Guest guest Posted September 15, 2007 Report Share Posted September 15, 2007 Hi Laura, I have just recently been wondering how you are doing. It's good to hear that you are doing better. I know with chrism and Shakti's help you will get through this. Blessing & love Linda , " L K " <spacegypsie wrote: > > Hi List, > > I dropped off the list, and pretty much all emails for a few months. I > thought I would re-introduce myself and restate my committment to practice > the safeties. > > Some of you probably remember that I have been struggling with a major > invasive experience with entities...In late January, I woke up living in " 2 > dimensions " at once, experiencing astral and otherwise entites and " world > spaces " attaching to and moving through me. It has been a very hard > survival experience...like a whole planet of lower consciousness beings > attached itself to my nervous system and decided to try to murder me. > > This was definitely a shock, considering I don't think I even knew what an > astral being was before this happened...I did believe in angelic > consciousness and spirits before, but this was not exactly on the priority > list of things I was interested in. > > I don't have anything medically wrong that I know of, but this has felt like > a cancer upon my brain that speaks to me while it attacks my body and I am > fighting it without any pain killers or medication...well, only natural > medication/food, the safeties, bodywork, and qigong. > > Oh, and lots and lots of unconditional love for myself. > > I am about 500 times more grounded than when I was last writing the list. I > still have attacks from these beings daily and they are still constantly > interacting with my thoughts...but I seem to have also attracted some spirit > being allies that are helping to protect me and shift them out of me, and > the physical discomfort I have been in seems to have dropped about 50% over > the last month... > > Progress in some way. > > I am still untangling all the threads of what this is and trying to allow it > to transform from something disabling into something that will ultimately > strengthen me...not to mention kick them out. > > Until I do this, I can't get my careers back, which really sucks. > > So surrendur is definitely something I am learning a very hard way, but > beyond that, the practice of the safeties has been extremely important in > surviving and grounding through this. Especially, I have focused on very > structured grounding meals, staying in the witness, trusting in the universe > and my Higher Self, reclaiming my sense of basic safety in my body, > surrounding myself with the energy of compassion, mantra, etc. > > My practice of the safeties has been going strong now for about 4 months, > and I sense this starting to integrate into my baseline. > > Also, my direct work with helped me create a foundation for grounding > and connecting with nature, my primal self. These are now patterns within > me that I get to keep in the long run. When the going gets tough, I get out > to the beach or the trees and try to let my animal body move in whatever way > it needs. > > Glad to be here. > Hope you all are doing well. > > Peace, > Laura > > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted October 10, 2007 Report Share Posted October 10, 2007 Dear Laura - hang in there. You are definitely not alone.. Hugs, U On 9/15/07, L K <spacegypsie wrote: > > Hi List, > > I dropped off the list, and pretty much all emails for a few months. I > thought I would re-introduce myself and restate my committment to practice > the safeties. > > Some of you probably remember that I have been struggling with a major > invasive experience with entities...In late January, I woke up living in > " 2 > dimensions " at once, experiencing astral and otherwise entites and " world > spaces " attaching to and moving through me. It has been a very hard > survival experience...like a whole planet of lower consciousness beings > attached itself to my nervous system and decided to try to murder me. > > This was definitely a shock, considering I don't think I even knew what an > astral being was before this happened...I did believe in angelic > consciousness and spirits before, but this was not exactly on the priority > list of things I was interested in. > > I don't have anything medically wrong that I know of, but this has felt > like > a cancer upon my brain that speaks to me while it attacks my body and I am > fighting it without any pain killers or medication...well, only natural > medication/food, the safeties, bodywork, and qigong. > > Oh, and lots and lots of unconditional love for myself. > > I am about 500 times more grounded than when I was last writing the list. > I > still have attacks from these beings daily and they are still constantly > interacting with my thoughts...but I seem to have also attracted some > spirit > being allies that are helping to protect me and shift them out of me, and > the physical discomfort I have been in seems to have dropped about 50% > over > the last month... > > Progress in some way. > > I am still untangling all the threads of what this is and trying to allow > it > to transform from something disabling into something that will ultimately > strengthen me...not to mention kick them out. > > Until I do this, I can't get my careers back, which really sucks. > > So surrendur is definitely something I am learning a very hard way, but > beyond that, the practice of the safeties has been extremely important in > surviving and grounding through this. Especially, I have focused on very > structured grounding meals, staying in the witness, trusting in the > universe > and my Higher Self, reclaiming my sense of basic safety in my body, > surrounding myself with the energy of compassion, mantra, etc. > > My practice of the safeties has been going strong now for about 4 months, > and I sense this starting to integrate into my baseline. > > Also, my direct work with helped me create a foundation for > grounding > and connecting with nature, my primal self. These are now patterns within > me that I get to keep in the long run. When the going gets tough, I get > out > to the beach or the trees and try to let my animal body move in whatever > way > it needs. > > Glad to be here. > Hope you all are doing well. > > Peace, > Laura > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted October 11, 2007 Report Share Posted October 11, 2007 Hi Laura... I can't even image what you've been through. Chrism, of course, indicated that he had a very rough time too. I can see why some people end up in institutions. I'm very happy that things are improving for you. Many blessings to you... Paul -------------- Original message ---------------------- " Unis Sonn " <unis.sonn > Dear Laura - hang in there. You are definitely not alone.. > Hugs, > U > > > On 9/15/07, L K <spacegypsie wrote: > > > > Hi List, > > > > I dropped off the list, and pretty much all emails for a few months. I > > thought I would re-introduce myself and restate my committment to practice > > the safeties. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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