My experience, Kundalini and synesthesia

September 11, 2007

Hello, everyone!

I'm new to this group and I would like to introduce myself. First I

have to say that all the things concerning Kundalini, yoga and

meditation are entirely new and interesting to me, and maybe my

experience is not based on any of these (I don't know enough to be

certain). I accidentally found out about Kundalini once while browsing

the web, tried meditation and I realized that it's a familiar feeling

for me. Then I found this page

http://www.elcollie.com/st/symptoms.html and thought that maybe I've

always been living with risen Kundalini. Just wondering: is that

possible? I've had all of these symptoms for almost all of my life,

but I didn't feel them as an illness or anything. My mom insisted

taking me to the doctor to treat them, tho they were pleasant for me.

Even my headache was 'mystical' I wouldn't say it was a pleasant

sensation, but since very early childhood I was aware that I was

different from others, and maybe felt better than they did. Maybe I'm

just a person that feels good in her own shoes that most people find

crazy. Then, when I was 16, it suddenly stoped - all my so called

symptoms disappeared or were strongly reduced for almost 4 years. Then

I realized what 'normal' feels like. And believe me, it feels weird! I

felt heavy and stiff, like I've lost something essential. Now it is

back to me with it's power, don't think I'm crazy or anything, in my

opinion everibody feels best the way they're settled, not the way

other people think is 'normal'. So, be free to feel the way you feel

good! Your own original feeling! It is a pitty that I would find out

about Kundalini so late, since my life was unconsciously dedicated to

the experience of it.

I do Kundalini meditation since about a month, because I realized it

is essential to me and it will keep my original feeling circulating in

my body, mind and soul, where it belongs, as natural as it has always

been. This is how I experience it:

First, I can feel a spot of coldness in the base of my spine, I

visualize it in colour, but I think this is strongly individual. The

energy is bright white to me, but it also trigers other colours (based

on the sensation of it) that flow up and down my spine during

meditation. While this happens, I can feel different sensations of

touch on my hands and in my head, like there is a flood. A stronger

'flood' could make me feel like drifting, it causes dizziness and it

could separate my consciousness from the outer world. Then the energy

starts raising upwards on my spine. I can feel that I'm pulling it

with my eyes, by visualizing my mental body image behind closed lids.

At that time, my palms start feeling cool as well. This is how it

goes, as general. When the energy raises to around the center of my

back, it starts affecting my ears, and this is when I start hearing my

sensations more noticeably than usual. Then everything turns into

sound and colour for me. I don't know if others that do Kundalini feel

this way. As the energy reaches my throat, I can feel physical

sensations in my chest and shoulders, that are also creeping on my

arms, and I can feel 'winds' of coldness on the tops of my fingers,

and often on my face, and there's usually a shiver into my brain and

then I most likely would see cyan, turquoise or light blue in my head.

Then I start to drift off my body and feel coloured bliss of sounds.

After that I would feel a cold ring on top of my head, like a hole in

my skull it actually feels. And from there, I can feel the energy

pouring like cool water on my skin and hair, and especially on my

ears. After that happens I feel ecstaticly good! I experience an

intense synesthesia (synesthesia is when a stimulus in one sense

modality involuntarily elicits a sensation/experience in another sense

modality; for example, one is able to see sounds, or hear colours, or

anything just that weird and " impossible " , that makes me feel all

the Kundalini sensations in colour, and I can see my energy wraped

around me, or creeping on my skin, or shining in the air, conflicting

with other energy fields, etc.

Wow, that's a bit long for an introduction, I guess. Anyway. Hi! I'm

interested in anything Kundalini, as in other people's experiences!

September 11, 2007

Cool nice to read you and be welcome in this group.

You sure sound to be activated to me.

Igor.

: fjspefj:

Wed, 12 Sep 2007 01:37:45 +0000 My

experience, Kundalini and synesthesia

Hello, everyone!I'm new to this group and I would like to introduce myself.

First Ihave to say that all the things concerning Kundalini, yoga andmeditation

are entirely new and interesting to me, and maybe myexperience is not based on

any of these (I don't know enough to becertain). I accidentally found out about

Kundalini once while browsingthe web, tried meditation and I realized that it's

a familiar feelingfor me. Then I found this

pagehttp://www.elcollie.com/st/symptoms.html and thought that maybe I'vealways

been living with risen Kundalini. Just wondering: is thatpossible? I've had all

of these symptoms for almost all of my life,but I didn't feel them as an illness

or anything. My mom insistedtaking me to the doctor to treat them, tho they were

pleasant for me.Even my headache was 'mystical' I wouldn't say it was a

pleasantsensation, but since very early childhood I was aware that I

wasdifferent from others, and maybe felt better than they did. Maybe I'mjust a

person that feels good in her own shoes that most people findcrazy. Then, when I

was 16, it suddenly stoped - all my so calledsymptoms disappeared or were

strongly reduced for almost 4 years. ThenI realized what 'normal' feels like.

And believe me, it feels weird! Ifelt heavy and stiff, like I've lost something

essential. Now it isback to me with it's power, don't think I'm crazy or

anything, in myopinion everibody feels best the way they're settled, not the

wayother people think is 'normal'. So, be free to feel the way you feelgood!

Your own original feeling! It is a pitty that I would find outabout Kundalini so

late, since my life was unconsciously dedicated tothe experience of it.I do

Kundalini meditation since about a month, because I realized itis essential to

me and it will keep my original feeling circulating inmy body, mind and soul,

where it belongs, as natural as it has alwaysbeen. This is how I experience

it:First, I can feel a spot of coldness in the base of my spine, Ivisualize it

in colour, but I think this is strongly individual. Theenergy is bright white to

me, but it also trigers other colours (basedon the sensation of it) that flow up

and down my spine duringmeditation. While this happens, I can feel different

sensations oftouch on my hands and in my head, like there is a flood. A

stronger'flood' could make me feel like drifting, it causes dizziness and

itcould separate my consciousness from the outer world. Then the energystarts

raising upwards on my spine. I can feel that I'm pulling itwith my eyes, by

visualizing my mental body image behind closed lids.At that time, my palms start

feeling cool as well. This is how itgoes, as general. When the energy raises to

around the center of myback, it starts affecting my ears, and this is when I

start hearing mysensations more noticeably than usual. Then everything turns

intosound and colour for me. I don't know if others that do Kundalini feelthis

way. As the energy reaches my throat, I can feel physicalsensations in my chest

and shoulders, that are also creeping on myarms, and I can feel 'winds' of

coldness on the tops of my fingers,and often on my face, and there's usually a

shiver into my brain andthen I most likely would see cyan, turquoise or light

blue in my head.Then I start to drift off my body and feel coloured bliss of

sounds.After that I would feel a cold ring on top of my head, like a hole inmy

skull it actually feels. And from there, I can feel the energypouring like cool

water on my skin and hair, and especially on myears. After that happens I feel

ecstaticly good! I experience anintense synesthesia (synesthesia is when a

stimulus in one sensemodality involuntarily elicits a sensation/experience in

another sensemodality; for example, one is able to see sounds, or hear colours,

oranything just that weird and " impossible " , that makes me feel allthe

Kundalini sensations in colour, and I can see my energy wrapedaround me, or

creeping on my skin, or shining in the air, conflictingwith other energy fields,

etc.Wow, that's a bit long for an introduction, I guess. Anyway. Hi!

I'minterested in anything Kundalini, as in other people's experiences!

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September 11, 2007

Welcome fjspefj! It does sound like you've found the right place ).

Is there a name you'd like to go by, or will fjspefj do?

love & light ~Jen~

, " fjspefj "

<fjspefj wrote:

>

> Hello, everyone!

> I'm new to this group and I would like to introduce myself. First I

> have to say that all the things concerning Kundalini, yoga and

> meditation are entirely new and interesting to me, and maybe my

> experience is not based on any of these (I don't know enough to be

> certain). I accidentally found out about Kundalini once while browsing

> the web, tried meditation and I realized that it's a familiar feeling

> for me.

September 11, 2007

Welcome to the group! You've come to the right place, you will find

many kindred souls here.

Sarita

, " fjspefj "

<fjspefj wrote:

>

> Hello, everyone!

> I'm new to this group and I would like to introduce myself. First I

> have to say that all the things concerning Kundalini, yoga and

> meditation are entirely new and interesting to me, and maybe my

> experience is not based on any of these (I don't know enough to be

> certain). I accidentally found out about Kundalini once while

browsing

> the web, tried meditation and I realized that it's a familiar

feeling

> for me. Then I found this page

> http://www.elcollie.com/st/symptoms.html and thought that maybe I've

> always been living with risen Kundalini. Just wondering: is that

> possible? I've had all of these symptoms for almost all of my life,

> but I didn't feel them as an illness or anything. My mom insisted

> taking me to the doctor to treat them, tho they were pleasant for

me.

> Even my headache was 'mystical' I wouldn't say it was a pleasant

> sensation, but since very early childhood I was aware that I was

> different from others, and maybe felt better than they did. Maybe

I'm

> just a person that feels good in her own shoes that most people find

> crazy. Then, when I was 16, it suddenly stoped - all my so called

> symptoms disappeared or were strongly reduced for almost 4 years.

Then

> I realized what 'normal' feels like. And believe me, it feels

weird! I

> felt heavy and stiff, like I've lost something essential. Now it is

> back to me with it's power, don't think I'm crazy or anything, in my

> opinion everibody feels best the way they're settled, not the way

> other people think is 'normal'. So, be free to feel the way you feel

> good! Your own original feeling! It is a pitty that I would find out

> about Kundalini so late, since my life was unconsciously dedicated

to

> the experience of it.

>

> I do Kundalini meditation since about a month, because I realized it

> is essential to me and it will keep my original feeling circulating

in

> my body, mind and soul, where it belongs, as natural as it has

always

> been. This is how I experience it:

> First, I can feel a spot of coldness in the base of my spine, I

> visualize it in colour, but I think this is strongly individual. The

> energy is bright white to me, but it also trigers other colours

(based

> on the sensation of it) that flow up and down my spine during

> meditation. While this happens, I can feel different sensations of

> touch on my hands and in my head, like there is a flood. A stronger

> 'flood' could make me feel like drifting, it causes dizziness and it

> could separate my consciousness from the outer world. Then the

energy

> starts raising upwards on my spine. I can feel that I'm pulling it

> with my eyes, by visualizing my mental body image behind closed

lids.

> At that time, my palms start feeling cool as well. This is how it

> goes, as general. When the energy raises to around the center of my

> back, it starts affecting my ears, and this is when I start hearing

my

> sensations more noticeably than usual. Then everything turns into

> sound and colour for me. I don't know if others that do Kundalini

feel

> this way. As the energy reaches my throat, I can feel physical

> sensations in my chest and shoulders, that are also creeping on my

> arms, and I can feel 'winds' of coldness on the tops of my fingers,

> and often on my face, and there's usually a shiver into my brain and

> then I most likely would see cyan, turquoise or light blue in my

head.

> Then I start to drift off my body and feel coloured bliss of sounds.

> After that I would feel a cold ring on top of my head, like a hole

in

> my skull it actually feels. And from there, I can feel the energy

> pouring like cool water on my skin and hair, and especially on my

> ears. After that happens I feel ecstaticly good! I experience an

> intense synesthesia (synesthesia is when a stimulus in one sense

> modality involuntarily elicits a sensation/experience in another

sense

> modality; for example, one is able to see sounds, or hear colours,

or

> anything just that weird and " impossible " , that makes me feel all

> the Kundalini sensations in colour, and I can see my energy wraped

> around me, or creeping on my skin, or shining in the air,

conflicting

> with other energy fields, etc.

>

> Wow, that's a bit long for an introduction, I guess. Anyway. Hi! I'm

> interested in anything Kundalini, as in other people's experiences!

>

September 11, 2007

Welcome Fjspefj, I have read about that on the net, that a person can

be born with an activated/awakened Kundalini. The article said it

means that the person was fully awakened in a previous life. That is

just something I have read. I don't know how true it is. I'm sure

chrism will let us know about that. It is something I have been

wondering about for sometime, but never remembered to ask.

Linda

, " fjspefj "

<fjspefj wrote:

>

> Hello, everyone!

> I'm new to this group and I would like to introduce myself. First I

> have to say that all the things concerning Kundalini, yoga and

> meditation are entirely new and interesting to me, and maybe my

> experience is not based on any of these (I don't know enough to be

> certain). I accidentally found out about Kundalini once while

browsing

> the web, tried meditation and I realized that it's a familiar

feeling

> for me. Then I found this page

> http://www.elcollie.com/st/symptoms.html and thought that maybe I've

> always been living with risen Kundalini. Just wondering: is that

> possible? I've had all of these symptoms for almost all of my life,

> but I didn't feel them as an illness or anything. My mom insisted

> taking me to the doctor to treat them, tho they were pleasant for

me.

>

September 12, 2007

You didn't mention your name....

Hi and welcome, really glad to read your story of the

energy you feel, sure sounds like playful Shakti.

Glad you found your way to us, no coincidence I'm

sure.

Big hug

Elektra x x x

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Hello 'fjspefj'!

Wow, that is hard to pronounce! Do you have a first

name that we might use to address you? That would be

nice, if you don't mind sharing it.

I would say that you are very blessed to have

experienced Kundalini symptoms from a VERY early

age...perhaps you were Kundalini active in your last

life and you incarnated this time around already

awakened, I'm not sure how that works! But what you

are feeling is what many of us here, like me!, are

looking forward to experiencing! We are at varying

levels of K awakening in this group...I, for one, look

forward to hearing more about your experience as I

feel there is much to learn from you!

You will find a safe and warm haven here...we are very

loving and supportive and are only too happy to

welcome another member into our family! Begin to

Practice the Safeties (they are in the Files section)

and feel free to ask questions!

Blessings & love,

Claudia

--- fjspefj <fjspefj wrote:

> Hello, everyone!

> I'm new to this group and I would like to introduce

> myself. First I

> have to say that all the things concerning

> Kundalini, yoga and

> meditation are entirely new and interesting to me,

> and maybe my

> experience is not based on any of these (I don't

> know enough to be

> certain). I accidentally found out about Kundalini

> once while browsing

> the web, tried meditation and I realized that it's a

> familiar feeling

> for me. Then I found this page

> http://www.elcollie.com/st/symptoms.html and thought

> that maybe I've

> always been living with risen Kundalini. Just

> wondering: is that

> possible? I've had all of these symptoms for almost

> all of my life,

> but I didn't feel them as an illness or anything. My

> mom insisted

> taking me to the doctor to treat them, tho they were

> pleasant for me.

> Even my headache was 'mystical' I wouldn't say it

> was a pleasant

> sensation, but since very early childhood I was

> aware that I was

> different from others, and maybe felt better than

> they did. Maybe I'm

> just a person that feels good in her own shoes that

> most people find

> crazy. Then, when I was 16, it suddenly stoped - all

> my so called

> symptoms disappeared or were strongly reduced for

> almost 4 years. Then

> I realized what 'normal' feels like. And believe me,

> it feels weird! I

> felt heavy and stiff, like I've lost something

> essential. Now it is

> back to me with it's power, don't think I'm crazy or

> anything, in my

> opinion everibody feels best the way they're

> settled, not the way

> other people think is 'normal'. So, be free to feel

> the way you feel

> good! Your own original feeling! It is a pitty that

> I would find out

> about Kundalini so late, since my life was

> unconsciously dedicated to

> the experience of it.

>

> I do Kundalini meditation since about a month,

> because I realized it

> is essential to me and it will keep my original

> feeling circulating in

> my body, mind and soul, where it belongs, as natural

> as it has always

> been. This is how I experience it:

> First, I can feel a spot of coldness in the base of

> my spine, I

> visualize it in colour, but I think this is strongly

> individual. The

> energy is bright white to me, but it also trigers

> other colours (based

> on the sensation of it) that flow up and down my

> spine during

> meditation. While this happens, I can feel different

> sensations of

> touch on my hands and in my head, like there is a

> flood. A stronger

> 'flood' could make me feel like drifting, it causes

> dizziness and it

> could separate my consciousness from the outer

> world. Then the energy

> starts raising upwards on my spine. I can feel that

> I'm pulling it

> with my eyes, by visualizing my mental body image

> behind closed lids.

> At that time, my palms start feeling cool as well.

> This is how it

> goes, as general. When the energy raises to around

> the center of my

> back, it starts affecting my ears, and this is when

> I start hearing my

> sensations more noticeably than usual. Then

> everything turns into

> sound and colour for me. I don't know if others that

> do Kundalini feel

> this way. As the energy reaches my throat, I can

> feel physical

> sensations in my chest and shoulders, that are also

> creeping on my

> arms, and I can feel 'winds' of coldness on the tops

> of my fingers,

> and often on my face, and there's usually a shiver

> into my brain and

> then I most likely would see cyan, turquoise or

> light blue in my head.

> Then I start to drift off my body and feel coloured

> bliss of sounds.

> After that I would feel a cold ring on top of my

> head, like a hole in

> my skull it actually feels. And from there, I can

> feel the energy

> pouring like cool water on my skin and hair, and

> especially on my

> ears. After that happens I feel ecstaticly good! I

> experience an

> intense synesthesia (synesthesia is when a stimulus

> in one sense

> modality involuntarily elicits a

> sensation/experience in another sense

> modality; for example, one is able to see sounds, or

> hear colours, or

> anything just that weird and " impossible " , that

> makes me feel all

> the Kundalini sensations in colour, and I can see my

> energy wraped

> around me, or creeping on my skin, or shining in the

> air, conflicting

> with other energy fields, etc.

>

> Wow, that's a bit long for an introduction, I guess.

> Anyway. Hi! I'm

> interested in anything Kundalini, as in other

> people's experiences!

>

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Thank you all for the warm welcoming :-D I'm glad to be here! My name is Emona.

Yes, 'fjspefj' is just too 'stiff' to be a name!

Since I'm new, I'm not familiar with Kundalini terminology, and have too many

questions. Like, for example, is it true that people hear something during

meditation (I know for sure about me, but I was wondering about others)?

And there's another, opposite direction, not only Kundalini -> sound, but also

sound -> Kundalini awakening.

With me, hearing sound makes Kundalini rise more easily. So when I listen to the

music, I can feel and see sounds on my skin and in the air around me, or inside

my mind. Then I don't need to concentrate my consciousness on my body image in

order to rise Kundalini energy, but somehow music does this for me. I've always

felt my hearing, Kundalini and synesthetic experiences as strictly connected and

symbiotic. Has anybody tried meditation while listening to the music? Of course,

it is just my way to achieve it, but I'm sure there are many other ways, and

everybody develop their own!

I have a picture that shows a lot of how I feel myself, Kundalini and other

energies. The visualization happens mostly in my mind's eye, and it's tactile in

my body and on my skin and around me. I can sense 'winds' or 'floods' from other

people's or animals' energies too, but it's a bit different then. You can see

the picture here

Claudia Lambright <newtfoodbowl wrote:

Hello 'fjspefj'!

Wow, that is hard to pronounce! Do you have a first

name that we might use to address you? That would be

nice, if you don't mind sharing it.

I would say that you are very blessed to have

experienced Kundalini symptoms from a VERY early

age...perhaps you were Kundalini active in your last

life and you incarnated this time around already

awakened, I'm not sure how that works! But what you

are feeling is what many of us here, like me!, are

looking forward to experiencing! We are at varying

levels of K awakening in this group...I, for one, look

forward to hearing more about your experience as I

feel there is much to learn from you!

You will find a safe and warm haven here...we are very

loving and supportive and are only too happy to

welcome another member into our family! Begin to

Practice the Safeties (they are in the Files section)

and feel free to ask questions!

Blessings & love,

Claudia

--- fjspefj <fjspefj wrote:

> Hello, everyone!

> I'm new to this group and I would like to introduce

> myself. First I

> have to say that all the things concerning

> Kundalini, yoga and

> meditation are entirely new and interesting to me,

> and maybe my

> experience is not based on any of these (I don't

> know enough to be

> certain). I accidentally found out about Kundalini

> once while browsing

> the web, tried meditation and I realized that it's a

> familiar feeling

> for me. Then I found this page

> http://www.elcollie.com/st/symptoms.html and thought

> that maybe I've

> always been living with risen Kundalini. Just

> wondering: is that

> possible? I've had all of these symptoms for almost

> all of my life,

> but I didn't feel them as an illness or anything. My

> mom insisted

> taking me to the doctor to treat them, tho they were

> pleasant for me.

> Even my headache was 'mystical' I wouldn't say it

> was a pleasant

> sensation, but since very early childhood I was

> aware that I was

> different from others, and maybe felt better than

> they did. Maybe I'm

> just a person that feels good in her own shoes that

> most people find

> crazy. Then, when I was 16, it suddenly stoped - all

> my so called

> symptoms disappeared or were strongly reduced for

> almost 4 years. Then

> I realized what 'normal' feels like. And believe me,

> it feels weird! I

> felt heavy and stiff, like I've lost something

> essential. Now it is

> back to me with it's power, don't think I'm crazy or

> anything, in my

> opinion everibody feels best the way they're

> settled, not the way

> other people think is 'normal'. So, be free to feel

> the way you feel

> good! Your own original feeling! It is a pitty that

> I would find out

> about Kundalini so late, since my life was

> unconsciously dedicated to

> the experience of it.

>

> I do Kundalini meditation since about a month,

> because I realized it

> is essential to me and it will keep my original

> feeling circulating in

> my body, mind and soul, where it belongs, as natural

> as it has always

> been. This is how I experience it:

> First, I can feel a spot of coldness in the base of

> my spine, I

> visualize it in colour, but I think this is strongly

> individual. The

> energy is bright white to me, but it also trigers

> other colours (based

> on the sensation of it) that flow up and down my

> spine during

> meditation. While this happens, I can feel different

> sensations of

> touch on my hands and in my head, like there is a

> flood. A stronger

> 'flood' could make me feel like drifting, it causes

> dizziness and it

> could separate my consciousness from the outer

> world. Then the energy

> starts raising upwards on my spine. I can feel that

> I'm pulling it

> with my eyes, by visualizing my mental body image

> behind closed lids.

> At that time, my palms start feeling cool as well.

> This is how it

> goes, as general. When the energy raises to around

> the center of my

> back, it starts affecting my ears, and this is when

> I start hearing my

> sensations more noticeably than usual. Then

> everything turns into

> sound and colour for me. I don't know if others that

> do Kundalini feel

> this way. As the energy reaches my throat, I can

> feel physical

> sensations in my chest and shoulders, that are also

> creeping on my

> arms, and I can feel 'winds' of coldness on the tops

> of my fingers,

> and often on my face, and there's usually a shiver

> into my brain and

> then I most likely would see cyan, turquoise or

> light blue in my head.

> Then I start to drift off my body and feel coloured

> bliss of sounds.

> After that I would feel a cold ring on top of my

> head, like a hole in

> my skull it actually feels. And from there, I can

> feel the energy

> pouring like cool water on my skin and hair, and

> especially on my

> ears. After that happens I feel ecstaticly good! I

> experience an

> intense synesthesia (synesthesia is when a stimulus

> in one sense

> modality involuntarily elicits a

> sensation/experience in another sense

> modality; for example, one is able to see sounds, or

> hear colours, or

> anything just that weird and " impossible " , that

> makes me feel all

> the Kundalini sensations in colour, and I can see my

> energy wraped

> around me, or creeping on my skin, or shining in the

> air, conflicting

> with other energy fields, etc.

>

> Wow, that's a bit long for an introduction, I guess.

> Anyway. Hi! I'm

> interested in anything Kundalini, as in other

> people's experiences!

>

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September 12, 2007

Welcome Emona! So wonderful reading of your

experience, thank you. What an exciting journey and

experience Shakti is. I so look forward to traveling

with this group. You've come to a very sacred spot!

Warm hugs, love dhyana

--- malka grozdova <fjspefj wrote:

> Thank you all for the warm welcoming :-D I'm glad to

> be here! My name is Emona. Yes, 'fjspefj' is just

> too 'stiff' to be a name!

>

> Since I'm new, I'm not familiar with Kundalini

> terminology, and have too many questions. Like, for

> example, is it true that people hear something

> during meditation (I know for sure about me, but I

> was wondering about others)?

>

> And there's another, opposite direction, not only

> Kundalini -> sound, but also sound -> Kundalini

> awakening.

> With me, hearing sound makes Kundalini rise more

> easily. So when I listen to the music, I can feel

> and see sounds on my skin and in the air around me,

> or inside my mind. Then I don't need to concentrate

> my consciousness on my body image in order to rise

> Kundalini energy, but somehow music does this for

> me. I've always felt my hearing, Kundalini and

> synesthetic experiences as strictly connected and

> symbiotic. Has anybody tried meditation while

> listening to the music? Of course, it is just my way

> to achieve it, but I'm sure there are many other

> ways, and everybody develop their own!

>

> I have a picture that shows a lot of how I feel

> myself, Kundalini and other energies. The

> visualization happens mostly in my mind's eye, and

> it's tactile in my body and on my skin and around

> me. I can sense 'winds' or 'floods' from other

> people's or animals' energies too, but it's a bit

> different then. You can see the picture here

>

> Claudia Lambright <newtfoodbowl wrote:

> Hello 'fjspefj'!

>

> Wow, that is hard to pronounce! Do you have a

> first

> name that we might use to address you? That would

> be

> nice, if you don't mind sharing it.

>

> I would say that you are very blessed to have

> experienced Kundalini symptoms from a VERY early

> age...perhaps you were Kundalini active in your

> last

> life and you incarnated this time around already

> awakened, I'm not sure how that works! But what

> you

> are feeling is what many of us here, like me!, are

> looking forward to experiencing! We are at varying

> levels of K awakening in this group...I, for one,

> look

> forward to hearing more about your experience as I

> feel there is much to learn from you!

>

> You will find a safe and warm haven here...we are

> very

> loving and supportive and are only too happy to

> welcome another member into our family! Begin to

> Practice the Safeties (they are in the Files

> section)

> and feel free to ask questions!

>

> Blessings & love,

> Claudia

>

> --- fjspefj <fjspefj wrote:

>

> > Hello, everyone!

> > I'm new to this group and I would like to

> introduce

> > myself. First I

> > have to say that all the things concerning

> > Kundalini, yoga and

> > meditation are entirely new and interesting to

> me,

> > and maybe my

> > experience is not based on any of these (I don't

> > know enough to be

> > certain). I accidentally found out about

> Kundalini

> > once while browsing

> > the web, tried meditation and I realized that

> it's a

> > familiar feeling

> > for me. Then I found this page

> > http://www.elcollie.com/st/symptoms.html and

> thought

> > that maybe I've

> > always been living with risen Kundalini. Just

> > wondering: is that

> > possible? I've had all of these symptoms for

> almost

> > all of my life,

> > but I didn't feel them as an illness or anything.

> My

> > mom insisted

> > taking me to the doctor to treat them, tho they

> were

> > pleasant for me.

> > Even my headache was 'mystical' I wouldn't say

> it

> > was a pleasant

> > sensation, but since very early childhood I was

> > aware that I was

> > different from others, and maybe felt better than

> > they did. Maybe I'm

> > just a person that feels good in her own shoes

> that

> > most people find

> > crazy. Then, when I was 16, it suddenly stoped -

> all

> > my so called

> > symptoms disappeared or were strongly reduced for

> > almost 4 years. Then

> > I realized what 'normal' feels like. And believe

> me,

> > it feels weird! I

> > felt heavy and stiff, like I've lost something

> > essential. Now it is

> > back to me with it's power, don't think I'm crazy

> or

> > anything, in my

> > opinion everibody feels best the way they're

> > settled, not the way

> > other people think is 'normal'. So, be free to

> feel

> > the way you feel

> > good! Your own original feeling! It is a pitty

> that

> > I would find out

> > about Kundalini so late, since my life was

> > unconsciously dedicated to

> > the experience of it.

> >

> > I do Kundalini meditation since about a month,

> > because I realized it

> > is essential to me and it will keep my original

> > feeling circulating in

> > my body, mind and soul, where it belongs, as

> natural

> > as it has always

> > been. This is how I experience it:

> > First, I can feel a spot of coldness in the base

> of

> > my spine, I

> > visualize it in colour, but I think this is

> strongly

> > individual. The

> > energy is bright white to me, but it also trigers

> > other colours (based

> > on the sensation of it) that flow up and down my

> > spine during

> > meditation. While this happens, I can feel

> different

> > sensations of

> > touch on my hands and in my head, like there is a

> > flood. A stronger

> > 'flood' could make me feel like drifting, it

> causes

> > dizziness and it

> > could separate my consciousness from the outer

> > world. Then the energy

> > starts raising upwards on my spine. I can feel

> that

> > I'm pulling it

> > with my eyes, by visualizing my mental body image

> > behind closed lids.

> > At that time, my palms start feeling cool as

> well.

> > This is how it

> > goes, as general. When the energy raises to

> around

> > the center of my

> > back, it starts affecting my ears, and this is

> when

> > I start hearing my

> > sensations more noticeably than usual. Then

> > everything turns into

> > sound and colour for me. I don't know if others

> that

> > do Kundalini feel

> > this way. As the energy reaches my throat, I can

> > feel physical

> > sensations in my chest and shoulders, that are

> also

> > creeping on my

> > arms, and I can feel 'winds' of coldness on the

> tops

> > of my fingers,

> > and often on my face, and there's usually a

> shiver

> > into my brain and

> > then I most likely would see cyan, turquoise or

> > light blue in my head.

> > Then I start to drift off my body and feel

> coloured

> > bliss of sounds.

> > After that I would feel a cold ring on top of my

> > head, like a hole in

> > my skull it actually feels. And from there, I can

> > feel the energy

> > pouring like cool water on my skin and hair, and

> > especially on my

> > ears. After that happens I feel ecstaticly good!

> I

> > experience an

> > intense synesthesia (synesthesia is when a

> stimulus

> > in one sense

> > modality involuntarily elicits a

> > sensation/experience in another sense

> > modality; for example, one is able to see sounds,

> or

> > hear colours, or

> > anything just that weird and " impossible " ,

> that

> > makes me feel all

> > the Kundalini sensations in colour, and I can see

> my

> > energy wraped

> > around me, or creeping on my skin, or shining in

> the

> > air, conflicting

> > with other energy fields, etc.

> >

> > Wow, that's a bit long for an introduction, I

> guess.

> > Anyway. Hi! I'm

> > interested in anything Kundalini, as in other

> > people's experiences!

> >

>

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Hello Emona,

Welcome to the group, and thanks for sharing your beautiful

experiences with us. My kundalini began very differently from yours

(electrical surges, visions, and kriyas), but right now I am going

through something similar to what you are describing: during

meditation, I see waves of colorful light flowing through my body and

around it, occasionally accompanied by physical bliss and the tactile

sensation of liquid energy flowing upward, as well as tapping on

(usually, though not exclusively) the right side of my brain.

As to sound: The only sound I hear during meditation is the chirping

of crickets, or, occasionally, a mantra, but while reading your posts

I remembered that, the evening before my spontaneous activation, I was

sitting in the symphony and felt my energy sore high, very high. It

was an incredible sensation, and I was a little embarrassed--I thought

other people in the audience might notice, LOL!

Regarding synesthesia: I never thought of it in connection to

meditation and the K. However, over the last fifteen years I have

noticed that ideas for my writing often come to me in the form of

colors, flavors, rhythm and musicality, etc., and originate as

energies in different parts of my body. I always thought that this was

caused by the fact that English is a second language to me (hence, my

brain processes it a little differently), but now I wonder if there

isn't more to it.

Have you considered trying mantras? I find that they can generate

incredible amounts of light and energy, each of which has a

distinctive vibration and flavor.

Namaste,

Sel

, malka grozdova

<fjspefj wrote:

>

> Thank you all for the warm welcoming :-D I'm glad to be here! My

name is Emona. Yes, 'fjspefj' is just too 'stiff' to be a name!

>

> Since I'm new, I'm not familiar with Kundalini terminology, and have

too many questions. Like, for example, is it true that people hear

something during meditation (I know for sure about me, but I was

wondering about others)?

>

> And there's another, opposite direction, not only Kundalini ->

sound, but also sound -> Kundalini awakening.

> With me, hearing sound makes Kundalini rise more easily. So when I

listen to the music, I can feel and see sounds on my skin and in the

air around me, or inside my mind. Then I don't need to concentrate my

consciousness on my body image in order to rise Kundalini energy, but

somehow music does this for me. I've always felt my hearing, Kundalini

and synesthetic experiences as strictly connected and symbiotic. Has

anybody tried meditation while listening to the music? Of course, it

is just my way to achieve it, but I'm sure there are many other ways,

and everybody develop their own!

>

> I have a picture that shows a lot of how I feel myself, Kundalini

and other energies. The visualization happens mostly in my mind's eye,

and it's tactile in my body and on my skin and around me. I can sense

'winds' or 'floods' from other people's or animals' energies too, but

it's a bit different then. You can see the picture here

>

> Claudia Lambright <newtfoodbowl wrote:

Hello 'fjspefj'!

>

> Wow, that is hard to pronounce! Do you have a first

> name that we might use to address you? That would be

> nice, if you don't mind sharing it.

>

> I would say that you are very blessed to have

> experienced Kundalini symptoms from a VERY early

> age...perhaps you were Kundalini active in your last

> life and you incarnated this time around already

> awakened, I'm not sure how that works! But what you

> are feeling is what many of us here, like me!, are

> looking forward to experiencing! We are at varying

> levels of K awakening in this group...I, for one, look

> forward to hearing more about your experience as I

> feel there is much to learn from you!

>

> You will find a safe and warm haven here...we are very

> loving and supportive and are only too happy to

> welcome another member into our family! Begin to

> Practice the Safeties (they are in the Files section)

> and feel free to ask questions!

>

> Blessings & love,

> Claudia

>

> --- fjspefj <fjspefj wrote:

>

> > Hello, everyone!

> > I'm new to this group and I would like to introduce

> > myself. First I

> > have to say that all the things concerning

> > Kundalini, yoga and

> > meditation are entirely new and interesting to me,

> > and maybe my

> > experience is not based on any of these (I don't

> > know enough to be

> > certain). I accidentally found out about Kundalini

> > once while browsing

> > the web, tried meditation and I realized that it's a

> > familiar feeling

> > for me. Then I found this page

> > http://www.elcollie.com/st/symptoms.html and thought

> > that maybe I've

> > always been living with risen Kundalini. Just

> > wondering: is that

> > possible? I've had all of these symptoms for almost

> > all of my life,

> > but I didn't feel them as an illness or anything. My

> > mom insisted

> > taking me to the doctor to treat them, tho they were

> > pleasant for me.

> > Even my headache was 'mystical' I wouldn't say it

> > was a pleasant

> > sensation, but since very early childhood I was

> > aware that I was

> > different from others, and maybe felt better than

> > they did. Maybe I'm

> > just a person that feels good in her own shoes that

> > most people find

> > crazy. Then, when I was 16, it suddenly stoped - all

> > my so called

> > symptoms disappeared or were strongly reduced for

> > almost 4 years. Then

> > I realized what 'normal' feels like. And believe me,

> > it feels weird! I

> > felt heavy and stiff, like I've lost something

> > essential. Now it is

> > back to me with it's power, don't think I'm crazy or

> > anything, in my

> > opinion everibody feels best the way they're

> > settled, not the way

> > other people think is 'normal'. So, be free to feel

> > the way you feel

> > good! Your own original feeling! It is a pitty that

> > I would find out

> > about Kundalini so late, since my life was

> > unconsciously dedicated to

> > the experience of it.

> >

> > I do Kundalini meditation since about a month,

> > because I realized it

> > is essential to me and it will keep my original

> > feeling circulating in

> > my body, mind and soul, where it belongs, as natural

> > as it has always

> > been. This is how I experience it:

> > First, I can feel a spot of coldness in the base of

> > my spine, I

> > visualize it in colour, but I think this is strongly

> > individual. The

> > energy is bright white to me, but it also trigers

> > other colours (based

> > on the sensation of it) that flow up and down my

> > spine during

> > meditation. While this happens, I can feel different

> > sensations of

> > touch on my hands and in my head, like there is a

> > flood. A stronger

> > 'flood' could make me feel like drifting, it causes

> > dizziness and it

> > could separate my consciousness from the outer

> > world. Then the energy

> > starts raising upwards on my spine. I can feel that

> > I'm pulling it

> > with my eyes, by visualizing my mental body image

> > behind closed lids.

> > At that time, my palms start feeling cool as well.

> > This is how it

> > goes, as general. When the energy raises to around

> > the center of my

> > back, it starts affecting my ears, and this is when

> > I start hearing my

> > sensations more noticeably than usual. Then

> > everything turns into

> > sound and colour for me. I don't know if others that

> > do Kundalini feel

> > this way. As the energy reaches my throat, I can

> > feel physical

> > sensations in my chest and shoulders, that are also

> > creeping on my

> > arms, and I can feel 'winds' of coldness on the tops

> > of my fingers,

> > and often on my face, and there's usually a shiver

> > into my brain and

> > then I most likely would see cyan, turquoise or

> > light blue in my head.

> > Then I start to drift off my body and feel coloured

> > bliss of sounds.

> > After that I would feel a cold ring on top of my

> > head, like a hole in

> > my skull it actually feels. And from there, I can

> > feel the energy

> > pouring like cool water on my skin and hair, and

> > especially on my

> > ears. After that happens I feel ecstaticly good! I

> > experience an

> > intense synesthesia (synesthesia is when a stimulus

> > in one sense

> > modality involuntarily elicits a

> > sensation/experience in another sense

> > modality; for example, one is able to see sounds, or

> > hear colours, or

> > anything just that weird and " impossible " , that

> > makes me feel all

> > the Kundalini sensations in colour, and I can see my

> > energy wraped

> > around me, or creeping on my skin, or shining in the

> > air, conflicting

> > with other energy fields, etc.

> >

> > Wow, that's a bit long for an introduction, I guess.

> > Anyway. Hi! I'm

> > interested in anything Kundalini, as in other

> > people's experiences!

> >

>

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> that gives answers, not web links.

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I don't know why this thing doesn't work with links. It doesn't show

the link to my picture if posted from my e-mail... I'll try again:

http://www.flickr.com/photos/9661368@N06/1362811679/