My experience, Kundalini and synesthesia--Emona

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What a beautiful name, Emona! And much easier to say than FJSPEFJ!

 

You mentioned a picture...will you upload it to the Photos section so we can see

it? You can start your own album, it's easy!

 

Blessings & love,

 

Claudia

 

 

 

 

malka grozdova <fjspefj

 

Wednesday, September 12, 2007 9:55:03 AM

Re: My experience, Kundalini and

synesthesia

 

Thank you all for the warm welcoming :-D I'm glad to be here! My name is Emona.

Yes, 'fjspefj' is just too 'stiff' to be a name!

 

Since I'm new, I'm not familiar with Kundalini terminology, and have too many

questions. Like, for example, is it true that people hear something during

meditation (I know for sure about me, but I was wondering about others)?

 

And there's another, opposite direction, not only Kundalini -> sound, but also

sound -> Kundalini awakening.

With me, hearing sound makes Kundalini rise more easily. So when I listen to the

music, I can feel and see sounds on my skin and in the air around me, or inside

my mind. Then I don't need to concentrate my consciousness on my body image in

order to rise Kundalini energy, but somehow music does this for me. I've always

felt my hearing, Kundalini and synesthetic experiences as strictly connected and

symbiotic. Has anybody tried meditation while listening to the music? Of course,

it is just my way to achieve it, but I'm sure there are many other ways, and

everybody develop their own!

 

I have a picture that shows a lot of how I feel myself, Kundalini and other

energies. The visualization happens mostly in my mind's eye, and it's tactile in

my body and on my skin and around me. I can sense 'winds' or 'floods' from other

people's or animals' energies too, but it's a bit different then. You can see

the picture here

 

Claudia Lambright <newtfoodbowl@ > wrote: Hello 'fjspefj'!

 

Wow, that is hard to pronounce! Do you have a first

name that we might use to address you? That would be

nice, if you don't mind sharing it.

 

I would say that you are very blessed to have

experienced Kundalini symptoms from a VERY early

age...perhaps you were Kundalini active in your last

life and you incarnated this time around already

awakened, I'm not sure how that works! But what you

are feeling is what many of us here, like me!, are

looking forward to experiencing! We are at varying

levels of K awakening in this group...I, for one, look

forward to hearing more about your experience as I

feel there is much to learn from you!

 

You will find a safe and warm haven here...we are very

loving and supportive and are only too happy to

welcome another member into our family! Begin to

Practice the Safeties (they are in the Files section)

and feel free to ask questions!

 

Blessings & love,

Claudia

 

--- fjspefj <fjspefj > wrote:

 

> Hello, everyone!

> I'm new to this group and I would like to introduce

> myself. First I

> have to say that all the things concerning

> Kundalini, yoga and

> meditation are entirely new and interesting to me,

> and maybe my

> experience is not based on any of these (I don't

> know enough to be

> certain). I accidentally found out about Kundalini

> once while browsing

> the web, tried meditation and I realized that it's a

> familiar feeling

> for me. Then I found this page

> http://www.elcollie .com/st/symptoms .html and thought

> that maybe I've

> always been living with risen Kundalini. Just

> wondering: is that

> possible? I've had all of these symptoms for almost

> all of my life,

> but I didn't feel them as an illness or anything. My

> mom insisted

> taking me to the doctor to treat them, tho they were

> pleasant for me.

> Even my headache was 'mystical' I wouldn't say it

> was a pleasant

> sensation, but since very early childhood I was

> aware that I was

> different from others, and maybe felt better than

> they did. Maybe I'm

> just a person that feels good in her own shoes that

> most people find

> crazy. Then, when I was 16, it suddenly stoped - all

> my so called

> symptoms disappeared or were strongly reduced for

> almost 4 years. Then

> I realized what 'normal' feels like. And believe me,

> it feels weird! I

> felt heavy and stiff, like I've lost something

> essential. Now it is

> back to me with it's power, don't think I'm crazy or

> anything, in my

> opinion everibody feels best the way they're

> settled, not the way

> other people think is 'normal'. So, be free to feel

> the way you feel

> good! Your own original feeling! It is a pitty that

> I would find out

> about Kundalini so late, since my life was

> unconsciously dedicated to

> the experience of it.

>

> I do Kundalini meditation since about a month,

> because I realized it

> is essential to me and it will keep my original

> feeling circulating in

> my body, mind and soul, where it belongs, as natural

> as it has always

> been. This is how I experience it:

> First, I can feel a spot of coldness in the base of

> my spine, I

> visualize it in colour, but I think this is strongly

> individual. The

> energy is bright white to me, but it also trigers

> other colours (based

> on the sensation of it) that flow up and down my

> spine during

> meditation. While this happens, I can feel different

> sensations of

> touch on my hands and in my head, like there is a

> flood. A stronger

> 'flood' could make me feel like drifting, it causes

> dizziness and it

> could separate my consciousness from the outer

> world. Then the energy

> starts raising upwards on my spine. I can feel that

> I'm pulling it

> with my eyes, by visualizing my mental body image

> behind closed lids.

> At that time, my palms start feeling cool as well.

> This is how it

> goes, as general. When the energy raises to around

> the center of my

> back, it starts affecting my ears, and this is when

> I start hearing my

> sensations more noticeably than usual. Then

> everything turns into

> sound and colour for me. I don't know if others that

> do Kundalini feel

> this way. As the energy reaches my throat, I can

> feel physical

> sensations in my chest and shoulders, that are also

> creeping on my

> arms, and I can feel 'winds' of coldness on the tops

> of my fingers,

> and often on my face, and there's usually a shiver

> into my brain and

> then I most likely would see cyan, turquoise or

> light blue in my head.

> Then I start to drift off my body and feel coloured

> bliss of sounds.

> After that I would feel a cold ring on top of my

> head, like a hole in

> my skull it actually feels. And from there, I can

> feel the energy

> pouring like cool water on my skin and hair, and

> especially on my

> ears. After that happens I feel ecstaticly good! I

> experience an

> intense synesthesia (synesthesia is when a stimulus

> in one sense

> modality involuntarily elicits a

> sensation/experienc e in another sense

> modality; for example, one is able to see sounds, or

> hear colours, or

> anything just that weird and " impossible " , that

> makes me feel all

> the Kundalini sensations in colour, and I can see my

> energy wraped

> around me, or creeping on my skin, or shining in the

> air, conflicting

> with other energy fields, etc.

>

> Wow, that's a bit long for an introduction, I guess.

> Anyway. Hi! I'm

> interested in anything Kundalini, as in other

> people's experiences!

>

>

 

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