energy visit last night, first time in ten yrs

[Guest guest]

Hi and Everyone,

 

Thank all of you for your wonderful posts. You have no idea how much

this has helped me. I know I havent posted in awhile so to give a

recap...about 10 yrs ago I would lie between my two little kids at

night before they fell asleep so they wouldnt be scared. During this

time I didnt want to fall asleep, because I still had many household

chores to do. I would focus on love and appreciation until I knew for

sure they were asleep. Anyway about two months later, I started

having wonderful good feeling energy currents running up my legs and

good feeling tingles whenever I appreciated anything. One time at a

business seminar in Chicago a speaker was talking about a very

inspiring life story and all of a sudden I felt this intense energy

current running up my back and I started getting tunnel vision. I

felt like if it reached my head it would explode. Also I had this

uncanny feeling that I was going to do something weird and what I

thought then as embarrassing (kriyas). I started singing the ABC's in

my head until it stopped and then very afraid left the seminar. About

the same time, I started waking in the middle of the night to what

felt like a earthquake or seizures. I was very very afraid. I never

heard of such things and I intuitively knew to stop focusing on

appreication. Nice huh? Anyway it still went on for about two months

including a lot of drilling in my teeth. I just remember thinking

something was very wrong and I wanted to be there for my kids.

It was years later when I found a book on Kundalini and realized what

was happening. The book didnt exactly make me feel so great about

kundalini. Anyway I was on the OBE site a year or so ago and found

out about this site. Since I've found this site and all you wonderful

people, I now understand what was going on.

 

In June I drove to Arizona by myself and listened to beautiful music

along the way enjoying the beauty of the country. My left foot

started heating up since that time and I knew because of and

all of you, it was nothing to worry about. I've also had a lot of

wonderful chills ect. But I still thought maybe it was just hopeful

thinking....I mean my foot can get hot sometimes right? Well

sometimes it was on my calves, but no real energy currents up my

back.

 

Anyway, I've been thinking about going back to school to become an

acupunturist and was watching some videos about it on youtube before

I went to bed last night. So I have this dream that I'm putting

acupuncture needles in a mans back trying to help him. Then I take

this skillet, because I need to make him a burger? Ha. Now I'm very

lucid....The wall is where I need to smash the burger against to cook

it. Now don't all jump up at once asking for a wall cooked burger,

because the next thing I know the skillet comes alive and I'm the one

ready to be cooked on the wall. The skillet pushes me up hard against

the wall with such force. I am very lucid and realize that I have a

fear of negative energy and that this is my own subconscious fear and

not to freak out. I kinda slither out of the wall and skillet and the

skillet swoops down and picks me up, like a magic flying rug although

with the force of a tornado. I remember Chrisms words and completely

surrender. In that exact moment I am now fully awake while this

energy hurls into my feet (I was laying on my stomach), hands and

mouth at the same time. My feet and hands were both hot, but not

uncomfortably so. The noise was so loud in my ears I had to fight the

urge to pick up my head and see what the heck was in the room with

me. My husband is sleeping next to me quite soundly and I'm wondering

if I'm getting a shakti visit. I was both happy, yet still had some

fear that I was trying to talk down. I forgot the tremendous force

this energy has and the noise was so loud, I just kept saying to

myself...what would do? I remembered tongue and eyes up,

which I did. I kept saying to my wimpy self stuff like, " all is

well " , " I surrender " " God protects me " , in the meanwhile while this

is going on the energy in my mouth is strong but there is no drilling

like I experienced 10 yrs ago. Its kinda going back and forth mostly

along my front teeth. I felt like it was checking out my mouth. I had

venners put on my front teeth a few yrs ago, due to chipped tooth,

and it just kept going back and forth along those teeth I guess

checking it out.

 

I remember again working with my fear and I said to myself I am

protected and God is Love. All of a sudden everything STOPPED. And

quick. My first thought was that maybe I'm not worthly enough? Then I

thought how much more gentle it was then 10 years ago when it had

gone through my whole body. I don't know if I was just being checked

out....like somehow it knew my intention to join this shaktipat,

although I hadnt publicly done so yet.

 

So I am very excited about this and hope I will get another visit. I

hope I can keep my fear down. If it wasnt for all of you, I would

have been completely freaked out. So thank all of you! I'm so

especially thankful to you for this forum and all your help

and bringing us all together. So yes I do publicly declare that I

would like to be included in the shaktipat and that I'll do my

safeties, service, forgiveness and somehow being computer inept

figure out how to get my picture posted. As I write this my left foot

is hot but not uncomfortable. Thanks again and all I can say is " WOW! "

 

from Deb the almost first human burger!

[Guest guest]

Hello Deb,

Nice to read you again! You are most welcome to have the

Shaktipat and your declaration is received. Please send the picture

when you can. It is more important for you to surrender as you have

been and make the realization that you are indeed having a flow of

Kundalini. You are inside of an activation.

 

Like many others here. All here are at different levels of the same

thing. Practice the locks as much as you can. When you feel your

foot heat up, realize it is the Kundalini and not just a temperature

change. Let yourself recognize this and develop a relationship, a

friendship with this divine force with in you.

 

Pay attention to what is given to you as a feeling or a compulsion.

It is through these feelings that information about what the

Kundalini wants the body to eat or do or not do are expressed. You

are not imagining this. This diligence of attention is part of the

surrender as you embark on this incredibly wonderful journey and as

it embarks with in you.

 

Get some watermelon and stay hydrated. You are doing well! You have

kept your self from being paralyzed with fear - a big deal and a

great indication of your future! You are not alone and we are with

you and will be with you as long as you wish. -

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Kundalini-Awakening-Systems-

1 , " flowerpowers7777 " <flowerpowers7777 wrote:

>

> Hi and Everyone,

>

> Thank all of you for your wonderful posts. You have no idea how

much

> this has helped me. I know I havent posted in awhile so to give a

> recap...about 10 yrs ago I would lie between my two little kids at

> night before they fell asleep so they wouldnt be scared. During

this

> time I didnt want to fall asleep, because I still had many

household

> chores to do. I would focus on love and appreciation until I knew

for

> sure they were asleep. Anyway about two months later, I started

> having wonderful good feeling energy currents running up my legs

and

> good feeling tingles whenever I appreciated anything. One time at

a

> business seminar in Chicago a speaker was talking about a very

> inspiring life story and all of a sudden I felt this intense

energy

> current running up my back and I started getting tunnel vision. I

> felt like if it reached my head it would explode. Also I had this

> uncanny feeling that I was going to do something weird and what I

> thought then as embarrassing (kriyas). I started singing the ABC's

in

> my head until it stopped and then very afraid left the seminar.

About

> the same time, I started waking in the middle of the night to what

> felt like a earthquake or seizures. I was very very afraid. I

never

> heard of such things and I intuitively knew to stop focusing on

> appreication. Nice huh? Anyway it still went on for about two

months

> including a lot of drilling in my teeth. I just remember thinking

> something was very wrong and I wanted to be there for my kids.

> It was years later when I found a book on Kundalini and realized

what

> was happening. The book didnt exactly make me feel so great about

> kundalini. Anyway I was on the OBE site a year or so ago and found

> out about this site. Since I've found this site and all you

wonderful

> people, I now understand what was going on.

>

> In June I drove to Arizona by myself and listened to beautiful

music

> along the way enjoying the beauty of the country. My left foot

> started heating up since that time and I knew because of Chrism

and

> all of you, it was nothing to worry about. I've also had a lot of

> wonderful chills ect. But I still thought maybe it was just

hopeful

> thinking....I mean my foot can get hot sometimes right? Well

> sometimes it was on my calves, but no real energy currents up my

> back.

>

> Anyway, I've been thinking about going back to school to become an

> acupunturist and was watching some videos about it on youtube

before

> I went to bed last night. So I have this dream that I'm putting

> acupuncture needles in a mans back trying to help him. Then I take

> this skillet, because I need to make him a burger? Ha. Now I'm

very

> lucid....The wall is where I need to smash the burger against to

cook

> it. Now don't all jump up at once asking for a wall cooked

burger,

> because the next thing I know the skillet comes alive and I'm the

one

> ready to be cooked on the wall. The skillet pushes me up hard

against

> the wall with such force. I am very lucid and realize that I have

a

> fear of negative energy and that this is my own subconscious fear

and

> not to freak out. I kinda slither out of the wall and skillet and

the

> skillet swoops down and picks me up, like a magic flying rug

although

> with the force of a tornado. I remember Chrisms words and

completely

> surrender. In that exact moment I am now fully awake while this

> energy hurls into my feet (I was laying on my stomach), hands and

> mouth at the same time. My feet and hands were both hot, but not

> uncomfortably so. The noise was so loud in my ears I had to fight

the

> urge to pick up my head and see what the heck was in the room with

> me. My husband is sleeping next to me quite soundly and I'm

wondering

> if I'm getting a shakti visit. I was both happy, yet still had

some

> fear that I was trying to talk down. I forgot the tremendous force

> this energy has and the noise was so loud, I just kept saying to

> myself...what would do? I remembered tongue and eyes up,

> which I did. I kept saying to my wimpy self stuff like, " all is

> well " , " I surrender " " God protects me " , in the meanwhile while

this

> is going on the energy in my mouth is strong but there is no

drilling

> like I experienced 10 yrs ago. Its kinda going back and forth

mostly

> along my front teeth. I felt like it was checking out my mouth. I

had

> venners put on my front teeth a few yrs ago, due to chipped tooth,

> and it just kept going back and forth along those teeth I guess

> checking it out.

>

> I remember again working with my fear and I said to myself I am

> protected and God is Love. All of a sudden everything STOPPED. And

> quick. My first thought was that maybe I'm not worthly enough?

Then I

> thought how much more gentle it was then 10 years ago when it had

> gone through my whole body. I don't know if I was just being

checked

> out....like somehow it knew my intention to join this shaktipat,

> although I hadnt publicly done so yet.

>

> So I am very excited about this and hope I will get another visit.

I

> hope I can keep my fear down. If it wasnt for all of you, I would

> have been completely freaked out. So thank all of you! I'm so

> especially thankful to you for this forum and all your help

> and bringing us all together. So yes I do publicly declare that I

> would like to be included in the shaktipat and that I'll do my

> safeties, service, forgiveness and somehow being computer inept

> figure out how to get my picture posted. As I write this my left

foot

> is hot but not uncomfortable. Thanks again and all I can say

is " WOW! "

>

> from Deb the almost first human burger!

>

[Guest guest]

Thank you for your encouraging words. When I think of your name

I think of you as our every day christmas present. Not that I belong to

a religion, perhaps I should say our shakti present. Anyway thanks for

the chrism present that you are. Merry Chrism!

Deb