Guest guest Posted September 10, 2007 Report Share Posted September 10, 2007 Tara I appreciate your understanding, its not easy to talk about this, I kept this contact because its very hard to believe, unless it happens to one of us, its not easy to tell people that sometimes aliens are not the " good brothers " of space, and in this I am with Karla Turner late writer (also with Barbara Bartholic), its not easy to talk about manipulation and many things that they make upon us, although I don't consider them " bad or good " they do manipulate humans (including myself) and threaten them to death. Karla Turner's books are free in her web page http://www.karlaturner.org/ I think she was the only one to tell the true about aliens, she was very profound in her researching about abductees or contactees. When I read " Taken " , I was astonished to know that there were more people with an experience similar to mine, I'm now reading " Into the Fringe " all these only confirms what Allen Hyneck told to my husband years ago.They worked together in the ufo research many years ago. I've been afraid all my life, and this is the first place that I put my real name, not because I am dishonest, but because I am afraid of the " lurkers " . blessings Ady Ady Looking for a deal? Find great prices on flights and hotels with FareChase. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted September 10, 2007 Report Share Posted September 10, 2007 I can understand why you wouldn't feel comfy enough to put your real name. So that's a big step for you, that you did it here. There are many things that I normally won't openly talk about, but here..I felt comfy enough to open up, when Shakti prompted me. I feel as though there is a higher understanding that you will receive from all you've experienced. I feel as though, when at some point you happen to let go of fear, and just open up an know you will be accepted..then you will be able to see things in a new light. That will ease your mind. IMHO That seems to be the way things work for me. I can't talk to my boyfriend about the fragments of memory I have from a couple different past lives. Three people whom I know in this life, are people I've been connected to in other lives. One was my mother, one was my child, and one was my teacher. So for a lot of people, that would be crazy talk. My boyfriend believes in solid proof, before opening up and talking about something 'controversial'. He even feels that people should have some sort of evidence of out-of-body experiences, before they speak of them. Now I ask you- what kind of evidence, do you bring back from a world which is non physical? LOL At one point, I felt like I was going to explode, with all of this bottled up emotion. Then one day, I talked about it. The more and more I allowed myself to speak of it, the more I felt free. So...all this to say, I understand and I am here for you. Love and peace, Tara red buffalo <redbffl wrote: Tara I appreciate your understanding, its not easy to talk about this, I kept this contact because its very hard to believe, unless it happens to one of us, its not easy to tell people that sometimes aliens are not the " good brothers " of space, and in this I am with Karla Turner late writer (also with Barbara Bartholic), its not easy to talk about manipulation and many things that they make upon us, although I don't consider them " bad or good " they do manipulate humans (including myself) and threaten them to death. Karla Turner's books are free in her web page http://www.karlaturner.org/ I think she was the only one to tell the true about aliens, she was very profound in her researching about abductees or contactees. When I read " Taken " , I was astonished to know that there were more people with an experience similar to mine, I'm now reading " Into the Fringe " all these only confirms what Allen Hyneck told to my husband years ago.They worked together in the ufo research many years ago. I've been afraid all my life, and this is the first place that I put my real name, not because I am dishonest, but because I am afraid of the " lurkers " . blessings Ady Ady Looking for a deal? Find great prices on flights and hotels with FareChase. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted September 11, 2007 Report Share Posted September 11, 2007 Tara You are very right ! I have done my first step, telling my real name, since I came in, I felt the energy of the group and liked very much, so I said to myself " no more hiding " . I instantly felt the Shakti energy, and like a kid that runs to her protective mother, I thought " this is the place " . I've been jumping from place to place trying to feel the energy, without even knowing what I was looking for, always with fear to be rejected or labeled with names, or ignored. I have also experiences from past lives with some people of my family, my sister, and my son, and both of them have been also abducted by aliens. My sister knows, but doesn't remembers anything, and my son is just a teen, and I don't want to tell him anything, as for me is very painful, to see him the same night in the " ship " , and at the other day, see him all bathed in blood, with a strong nasal bleed, and hearing always the same from the physicians, " That's normal " , but knowing that that is not normal, but an alien procedure to put an implant. My husband is very skeptical also, he is a science man, he knows many things, even Hyneck came with him to consult him about some matters, he has never seen a ufo, but he knows perfectly that they exist, because of all the evidence that he gathered with Hyneck. He doesn't believes, he knows that ufos exist, and that they make abductions upon normal people, and many things that people would never believe. I am trying to see at the " bright side " of the contact, but is not easy, I'm trying hard, and I know that one day I will see it. My contact is on the web, in the Forteana (ufo nightmare) and that is only 5% of my contact. In january of the present year, I was followed by an orange ball in my own garden, it was menacing but it went away, but I know that " it " will come back again, this year. Two months ago I was diagnosed with heart problems, although I don't believe too much in physicians, cause all kind of machines gets nuts when I got near, I don't know how, but in some way I affect electronic devices, and that is from a very long time ago, so I cannot trust the results of any analysis (U.S. or E.C.) The last time that I made an U.S. the machine went crazy for 4 hours, and the doctor was not able to explain it, its hard to explain many things. I'm also trying hard to get rid of my fears, but that is not an easy task, but I know I will succeed, with time. blessings Ady Ady Ready for the edge of your seat? Check out tonight's top picks on TV. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted September 11, 2007 Report Share Posted September 11, 2007 Yes, you are right, you will succeed with time. Time and prayer..meditation upon changing fears, meditation to cleanse the chakras of negativity, more prayer and a loving community of friends- these are all the things that make for a much easier transformation. It's hard to change yourself alone. You are just one small person, in a big world. That's why you need guidance from the other world, through prayer and meditation. We are all essentially the same. We are all trying to rid ourselves of fear and painful memories. We are ever striving toward a perfectness is forgiving..and a an even more perfectness in forgetting. That's where we all have trouble. In forgiving, you heal both hearts, but in failing to forget, we are left with a scarred heart and a troubled mind. Time and prayer will help you to ease your burdened mind. I am here for you, if you need. I have not seen U.F.O.s, but I have been to the other world, and have been in healing water. I have drifted through the beautiful nothingness, and have walked though spirits- suddenly knowing all they knew and feeling all they felt. Each time, I transformed myself as I arrived back in my body. I have seen many spirits, and have transformed myself many times. I am always going through something, but it's only because I am striving toward so much. I ask a lot of myself, but so do all of you. And that's why I'm here. We are all striving toward a higher goal, and so here we are...together. We are all coming from different walks of life..but each one has fallen into place behind the other..and here we are, traveling on this same path. I'm glad to be walking beside you. If you need anything, just let me know. I'll be right here. Love and peace to you, Tara red buffalo <redbffl wrote: Tara You are very right ! I have done my first step, telling my real name, since I came in, I felt the energy of the group and liked very much, so I said to myself " no more hiding " . I instantly felt the Shakti energy, and like a kid that runs to her protective mother, I thought " this is the place " . I've been jumping from place to place trying to feel the energy, without even knowing what I was looking for, always with fear to be rejected or labeled with names, or ignored. I have also experiences from past lives with some people of my family, my sister, and my son, and both of them have been also abducted by aliens. My sister knows, but doesn't remembers anything, and my son is just a teen, and I don't want to tell him anything, as for me is very painful, to see him the same night in the " ship " , and at the other day, see him all bathed in blood, with a strong nasal bleed, and hearing always the same from the physicians, " That's normal " , but knowing that that is not normal, but an alien procedure to put an implant. My husband is very skeptical also, he is a science man, he knows many things, even Hyneck came with him to consult him about some matters, he has never seen a ufo, but he knows perfectly that they exist, because of all the evidence that he gathered with Hyneck. He doesn't believes, he knows that ufos exist, and that they make abductions upon normal people, and many things that people would never believe. I am trying to see at the " bright side " of the contact, but is not easy, I'm trying hard, and I know that one day I will see it. My contact is on the web, in the Forteana (ufo nightmare) and that is only 5% of my contact. In january of the present year, I was followed by an orange ball in my own garden, it was menacing but it went away, but I know that " it " will come back again, this year. Two months ago I was diagnosed with heart problems, although I don't believe too much in physicians, cause all kind of machines gets nuts when I got near, I don't know how, but in some way I affect electronic devices, and that is from a very long time ago, so I cannot trust the results of any analysis (U.S. or E.C.) The last time that I made an U.S. the machine went crazy for 4 hours, and the doctor was not able to explain it, its hard to explain many things. I'm also trying hard to get rid of my fears, but that is not an easy task, but I know I will succeed, with time. blessings Ady Ady Ready for the edge of your seat? Check out tonight's top picks on TV. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted September 11, 2007 Report Share Posted September 11, 2007 Hi Elektra, I think you are right, cause my heart problem began 2 months ago, or maybe was detected then, but I haven't felt pain till now. The strange thing is that when I meditate, the energy flows perfectly and I don't feel the blockage upon my heart, cause I feel the energy when is arising, but sometimes when I get to the throat, I began to suffocate, but this is not always, but is frequent, maybe once a week. I also think that the heart is related with the throat. I think my heart had bear more things that was supposed to bear. Blessings Ady Ady Pinpoint customers who are looking for what you sell. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted September 12, 2007 Report Share Posted September 12, 2007 Tara Thanks a lot for your support, you are very right, one has to forget, but is not easy, maybe that is what I have to learn, I wish I could forget, even when I know that my life has been completely shattered by the aliens. I have also seen spirits, but I call them dimensional beings, they are very sweet, and they are like in a different frequency than that of the aliens, I think they (spirits) understand better the human mind. So you have experienced a NDE experience ? that's very interesting, I know a friend that crossed the tunnel, and while crossing he saw all his relatives, but they disappeared the moment he was getting near to the light, and when he crossed he saw a " blonde man " with a white robe (and long hair) that asked him if he wanted to die, and he said Not yet, then the teacher or guide, asked him when he wanted to die, and why he didn't want to die, as if normal for them (to die), as if it was like a game for the teacher or guide, but he told me that the garden there was so beautiful, that he didn't want to come back, the strange thing was that there in the garden, was nobody but him and the man with the white robe, he was sent back to the earth, and he is no more afraid of death. This was the first NDE that I heard, and for me it was very important, cause it was of a friend of mine, and he is a doctor, then I began to read Elizabeth Kubler-Ross books. I haven't put Elizabeth's writtings in the database cause I don't know how to put it there. I'll try it next week. Blessings and again, thanks a lot for your caring ! Ady Ady Building a website is a piece of cake. Small Business gives you all the tools to get online. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted September 12, 2007 Report Share Posted September 12, 2007 Moaaz Thanks a lot for your tips. I also believe that there is some kind of awakening in the alien contact and also cosmic truths, but also the manipulation is so heavy, at least in my case, reaching to extreme points. If I haven't being in my own shoes, I wouldn't believe this can happen to any of us. I have met 3 types of aliens, the blondes, the humans (like us, but they are aliens and walk between us like in the movie " The Village " , living apart from us) and the grays, these are more sweet than the first ones. By the moment I'm reading Karla Turner book " into the Fringe " , but thanks a lot for your offer.( I'll keep in mind these books) Blessings Ady Ady Be a better Globetrotter. Get better travel answers from someone who knows. Answers - Check it out. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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