousin

is out of the country and this is my cell phone she's calling.

 

After that, I went to my condo and found some visitors. My girl friend

and a girl I don't know who seems to dislike the color theme of my

living room. It has a very comfortable, feminine and clean atmosphere.

All around it were decorated in beautiful fresh violets and deep blue

flowers. I love the floral and feminity of my home. My friend adviced

the stranger that if she doesn't agree with my home decor, she should

leave.

 

Next scene, I am with some old time friends in a get together. I asked

my friend Henry what is the name of his wife again as we hardly see

each other. I keep forgetting what her name is. He said, her name is

Jasmine (that's not her name in real life). Then, I see this woman

passing out greeting cards to us and other people. She must be a

messenger. I remembered that I have a stack of greeting cards to give

out to people as well because its their birthday. So I gave these

cards to her to help me locate these people and brighten up their day.

 

Next scene, I am in our vacation home. Myself and an ex- boyfriend are

in a green house. Then we went back inside the house. There's nothing

to do there so I went outside. This vacation place I am in reminds me

of the Alps or Alpine Valley. Behind the mountains up ahead, I see a

big eye looking at me. I know it's a male's eye like God's eye. I

called my ex boyfriend to come out and see. I said, " Look! " excitedly.

He asked, " Look at what? " . I said, " Don't you see it? It's big enough

to see. It's God's eye! " . Frustrated. My ex says that all he sees are

trees and we are in nature. He said I must be just seeing things.

 

End of Dream

 

Sunday, July 29, 2007 (Full Moon)

 

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When I think about it, well tomorrow is my ex's bday. He loves the

color violet and used to buy violet flowers for himself. We were both

Christians but we have different understanding and belief about God.

 

Our relationship was a rebound type. I once thought that being with

someone who was also Christian would make everything perfect and would

please God. But after awhile of knowing him, we didn't have a

harmonious relationship. He wasn't perfect or a good Christian man. He

was very selfish and verbally abusive. He even called me a fake

Christian because I didn't agree with him most of the time. We didn't

end in friendship.

 

Maybe Goddess Shakti is showing me to forgive this person and

surrender all the pain, verbal & emotional abuse, and anger that he

put me through. In man's eyes, nothing is perfect and they only

see/believe what they want to see. Seeing through God's eyes, we can

see beauty and perfection beyond. Through God's perspective.

 

We did go to Alpine Valley Auditorium in Wisconsin to see Michael W.

Smith and Mercy Me in concert in aug 2005. We celebrated our bdays on

that day.

 

Any thoughts?

 

Thanks,

Anne