Inner Explosions

[Guest guest]

When the body is subjected, in an unconditioned state, to the force

of the Kundalini awakening in a full flowing context the result can

be very much akin to an explosion. This explosion can feel as if a

volcano has gone off behind the eyes. It is a tremendous force.

 

Many report the top of the head being blown off and yet still they

remain in the body - just with no top of the head. The head now

extends far into dimensional space and some often difficult

experiences await the person in this condition.

 

This is why I stress patience and prudence in the amount of time and

speed with which one instigates an awakening. It can kill you. Not

because your head is literally blown off but because your life and

your perceptions are so very different. And that these now altered

perceptions and the interference of them can make your life very

dangerous with in the workings of society. Just think of the danger

of crossing a street if your perceptions are not working normally.

 

Often these inside explosions occur when one has been partaking of a

drug or plant that opens the Kundalini gate before the body is

ready. Mushrooms, LSD, and other known entheogins can bring this

about. So it is an important consideration.

 

Many times a specific " body with in the body " will experience severe

trauma and an ensuing balance issue. The emotional body can go

completely out of balance and these emotions will then express to

the general public. Not a pretty sight to be sure and very likely to

help one end up in the local psyche ward under heavy tranquilizers

for a long period of time.

 

These tranquilizers can make it even worse because now you're unable

to " express " the horrors that are occurring. That is just one

example. Sometimes of the five physically aspected bodies more than

one will blow. So then a combination of issues is dumped upon the

unconditioned psychology of the person.

 

This is why the " safeties " are there. Inside of their practice a

person can begin to build the foundations of strength and

conditioning of the bodies that if these occurrences happen they are

not any where near as damaging.

 

Sometimes a deep meditation that is disturbed can cause an explosive

event. But in most cases this is recovered from with minimal damage

to the body in question. Though the fear evoked will always be

remembered.

 

I have witnessed and treated these explosions. It takes time. A

person can have the endocrine system fried. Or the emotional body

fried or any of the parts of the whole that we take for granted can

get damaged by an uncontrolled and severe release of the Kundalini

into an unconditioned body(s).

 

So go slow and get into condition. Live the practice of the safeties

daily. Be diligent and know that you are climbing the steps carved

into the mountain by those that have gone before us. Crisp yet well

worn steps for you to relish in the adventure of the journey as you

prepare for the greater heights of personal mastery. - blessings

chrism

[Guest guest]

Ok then Chrism, what do I do now? This pretty much is my profile to a

`T'. The experience that takes your head off, the psyche ward with all

the tranq's, then that experience while meditating taking all those

drugs, Mushrooms, LSD, and herbs.

 

I have often mentioned I'm a walking text example of what not to do

and now I know why. I also realize why I have put a cork in it for

almost 30 years. And now it's about time to uncork those djinn.

[Guest guest]

Fortunately Ben,

You have come through it all in pretty good shape.

You have your consciousness intact and you are able to come back

into these areas with the strength of knowledge and experience and

maturity. Others are not so fortunate.

 

Now it depends upon what you wish to do. Does the Kundalini feel

appropriate? Is there another avenue for this experience you feel

attracted to? How far are you willing to go and what fears are you

willing to release? You have come far already Ben so no one would

fault you for not wanting to go further

 

It can be difficult with the experiences of your history, some of

which may be called back into the present. The difference is that

you are not alone, you have fellow travelers. You are not the same

person you were then, you have grown. This time there is a roadmap.

A way of being that isn't easy but is able to shed some of the harsh

experiences by virtue of what is done.

What are your thoughts Ben?-

[Guest guest]

Blessings to you Ben. I have been in many of the places you describe.

 

In gratefulness,

 

Sherri

 

--

The high destiny of the individual is to serve rather than rule-Albert Einstein

 

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" chrism " <>

Fortunately Ben,

You have come through it all in pretty good shape.

You have your consciousness intact and you are able to come back

into these areas with the strength of knowledge and experience and

maturity. Others are not so fortunate.

 

Now it depends upon what you wish to do. Does the Kundalini feel

appropriate? Is there another avenue for this experience you feel

attracted to? How far are you willing to go and what fears are you

willing to release? You have come far already Ben so no one would

fault you for not wanting to go further

 

It can be difficult with the experiences of your history, some of

which may be called back into the present. The difference is that

you are not alone, you have fellow travelers. You are not the same

person you were then, you have grown. This time there is a roadmap.

A way of being that isn't easy but is able to shed some of the harsh

experiences by virtue of what is done.

What are your thoughts Ben?-

 

 

 

 

 

[Guest guest]

Maybe the wrong impression was given as to the stopping of practicing

Kundalini. Those were bitter-sweet experiences and gave me strength

and better abilities but only after a period of great reflection on

the experiences which had transpired. The only thing that did give me

a resilient fear is one of having people around when trying to go into

ultra deep meditation.

 

The reason I quit doing what I was doing is one of the oldest stories

in the universe, it was love. Sold my soul and fell from grace as the

story goes. But even doing that it never stops completely, you can

only put your finger in the dyke with full knowledge that some day the

damn will bust.

 

This isn't to say everything is just peachy with what was only to say

it wasn't the reason I changed or went to a crawl with kundalini. On

the other hand from what I have heard from everyone here it seems to

be a natural thing. The slowing down of K for one reason or another.

So thanks for all the support.

 

 

Liberte De Penser,

Ben