Guest guest Posted September 12, 2007 Report Share Posted September 12, 2007 Emona, I would like to give a personal welcome to you! I hope you enjoy the group! Love, Katherine fjspefj <fjspefj Wednesday, September 12, 2007 1:45:09 PM Re: My experience, Kundalini and synesthesia Hi! It's absolutely my pleasure to talk to you and share my experiences! I'm so excited I found this group, and look forward to learning more about Kundalini! (I have no idea what " mandras " is. *little ashamed*) Namaste, I see you experience a wonderful Kundalini awakening too! It sounds amazing as you describe it! I think the way you experience is similar to mine. Regarding synesthesia: I've noticed that foreign languages are much more colourful than my native. So if your thoughts or ideas are coloured (or have sound, smell, or anything), this is synesthesia. Kundalini-Awakening -Systems- 1 , " selena230 " <selena230@. ..> wrote: > > Hello Emona, > > Welcome to the group, and thanks for sharing your beautiful > experiences with us. My kundalini began very differently from yours > (electrical surges, visions, and kriyas), but right now I am going > through something similar to what you are describing: during > meditation, I see waves of colorful light flowing through my body and > around it, occasionally accompanied by physical bliss and the tactile > sensation of liquid energy flowing upward, as well as tapping on > (usually, though not exclusively) the right side of my brain. > > As to sound: The only sound I hear during meditation is the chirping > of crickets, or, occasionally, a mantra, but while reading your posts > I remembered that, the evening before my spontaneous activation, I was > sitting in the symphony and felt my energy sore high, very high. It > was an incredible sensation, and I was a little embarrassed- -I thought > other people in the audience might notice, LOL! > > Regarding synesthesia: I never thought of it in connection to > meditation and the K. However, over the last fifteen years I have > noticed that ideas for my writing often come to me in the form of > colors, flavors, rhythm and musicality, etc., and originate as > energies in different parts of my body. I always thought that this was > caused by the fact that English is a second language to me (hence, my > brain processes it a little differently) , but now I wonder if there > isn't more to it. > > Have you considered trying mantras? I find that they can generate > incredible amounts of light and energy, each of which has a > distinctive vibration and flavor. > > Namaste, > > Sel > > > Kundalini-Awakening -Systems- 1 , malka grozdova > <fjspefj@> wrote: > > > > Thank you all for the warm welcoming :-D I'm glad to be here! My > name is Emona. Yes, 'fjspefj' is just too 'stiff' to be a name! > > > > Since I'm new, I'm not familiar with Kundalini terminology, and have > too many questions. Like, for example, is it true that people hear > something during meditation (I know for sure about me, but I was > wondering about others)? > > > > And there's another, opposite direction, not only Kundalini -> > sound, but also sound -> Kundalini awakening. > > With me, hearing sound makes Kundalini rise more easily. So when I > listen to the music, I can feel and see sounds on my skin and in the > air around me, or inside my mind. Then I don't need to concentrate my > consciousness on my body image in order to rise Kundalini energy, but > somehow music does this for me. I've always felt my hearing, Kundalini > and synesthetic experiences as strictly connected and symbiotic. Has > anybody tried meditation while listening to the music? Of course, it > is just my way to achieve it, but I'm sure there are many other ways, > and everybody develop their own! > > > > I have a picture that shows a lot of how I feel myself, Kundalini > and other energies. The visualization happens mostly in my mind's eye, > and it's tactile in my body and on my skin and around me. I can sense > 'winds' or 'floods' from other people's or animals' energies too, but > it's a bit different then. You can see the picture here > > > > Claudia Lambright <newtfoodbowl@ > wrote: > Hello 'fjspefj'! > > > > Wow, that is hard to pronounce! Do you have a first > > name that we might use to address you? That would be > > nice, if you don't mind sharing it. > > > > I would say that you are very blessed to have > > experienced Kundalini symptoms from a VERY early > > age...perhaps you were Kundalini active in your last > > life and you incarnated this time around already > > awakened, I'm not sure how that works! But what you > > are feeling is what many of us here, like me!, are > > looking forward to experiencing! We are at varying > > levels of K awakening in this group...I, for one, look > > forward to hearing more about your experience as I > > feel there is much to learn from you! > > > > You will find a safe and warm haven here...we are very > > loving and supportive and are only too happy to > > welcome another member into our family! Begin to > > Practice the Safeties (they are in the Files section) > > and feel free to ask questions! > > > > Blessings & love, > > Claudia > > > > --- fjspefj <fjspefj@> wrote: > > > > > Hello, everyone! > > > I'm new to this group and I would like to introduce > > > myself. First I > > > have to say that all the things concerning > > > Kundalini, yoga and > > > meditation are entirely new and interesting to me, > > > and maybe my > > > experience is not based on any of these (I don't > > > know enough to be > > > certain). I accidentally found out about Kundalini > > > once while browsing > > > the web, tried meditation and I realized that it's a > > > familiar feeling > > > for me. Then I found this page > > > http://www.elcollie .com/st/symptoms .html and thought > > > that maybe I've > > > always been living with risen Kundalini. Just > > > wondering: is that > > > possible? I've had all of these symptoms for almost > > > all of my life, > > > but I didn't feel them as an illness or anything. My > > > mom insisted > > > taking me to the doctor to treat them, tho they were > > > pleasant for me. > > > Even my headache was 'mystical' I wouldn't say it > > > was a pleasant > > > sensation, but since very early childhood I was > > > aware that I was > > > different from others, and maybe felt better than > > > they did. Maybe I'm > > > just a person that feels good in her own shoes that > > > most people find > > > crazy. Then, when I was 16, it suddenly stoped - all > > > my so called > > > symptoms disappeared or were strongly reduced for > > > almost 4 years. Then > > > I realized what 'normal' feels like. And believe me, > > > it feels weird! I > > > felt heavy and stiff, like I've lost something > > > essential. Now it is > > > back to me with it's power, don't think I'm crazy or > > > anything, in my > > > opinion everibody feels best the way they're > > > settled, not the way > > > other people think is 'normal'. So, be free to feel > > > the way you feel > > > good! Your own original feeling! It is a pitty that > > > I would find out > > > about Kundalini so late, since my life was > > > unconsciously dedicated to > > > the experience of it. > > > > > > I do Kundalini meditation since about a month, > > > because I realized it > > > is essential to me and it will keep my original > > > feeling circulating in > > > my body, mind and soul, where it belongs, as natural > > > as it has always > > > been. This is how I experience it: > > > First, I can feel a spot of coldness in the base of > > > my spine, I > > > visualize it in colour, but I think this is strongly > > > individual. The > > > energy is bright white to me, but it also trigers > > > other colours (based > > > on the sensation of it) that flow up and down my > > > spine during > > > meditation. While this happens, I can feel different > > > sensations of > > > touch on my hands and in my head, like there is a > > > flood. A stronger > > > 'flood' could make me feel like drifting, it causes > > > dizziness and it > > > could separate my consciousness from the outer > > > world. Then the energy > > > starts raising upwards on my spine. I can feel that > > > I'm pulling it > > > with my eyes, by visualizing my mental body image > > > behind closed lids. > > > At that time, my palms start feeling cool as well. > > > This is how it > > > goes, as general. When the energy raises to around > > > the center of my > > > back, it starts affecting my ears, and this is when > > > I start hearing my > > > sensations more noticeably than usual. Then > > > everything turns into > > > sound and colour for me. I don't know if others that > > > do Kundalini feel > > > this way. As the energy reaches my throat, I can > > > feel physical > > > sensations in my chest and shoulders, that are also > > > creeping on my > > > arms, and I can feel 'winds' of coldness on the tops > > > of my fingers, > > > and often on my face, and there's usually a shiver > > > into my brain and > > > then I most likely would see cyan, turquoise or > > > light blue in my head. > > > Then I start to drift off my body and feel coloured > > > bliss of sounds. > > > After that I would feel a cold ring on top of my > > > head, like a hole in > > > my skull it actually feels. And from there, I can > > > feel the energy > > > pouring like cool water on my skin and hair, and > > > especially on my > > > ears. After that happens I feel ecstaticly good! I > > > experience an > > > intense synesthesia (synesthesia is when a stimulus > > > in one sense > > > modality involuntarily elicits a > > > sensation/experienc e in another sense > > > modality; for example, one is able to see sounds, or > > > hear colours, or > > > anything just that weird and " impossible " , that > > > makes me feel all > > > the Kundalini sensations in colour, and I can see my > > > energy wraped > > > around me, or creeping on my skin, or shining in the > > > air, conflicting > > > with other energy fields, etc. > > > > > > Wow, that's a bit long for an introduction, I guess. > > > Anyway. Hi! I'm > > > interested in anything Kundalini, as in other > > > people's experiences! > > > > > > > > > > ____________ _________ _________ _________ _________ _________ _ > > oneSearch: Finally, mobile search > > that gives answers, not web links. > > http://mobile. / mobileweb/ onesearch? refer=1ONXIC > > > > > > > > > > > > ------------ --------- --------- --- > > Shape in your own image. Join our Network Research Panel today! > > > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted September 12, 2007 Report Share Posted September 12, 2007 Thank you It is a nice place here! , Katherine Miller <katsam19 wrote: > > Emona, I would like to give a personal welcome to you! I hope you enjoy the group! > > Love, > Katherine > > > > fjspefj <fjspefj > > Wednesday, September 12, 2007 1:45:09 PM > Re: My experience, Kundalini and synesthesia > > Hi! > > It's absolutely my pleasure to talk to you and share my experiences! > I'm so excited I found this group, and look forward to learning > more about Kundalini! (I have no idea what " mandras " is. *little ashamed*) > > Namaste, I see you experience a wonderful Kundalini awakening too! It > sounds amazing as you describe it! I think the way you experience is > similar to mine. > > Regarding synesthesia: I've noticed that foreign languages are much > more colourful than my native. So if your thoughts or ideas are > coloured (or have sound, smell, or anything), this is synesthesia. > > Kundalini-Awakening -Systems- 1 , " selena230 " > <selena230@ ..> wrote: > > > > Hello Emona, > > > > Welcome to the group, and thanks for sharing your beautiful > > experiences with us. My kundalini began very differently from yours > > (electrical surges, visions, and kriyas), but right now I am going > > through something similar to what you are describing: during > > meditation, I see waves of colorful light flowing through my body and > > around it, occasionally accompanied by physical bliss and the tactile > > sensation of liquid energy flowing upward, as well as tapping on > > (usually, though not exclusively) the right side of my brain. > > > > As to sound: The only sound I hear during meditation is the chirping > > of crickets, or, occasionally, a mantra, but while reading your posts > > I remembered that, the evening before my spontaneous activation, I was > > sitting in the symphony and felt my energy sore high, very high. It > > was an incredible sensation, and I was a little embarrassed- -I thought > > other people in the audience might notice, LOL! > > > > Regarding synesthesia: I never thought of it in connection to > > meditation and the K. However, over the last fifteen years I have > > noticed that ideas for my writing often come to me in the form of > > colors, flavors, rhythm and musicality, etc., and originate as > > energies in different parts of my body. I always thought that this was > > caused by the fact that English is a second language to me (hence, my > > brain processes it a little differently) , but now I wonder if there > > isn't more to it. > > > > Have you considered trying mantras? I find that they can generate > > incredible amounts of light and energy, each of which has a > > distinctive vibration and flavor. > > > > Namaste, > > > > Sel > > > > > > Kundalini-Awakening -Systems- 1 , malka grozdova > > <fjspefj@> wrote: > > > > > > Thank you all for the warm welcoming :-D I'm glad to be here! My > > name is Emona. Yes, 'fjspefj' is just too 'stiff' to be a name! > > > > > > Since I'm new, I'm not familiar with Kundalini terminology, and have > > too many questions. Like, for example, is it true that people hear > > something during meditation (I know for sure about me, but I was > > wondering about others)? > > > > > > And there's another, opposite direction, not only Kundalini -> > > sound, but also sound -> Kundalini awakening. > > > With me, hearing sound makes Kundalini rise more easily. So when I > > listen to the music, I can feel and see sounds on my skin and in the > > air around me, or inside my mind. Then I don't need to concentrate my > > consciousness on my body image in order to rise Kundalini energy, but > > somehow music does this for me. I've always felt my hearing, Kundalini > > and synesthetic experiences as strictly connected and symbiotic. Has > > anybody tried meditation while listening to the music? Of course, it > > is just my way to achieve it, but I'm sure there are many other ways, > > and everybody develop their own! > > > > > > I have a picture that shows a lot of how I feel myself, Kundalini > > and other energies. The visualization happens mostly in my mind's eye, > > and it's tactile in my body and on my skin and around me. I can sense > > 'winds' or 'floods' from other people's or animals' energies too, but > > it's a bit different then. You can see the picture here > > > > > > Claudia Lambright <newtfoodbowl@ > wrote: > > Hello 'fjspefj'! > > > > > > Wow, that is hard to pronounce! Do you have a first > > > name that we might use to address you? That would be > > > nice, if you don't mind sharing it. > > > > > > I would say that you are very blessed to have > > > experienced Kundalini symptoms from a VERY early > > > age...perhaps you were Kundalini active in your last > > > life and you incarnated this time around already > > > awakened, I'm not sure how that works! But what you > > > are feeling is what many of us here, like me!, are > > > looking forward to experiencing! We are at varying > > > levels of K awakening in this group...I, for one, look > > > forward to hearing more about your experience as I > > > feel there is much to learn from you! > > > > > > You will find a safe and warm haven here...we are very > > > loving and supportive and are only too happy to > > > welcome another member into our family! Begin to > > > Practice the Safeties (they are in the Files section) > > > and feel free to ask questions! > > > > > > Blessings & love, > > > Claudia > > > > > > --- fjspefj <fjspefj@> wrote: > > > > > > > Hello, everyone! > > > > I'm new to this group and I would like to introduce > > > > myself. First I > > > > have to say that all the things concerning > > > > Kundalini, yoga and > > > > meditation are entirely new and interesting to me, > > > > and maybe my > > > > experience is not based on any of these (I don't > > > > know enough to be > > > > certain). I accidentally found out about Kundalini > > > > once while browsing > > > > the web, tried meditation and I realized that it's a > > > > familiar feeling > > > > for me. Then I found this page > > > > http://www.elcollie .com/st/symptoms .html and thought > > > > that maybe I've > > > > always been living with risen Kundalini. Just > > > > wondering: is that > > > > possible? I've had all of these symptoms for almost > > > > all of my life, > > > > but I didn't feel them as an illness or anything. My > > > > mom insisted > > > > taking me to the doctor to treat them, tho they were > > > > pleasant for me. > > > > Even my headache was 'mystical' I wouldn't say it > > > > was a pleasant > > > > sensation, but since very early childhood I was > > > > aware that I was > > > > different from others, and maybe felt better than > > > > they did. Maybe I'm > > > > just a person that feels good in her own shoes that > > > > most people find > > > > crazy. Then, when I was 16, it suddenly stoped - all > > > > my so called > > > > symptoms disappeared or were strongly reduced for > > > > almost 4 years. Then > > > > I realized what 'normal' feels like. And believe me, > > > > it feels weird! I > > > > felt heavy and stiff, like I've lost something > > > > essential. Now it is > > > > back to me with it's power, don't think I'm crazy or > > > > anything, in my > > > > opinion everibody feels best the way they're > > > > settled, not the way > > > > other people think is 'normal'. So, be free to feel > > > > the way you feel > > > > good! Your own original feeling! It is a pitty that > > > > I would find out > > > > about Kundalini so late, since my life was > > > > unconsciously dedicated to > > > > the experience of it. > > > > > > > > I do Kundalini meditation since about a month, > > > > because I realized it > > > > is essential to me and it will keep my original > > > > feeling circulating in > > > > my body, mind and soul, where it belongs, as natural > > > > as it has always > > > > been. This is how I experience it: > > > > First, I can feel a spot of coldness in the base of > > > > my spine, I > > > > visualize it in colour, but I think this is strongly > > > > individual. The > > > > energy is bright white to me, but it also trigers > > > > other colours (based > > > > on the sensation of it) that flow up and down my > > > > spine during > > > > meditation. While this happens, I can feel different > > > > sensations of > > > > touch on my hands and in my head, like there is a > > > > flood. A stronger > > > > 'flood' could make me feel like drifting, it causes > > > > dizziness and it > > > > could separate my consciousness from the outer > > > > world. Then the energy > > > > starts raising upwards on my spine. I can feel that > > > > I'm pulling it > > > > with my eyes, by visualizing my mental body image > > > > behind closed lids. > > > > At that time, my palms start feeling cool as well. > > > > This is how it > > > > goes, as general. When the energy raises to around > > > > the center of my > > > > back, it starts affecting my ears, and this is when > > > > I start hearing my > > > > sensations more noticeably than usual. Then > > > > everything turns into > > > > sound and colour for me. I don't know if others that > > > > do Kundalini feel > > > > this way. As the energy reaches my throat, I can > > > > feel physical > > > > sensations in my chest and shoulders, that are also > > > > creeping on my > > > > arms, and I can feel 'winds' of coldness on the tops > > > > of my fingers, > > > > and often on my face, and there's usually a shiver > > > > into my brain and > > > > then I most likely would see cyan, turquoise or > > > > light blue in my head. > > > > Then I start to drift off my body and feel coloured > > > > bliss of sounds. > > > > After that I would feel a cold ring on top of my > > > > head, like a hole in > > > > my skull it actually feels. And from there, I can > > > > feel the energy > > > > pouring like cool water on my skin and hair, and > > > > especially on my > > > > ears. After that happens I feel ecstaticly good! I > > > > experience an > > > > intense synesthesia (synesthesia is when a stimulus > > > > in one sense > > > > modality involuntarily elicits a > > > > sensation/experienc e in another sense > > > > modality; for example, one is able to see sounds, or > > > > hear colours, or > > > > anything just that weird and " impossible " , that > > > > makes me feel all > > > > the Kundalini sensations in colour, and I can see my > > > > energy wraped > > > > around me, or creeping on my skin, or shining in the > > > > air, conflicting > > > > with other energy fields, etc. > > > > > > > > Wow, that's a bit long for an introduction, I guess. > > > > Anyway. Hi! I'm > > > > interested in anything Kundalini, as in other > > > > people's experiences! > > > > > > > > > > > > > > ____________ _________ _________ _________ _________ _________ _ > > > oneSearch: Finally, mobile search > > > that gives answers, not web links. > > > http://mobile. / mobileweb/ onesearch? refer=1ONXIC > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > ------------ --------- --------- --- > > > Shape in your own image. Join our Network Research Panel > today! > > > > > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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