weird experience part ll

[Guest guest]

Last night the weirdest thing happened.

I was up until 5:15 a.m. with the energy of K running through me.

I had so much energy, that I decided to cook my meals

for the next few days.

I was using the Kundalini Yoga cookbook that a friend gave me, to cook

a meal that is supposed to ground me and is made of a rainbow of root

vegetables- just about every chakra color was in there.

So there I was cooking and every so often, I'd get a 'feeling'

or otherwise be moved to look up.

 

Each time, I'd see a 'shadow-like' being, walking

into my bedroom from the hallway or from the bathroom.

She looked like a shadow, very faint..but I could see.

As I look back on it, it seemed she may have been trying to tell me to

go to sleep. I wasn't afraid or anything. In fact, her energy seemed

familiar to me somehow. She had a 'motherly' vibe.

She made her rounds through the house, several times- as I remained

awake (way after bed time).

 

Today I was over analyzing it, and began getting scared.

I started thinking of that movie 1408, which didn't scare me too

much, until I started feeling as though I might be living it.

I reminded myself that there is no fear.

Little strange things have been happening off and on.

They spook me a little if I let them, but then I remember

someone telling me that it's my own energy which causes disturbances.

My bathroom door seems to be locking by itself of late.

I don't know if it's a sign of a lock replacement or

a sign that Shakti wants to tell me something- or a sign that

there is something/someone here.

Last night, my cell phone's alarm was ringing.

When I ran over and looked at it, the screen was black.

Here I was hoping it had just suddenly become fixed, because it is

broken and hasn't worked for two weeks. It was still broken, which

makes me wonder how it could be ringing.

I was wondering if Shakti was just trying

to alert me that it was bed time, or if something/someone was trying

to scare me.

I remind myself that there is no fear, and that everything

happens for a reason. Also, Mike and I have Comcast- Tripple -Play

now, so we don't use dial-up anymore. Suddenly,

the Earthlink prompt pops up on my screen, telling me that

I am already connected to the internet, and letting me know that I can

press re-dial if I want to try connecting through Earthlink again.

Well, I never tried in the first place. I don't know if Shakti is

telling me to get off the computer, or if something is trying to scare

me. I told a few friends at work, and they suggested I get a priest to

come to the house. I don't want to give in to fear. There is to

be no fear, with Kundalini (JUST TRUST) and I understand that.

so I've been fighting it off, tooth and nail.

I want to stand tall, and continue to practice my safeties,

and let Shakti protect me, or guide me..whichever is in order.

Any thoughts on what exactly is happening?

Do you feel as though these things are gentle nudges by Shakti-

like to go to bed already, or to get off the computer already?

Love and thanks to you,

Tara

[Guest guest]

You are correct Tara,

You have nothing to fear. As you are coming

into a deeper stage of infusion your phenomena's will also undergo

some changes. The Kundalini is quite adept at interfering with my

computer so I will assume yours is not immune? lol. The Shadow

entity isnt really a shadow it only appears that way.

 

Question is, aside from what you felt the entity was telling you.

Were you not feeling the intuition to go to bed? Much work can be

done while one is asleep or reclined. Spinal sweeps usually occur in

the reclined position. Not always but often. So consider this and

perhaps follow through with these intuitive communications. Far more

is known by the Kundalini for and about you than you know about the

Kundalini.

 

I would strongly urge you not to discuss any Kundalini phenomena

with those at work or family or others not in an active state or at

least familiar with it. This is an invitation to fear. It is

pointless as they have absolutely no reference for what is occurring

and will typically leap into a fearful conclusion. A priest may only

bring with him more entities and more fear lol.

 

You are doing fine my friend just pay more attention to the

intuitions and follow through on them. Even if you have to force

yourself. - blessings Tara - chrism

[Guest guest]

Thank you, Chrism,

I did feel that it was time for bed. This physical body

was quickly tiring, but I still had a high level of energy.

I had bought all the ingredients to make that special dish, but I didn't think

it was possible because I was too tired. Then I did the five Tibetans and my

compression breathing and received a burst of energy, as well as heat in the

bottoms of my feet. I took that as Shakti saying to me- " I am giving you what

you need, now prepare this which will nourish and balance your entirety.

I did, and I was absolutely amazed at what I was doing, since my body was

feeling tired, and the energy seemed to carry me and help me to remain focussed

and quick.

Despite the body's tire, I was quickly washing, peeling and chopping, all

kinds of vegetables, and preparing the dish, as well as a tea made of spices,

which I began drinking at the beginning. I also was cutting up a huge

watermelon. All of this was done super quietly, as not to awaken sleeping Mike.

 

I wanted to stay awake, despite the body's craving for sleep.

When I saw the shadow-like entity repeatedly walking toward my bedroom, I

was hearing my thoughts instantly responded, " Yes, I know. I'm coming. "

There was no fear at that time. I guess part of me 'knew' that Shakti was urging

me to go to bed. I'm guessing that I was so tired yet feeling so peaceful at the

same time- that my higher consciousness was able to correctly perceive

the intention of the entity. My lower consciousness must not have had any real

idea, because I only remembered that I had 'known' just now as I was writing.

It seems as though the minute my conscious mind or lower consciousness

became aware, I began to question and that's when fear slipped in.

 

When I finally did clean up and go to bed ( at 5:15 a.m.), I was in a slight

cold-sweat. It was as if my body was thoroughly exhausted.

I slept like a baby, and woke up at 8:15 a.m. ready for work at 9:45.

Thank you for your quick reply. I did not want to have any fear, and I was

feeling it creep into my mind, as my consciousness became more and more aware of

the entity's presence. You are so right about gaining more fear by speaking of

Kundalini phenomenon to non active persons, as I certainly felt fear when

instructed to get a priest. lol I began to wonder which was the truth-

a guiding light by Shakti? Or a prank by a random entity.

So I'm really glad I have you. I intend to rely more on instincts now,

and shut out all fear from now on. Now that I know the truth, I will see

Shakti's guiding light in all.

Many heartfelt thanks to you, dear Chrism,

Tara

 

>You are correct Tara,

>You have nothing to fear. As you are coming

>into a deeper stage of infusion your phenomena's will also undergo

>some changes. The Kundalini is quite adept at interfering with my

>computer so I will assume yours is not immune? lol. The Shadow

>entity isnt really a shadow it only appears that way.

 

>Question is, aside from what you felt the entity was telling you.

>Were you not feeling the intuition to go to bed? Much work can be

>done while one is asleep or reclined. Spinal sweeps usually occur in

>the reclined position. Not always but often. So consider this and

>perhaps follow through with these intuitive communications. Far more

>is known by the Kundalini for and about you than you know about the

>Kundalini.

 

>I would strongly urge you not to discuss any Kundalini phenomena

>with those at work or family or others not in an active state or at

>least familiar with it. This is an invitation to fear. It is

>pointless as they have absolutely no reference for what is occurring

>and will typically leap into a fearful conclusion. A priest may only

>bring with him more entities and more fear lol.

 

>You are doing fine my friend just pay more attention to the

>intuitions and follow through on them. Even if you have to force

>yourself. - blessings Tara - chrism

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

chrism <> wrote: >You are

correct Tara,

>You have nothing to fear. As you are coming

into a deeper stage of infusion your phenomena's will also undergo

some changes. The Kundalini is quite adept at interfering with my

computer so I will assume yours is not immune? lol. The Shadow

entity isnt really a shadow it only appears that way.

 

Question is, aside from what you felt the entity was telling you.

Were you not feeling the intuition to go to bed? Much work can be

done while one is asleep or reclined. Spinal sweeps usually occur in

the reclined position. Not always but often. So consider this and

perhaps follow through with these intuitive communications. Far more

is known by the Kundalini for and about you than you know about the

Kundalini.

 

I would strongly urge you not to discuss any Kundalini phenomena

with those at work or family or others not in an active state or at

least familiar with it. This is an invitation to fear. It is

pointless as they have absolutely no reference for what is occurring

and will typically leap into a fearful conclusion. A priest may only

bring with him more entities and more fear lol.

 

You are doing fine my friend just pay more attention to the

intuitions and follow through on them. Even if you have to force

yourself. - blessings Tara - chrism

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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