Prayer Request- Thank you

[Guest guest]

Sorry I haven't been around much. I haven't had a chance to give you

guys an update about what happened.

 

Well, he was on business trip in Wisconsin for the next 3 weeks. I

wanted to talk to him face to face. I couldn't wait for three weeks

until he returns. By that time it will be the end of my summer school

and the beginning of summer shaktipat. I know all of what I have been

experiencing in my life are all tests. A test of strength, faith,

endurance and more.

 

So, at first I was really hesitant to drive all the way to Wisconsin,

especially since its 2 hours away from Chicago and I have never driven

down there ever. So, I was deciding whether to go or not. I prayed

about it. I brought along with me some protection yantras and of

course I invited all my Divine guides to come along in spirit. I

recited some mantras on my way there and back home. It's been a long

time since I last driven in the highway. It wasn't planned. I left my

place around 6:30pm and arrived in Brookfield WI by 8:30pm. I got lost

on my way there, because I got confused with map quest directions -

the fork. But I turned around and found my way. It's one of those

Interstate that are cut off . It was hard to read the map especially

since it's already night time and it's hard to read and drive at the

same time. The highway was dark also. All I know that God, Shakti and

all the goddesses are with me. Also it was a full moon that night, so

I saw the moon was huge and watched over me the whole night.

 

I was really tired when I arrived. I couldn't stay the night there as

I had school early the next day. First, we talked about our cool off

that happened on my birthday. I asked him if he did that on purpose.

He said no. He said he had felt that I was getting attached with him

during those time when I was realizing that I was falling for him.

I've learned to detach myself. I still love him.

 

Before bringing up about Kundalini, I had to bring up about Reiki

first because I was led to Reiki at the time when his dad was

seriously ill with Cancer. This happened a year ago around this time.

I had mentioned about Reiki to him last year. I don't think a lot of

people really know about it, so it was expected that he would be a bit

puzzled. When I mentioned about Kundalini energy, he just looked at me

puzzled too. He doesn't really believe in astrology/spiritual stuff

though he seems to believe in miracles somewhat (his dad is well now).

His dog is alright by the way. He survived from his sickness. It was

quite a scare. He was very curious about how the two of us have

become very intuitive about each others thoughts and feelings. I did

mentioned to him that everything that he had told me on my birthday

was the exact the same things I had written on the letter that I

haven't even finished composing for him (around the time when his dog

had an emergency). I have never experienced anything like this with

others. The intuition part. I know that I'm very intuitive. But I

haven't experienced my significant other to be the same way with me.

It seems like we connect more telepathically/subconsciously though he

may not be aware of it.

 

But anyway, I've already shared with him some of these info. I'll just

let God/Shakti help him understand it in His/Her time.

 

One of my friends who is a very devoted Christian has emailed me a few

days ago. She said that she is very concerned about me, because when

she met me I was also a very devoted Christian. She said that Reiki,

alternative healing medicine and other spiritual mysticism are very

dangerous. Only Trust in God and that she is always keeping me in her

prayers. I did not argue with her. I told her that nothing has changed

with me. I'm still the same person that I've known myself to be. I

still believe in pray to God though I hardly go to church now. I still

pray. It's too bad that a lot of my friends doesn't really know me

that well. They think they know me so well just by reading about my

blogs. A lot of my Christian friends are very against with what I

believe in spiritually. I know that they would be very worried and

upset if they find out that I've always been this way since I was 7.

Except now, I've learned to develop my gifts. It's funny that they

even call themselves spiritual and not religious, yet they think

spirituality is dangerous and evil. I think they have forgotten to

realize that we are all spiritual beings and God is a Spirit. During

meditation, I did pray for my girl friends and I tried to not let

things/opinions that they say bother me. I forgive them for any

assumptions they may have against me. I also mentioned to her that my

dad practices alternative healing medicine. Even before I was born, my

dad is the best herbalist I've known. I hardly went to the hospital

when I was little because my dad is my doctor.

 

My mom believes in spiritual stuff and I can talk to her openly about

these stuff. Ever since I was a child, she has always believed and go

to psychics/fortune tellers. She even knows about Astral Projection

and our third eye. She always tell me not to keep doing it because I

may not be able to return into my body. She thinks that once a person

gets out of their body, the cord cuts off and you can never go back. I

just laugh at her. I love my mom. I am very close to her. We're like

best friends. I can talk to her about anything. My aunt tells me that

my interest in spirituality has been influenced by my parents. I still

remember when I was little, my mom, some relatives and their friends

would come over to our house to play spirit of the glass/ouija board.

 

The only thing that concerns her and the rest of my family is for me

to convert back to being a Catholic. I don't really want to. Besides,

these are just labels. I am not worshiping Catholic - it's just a

label. It's not God. My family will never understand that part.Can't

argue with them about religion, because they are very strict

Catholics. They're very closed-minded when it comes to other belief

system really. I even have aunts and uncles who are priests/nuns.

 

Anyway, overall I am doing good. I am no longer blue. Ever since sis

Sarita recommended the book Ask and It Is Given, it has really helped

me a lot to get back to my positive attitude. I have been keeping an

eye on my thoughts and feelings. I'm trying my best to stay happy or

when I feel that I'm about to get on the emo coaster, I try to think

quickly for happy thoughts. Singing does help bring our spirits up.

 

I've been quite a bit busy these days because I have a research paper

and presentation due in two weeks. It was supposed to be due this

thursday but my teacher gave us an extension till september 11. My

paper is about India. I'm thinking of mentioning about Kundalini on my

paper. Kundalini came from India too right? Or not? Do you guys think

its a good idea for me to mention Kundalini on my paper? The week of

the Shaktipat is my finals. So, it's all good!

 

Thanks for your concern about me (Dhyana & Sarita). Thanks for

everyone's prayers also.

 

Good night everyone!

 

Just Me,

Anne

 

Anne

[Guest guest]

Nice to read you again Anne! Good to see you are doing well and that

your life is under " your " control. lol. Kundalini is a Sanskrit word

and Sanskrit is from India as far as I know - blessings and welcome

back - chrism

[Guest guest]

Glad to hear that things are going well for you Anne! It's ok if

your boyfriend doesn't want to be K active, just so long as he

respects your decisions.

 

I know what you mean about the Christian friends/family. My father

runs a ministry and would try to do an exorcism on me if I told him

about the K! He was horrified to find out that I meditated, for

Heaven's sake. He told me I should meditate on God, otherwise you

never know what will come through. If he knew I talked with spirits,

for sure he would have a break down. LOL

 

Sarita

 

, " Anne "

<annicole72 wrote:

>

> Sorry I haven't been around much. I haven't had a chance to give you

> guys an update about what happened.

>

> Well, he was on business trip in Wisconsin for the next 3 weeks. I

> wanted to talk to him face to face. I couldn't wait for three weeks

> until he returns. By that time it will be the end of my summer

school

> and the beginning of summer shaktipat. I know all of what I have

been

> experiencing in my life are all tests. A test of strength, faith,

> endurance and more.

>

> So, at first I was really hesitant to drive all the way to

Wisconsin,

> especially since its 2 hours away from Chicago and I have never

driven

> down there ever. So, I was deciding whether to go or not. I prayed

> about it. I brought along with me some protection yantras and of

> course I invited all my Divine guides to come along in spirit. I

> recited some mantras on my way there and back home. It's been a long

> time since I last driven in the highway. It wasn't planned. I left

my

> place around 6:30pm and arrived in Brookfield WI by 8:30pm. I got

lost

> on my way there, because I got confused with map quest directions -

> the fork. But I turned around and found my way. It's one of those

> Interstate that are cut off . It was hard to read the map especially

> since it's already night time and it's hard to read and drive at the

> same time. The highway was dark also. All I know that God, Shakti

and

> all the goddesses are with me. Also it was a full moon that night,

so

> I saw the moon was huge and watched over me the whole night.

>

> I was really tired when I arrived. I couldn't stay the night there

as

> I had school early the next day. First, we talked about our cool off

> that happened on my birthday. I asked him if he did that on purpose.

> He said no. He said he had felt that I was getting attached with him

> during those time when I was realizing that I was falling for him.

> I've learned to detach myself. I still love him.

>

> Before bringing up about Kundalini, I had to bring up about Reiki

> first because I was led to Reiki at the time when his dad was

> seriously ill with Cancer. This happened a year ago around this

time.

> I had mentioned about Reiki to him last year. I don't think a lot of

> people really know about it, so it was expected that he would be a

bit

> puzzled. When I mentioned about Kundalini energy, he just looked at

me

> puzzled too. He doesn't really believe in astrology/spiritual stuff

> though he seems to believe in miracles somewhat (his dad is well

now).

> His dog is alright by the way. He survived from his sickness. It

was

> quite a scare. He was very curious about how the two of us have

> become very intuitive about each others thoughts and feelings. I did

> mentioned to him that everything that he had told me on my birthday

> was the exact the same things I had written on the letter that I

> haven't even finished composing for him (around the time when his

dog

> had an emergency). I have never experienced anything like this with

> others. The intuition part. I know that I'm very intuitive. But I

> haven't experienced my significant other to be the same way with me.

> It seems like we connect more telepathically/subconsciously though

he

> may not be aware of it.

>

> But anyway, I've already shared with him some of these info. I'll

just

> let God/Shakti help him understand it in His/Her time.

>

> One of my friends who is a very devoted Christian has emailed me a

few

> days ago. She said that she is very concerned about me, because when

> she met me I was also a very devoted Christian. She said that Reiki,

> alternative healing medicine and other spiritual mysticism are very

> dangerous. Only Trust in God and that she is always keeping me in

her

> prayers. I did not argue with her. I told her that nothing has

changed

> with me. I'm still the same person that I've known myself to be. I

> still believe in pray to God though I hardly go to church now. I

still

> pray. It's too bad that a lot of my friends doesn't really know me

> that well. They think they know me so well just by reading about my

> blogs. A lot of my Christian friends are very against with what I

> believe in spiritually. I know that they would be very worried and

> upset if they find out that I've always been this way since I was 7.

> Except now, I've learned to develop my gifts. It's funny that they

> even call themselves spiritual and not religious, yet they think

> spirituality is dangerous and evil. I think they have forgotten to

> realize that we are all spiritual beings and God is a Spirit. During

> meditation, I did pray for my girl friends and I tried to not let

> things/opinions that they say bother me. I forgive them for any

> assumptions they may have against me. I also mentioned to her that

my

> dad practices alternative healing medicine. Even before I was born,

my

> dad is the best herbalist I've known. I hardly went to the hospital

> when I was little because my dad is my doctor.

>

> My mom believes in spiritual stuff and I can talk to her openly

about

> these stuff. Ever since I was a child, she has always believed and

go

> to psychics/fortune tellers. She even knows about Astral Projection

> and our third eye. She always tell me not to keep doing it because I

> may not be able to return into my body. She thinks that once a

person

> gets out of their body, the cord cuts off and you can never go

back. I

> just laugh at her. I love my mom. I am very close to her. We're like

> best friends. I can talk to her about anything. My aunt tells me

that

> my interest in spirituality has been influenced by my parents. I

still

> remember when I was little, my mom, some relatives and their friends

> would come over to our house to play spirit of the glass/ouija

board.

>

> The only thing that concerns her and the rest of my family is for me

> to convert back to being a Catholic. I don't really want to.

Besides,

> these are just labels. I am not worshiping Catholic - it's just a

> label. It's not God. My family will never understand that part.Can't

> argue with them about religion, because they are very strict

> Catholics. They're very closed-minded when it comes to other belief

> system really. I even have aunts and uncles who are priests/nuns.

>

> Anyway, overall I am doing good. I am no longer blue. Ever since sis

> Sarita recommended the book Ask and It Is Given, it has really

helped

> me a lot to get back to my positive attitude. I have been keeping an

> eye on my thoughts and feelings. I'm trying my best to stay happy or

> when I feel that I'm about to get on the emo coaster, I try to think

> quickly for happy thoughts. Singing does help bring our spirits up.

>

> I've been quite a bit busy these days because I have a research

paper

> and presentation due in two weeks. It was supposed to be due this

> thursday but my teacher gave us an extension till september 11. My

> paper is about India. I'm thinking of mentioning about Kundalini on

my

> paper. Kundalini came from India too right? Or not? Do you guys

think

> its a good idea for me to mention Kundalini on my paper? The week of

> the Shaktipat is my finals. So, it's all good!

>

> Thanks for your concern about me (Dhyana & Sarita). Thanks for

> everyone's prayers also.

>

> Good night everyone!

>

> Just Me,

> Anne

>

> Anne

>