Autmnal Equiox 2007 Shaktipat and scatterfield attachment - Melissa

[Guest guest]

Welcome to the group Melissa. Your experiences are quite amazing! I'll

start sending energy & prayers tonight (I am sure lots of folks here

will do the same!).

 

Sel

 

 

 

, " Melissa "

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> Dear chrism and group -

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> I am practicing the safeties and am desiring of the upcoming shaktipat.

> I am placing my photo in the book.

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> I recently made brief intro of myself to the group, but wanted to go

> into a bit more detail so you all could really get to know me and vice

> versa. I had a friend suggest to me that I might be in a premature,

> prolonged kundalini awakening because of certain events in my life. I

> was very grateful to discover this group and even more grateful to

> experience the pleasure of conversing with chrism via phone this evening

> to help me sort things out and we came to the conclusion that the

> shaktipat would benefit me.

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> I am a 39 year-old medical doctor of Internal Medicine. I have been

> severely ill for a couple of years now, and unable to work. I was

> required to take a Hepatitus B vaccine as a condition for employment in

> a hospital and had a bad reaction to it. That, plus a nasty case of

> Lyme disease has taken me out of work since late 2003, and made me

> bedridden and unable to walk for the last year. That is pretty much the

> medical explanation for my disease process. Things become more

> confusing though when other phenomena I have encountered is considered.

> . . .

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> A few years ago, when I lived in Missouri, I used to sit on my back

> patio in the evening, enjoying the stars and my dogs. One evening, I

> noticed a white circle in the sky. This later turned into a mandala of

> concentric white circles. I took my glasses off, switched to contacts,

> then nothing, then back to the glasses. The circles remained. The

> following evening I was outside again. This time, after the circles, I

> began seeing a flash of orange-golden light that began to draw very

> intricate designs in the sky in such elaborate patterns, I could never

> reproduce it. It was beautiful and I felt awestruck. Nothing was on

> the news, so I knew I was the only one witnessing it. This went on for

> several weeks, then ceased.

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> I have had other " unusual " occurences around me. I can at times, even

> within the last couple of days, see white flashes around me, and the

> lady who works for me has witnessed it as well in my bedroom. She has

> also seen a Master's face in my face several times. (I have pictures of

> Kriya Babaji hanging in my house.) She also witnessed two angels at my

> door a few days ago. Just to make it clear; I have no psychiatric

> history and do not take any drugs.

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> I have fallen into a blissful state of oneness with everyone and

> everything and did not realize what was occurring at the time. Darnit.

> I miss that!

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> These unusual occurences plus my health status have led me here. Chrism

> has very kindly suggested and offered that I particpate in the upcoming

> shaktipat. He did strongly warn me to practice the safeties, and

> suggested the chakra breathing in lieu of the tibetan rites (since I

> can't walk or twirl), but did recommend movement (I do physical therapy

> exercises every day and stretch quite a bit). I need to make a list of

> everyone I need to forgive and work on that as well. I would like to

> offer my services of providing any medical advice, publicly, or

> privately, to anyone here via email or phone. I will not call in

> scripts for anyone though, for medicolegal reasons. I would ask if

> anyone here has healing abilities, I would greatly appreciate

> assistance. I will also copy this intro into the Kundalini-Healing

> group. If I have forgotten to include anything, I will place it in a

> follow-up post.

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> Love and Blessings,

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> Melissa

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