Guest guest Posted September 18, 2007 Report Share Posted September 18, 2007 Last night, as I lay down to sleep, I felt a tremendous pressure on the middle of my chest. There was no problem with breathing. So, I began to take deep breaths, and it seemed as if this pressure was like a hand laying there, and as I would exhale, it pushed any extra breath I had out of me. At first I was a little fearful, but then I just surrendered to it. It was as if, I was being taught how to breathe, if that makes sense. This kept going on, and I realized that when it would push all of the extra breath out of me, I felt very very calm, and I would wait a few seconds with no breath at all, and it felt like my heart slowed down to a very slow rate. I fell asleep with this going on, and I know that I had many dreams, although I cannot remember them. I just feel like I 'went somewhere' and 'learned something' while dreaming. Blessings, Leslie Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted September 18, 2007 Report Share Posted September 18, 2007 Hi Leslie! I am not sure about the pressure on your chest, but I am very familiar with teachings in dreams. I had a big teaching about two weeks ago, but I could not remember any of the details when I woke up. I usually can't, but I am confident that it is there just the same. Sarita , " Leslie " <i_ama_lighthouse wrote: > > Last night, as I lay down to sleep, I felt a tremendous pressure on the > middle of my chest. There was no problem with breathing. So, I began to > take deep breaths, and it seemed as if this pressure was like a hand > laying there, and as I would exhale, it pushed any extra breath I had > out of me. At first I was a little fearful, but then I just surrendered > to it. It was as if, I was being taught how to breathe, if that makes > sense. This kept going on, and I realized that when it would push all > of the extra breath out of me, I felt very very calm, and I would wait > a few seconds with no breath at all, and it felt like my heart slowed > down to a very slow rate. I fell asleep with this going on, and I know > that I had many dreams, although I cannot remember them. I just feel > like I 'went somewhere' and 'learned something' while dreaming. > > Blessings, > Leslie > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted September 18, 2007 Report Share Posted September 18, 2007 Wow, Leslie. You had quite an experience. I would've been a little nervous at first, too. I wonder where you went. What a mystery! Clue me in, if you discover! Love and light to you, dear Leslie, Tara Leslie <i_ama_lighthouse wrote: Last night, as I lay down to sleep, I felt a tremendous pressure on the middle of my chest. There was no problem with breathing. So, I began to take deep breaths, and it seemed as if this pressure was like a hand laying there, and as I would exhale, it pushed any extra breath I had out of me. At first I was a little fearful, but then I just surrendered to it. It was as if, I was being taught how to breathe, if that makes sense. This kept going on, and I realized that when it would push all of the extra breath out of me, I felt very very calm, and I would wait a few seconds with no breath at all, and it felt like my heart slowed down to a very slow rate. I fell asleep with this going on, and I know that I had many dreams, although I cannot remember them. I just feel like I 'went somewhere' and 'learned something' while dreaming. Blessings, Leslie Got a little couch potato? Check out fun summer activities for kids. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted September 18, 2007 Report Share Posted September 18, 2007 WOW! This sounds frightening! I've heard about these ghosts, as they call them, from a friend of mine that suffered the same symptoms. And she reported that many of her relatives had visions along with the feelings. I normally feel the same type of preasure around the center of my back (a bit to the left, actually). It gets stronger during meditation, and it makes me feel numb, causing my consciousness float (or tremble? Finding words is very hard!) off my body. The sensation is like I'm raised 3 feet or so above my head, it is especially effective with my eyes closed. It is a bit frightening at first, but I get used easily, soon it starts feeling so spiritual and magical as I give all my trust to it! Emona , " selena230 " <selena230 wrote: > > Hi Leslie, > > The symptoms you describe are reported in various folkloric traditions > around the world as ghosts or animal spirits sitting on people's > chests during their sleep and giving them a sense of suffocation and > paralysis. > > In your case, it seems that the experience was both educational and > productive. Good for you! > > Sel > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted September 18, 2007 Report Share Posted September 18, 2007 Hey Leslie, I've felt this before myself a few times. It's been when I was laying down in bed meditating, and sending healing energy (not usually the way I do it, but at the time I did) breathing deeply as you were. On the outbreath, that's when the pressure would occur... forcing the breath to keep going out until the pressure let up. It would end when I was done with the healing. So a similar experience I think! love & light ~Jen~ , " Leslie " <i_ama_lighthouse wrote: > > Last night, as I lay down to sleep, I felt a tremendous pressure on the > middle of my chest. There was no problem with breathing. So, I began to > take deep breaths, and it seemed as if this pressure was like a hand > laying there, and as I would exhale, it pushed any extra breath I had > out of me. At first I was a little fearful, but then I just surrendered > to it. It was as if, I was being taught how to breathe, if that makes > sense. This kept going on, and I realized that when it would push all > of the extra breath out of me, I felt very very calm, and I would wait > a few seconds with no breath at all, and it felt like my heart slowed > down to a very slow rate. I fell asleep with this going on, and I know > that I had many dreams, although I cannot remember them. I just feel > like I 'went somewhere' and 'learned something' while dreaming. > > Blessings, > Leslie > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted September 18, 2007 Report Share Posted September 18, 2007 Leslie: Last night, as I lay down to sleep, I felt a tremendous pressure on the middle of my chest. There was no problem with breathing. So, I began to take deep breaths, and it seemed as if this pressure was like a hand laying there, and as I would exhale, it pushed any extra breath I had out of me. At first I was a little fearful, but then I just surrendered to it. It was as if, I was being taught how to breathe, if that makes sense. This kept going on, and I realized that when it would push all of the extra breath out of me, I felt very very calm, and I would wait a few seconds with no breath at all, and it felt like my heart slowed down to a very slow rate. I fell asleep with this going on, and I know that I had many dreams, although I cannot remember them. I just feel like I 'went somewhere' and 'learned something' while dreaming. Hi Leslie, I have experienced similar symptoms and what proceeded after I found to be one of the hardest parts of the K. Process. That is because for me this step was about surrender and it had to do with the physical energy moving up into the skull. Before it can do that it has to make changes in the chest and heart. It took me around 2 weeks to get through this step, and it was learning to get comfortable with being nowhere and not being able to breath. It felt so much like death and so there was much fear which was what was so hard for me. Each night I approached this step again as the energy would build and the pressure would push on the chest, causing me to gasp for breath. Indeed this was part of it and I learned that one could gasp when needed. You will not be able to breath when the energy pushes up through the chest, yet it is not forever - you sit in total silence holding your breath as quiet as possible (as the observer), and when you need to inhale it will happen in a gasping way, there are also gurlgly sounds in the throat, etc. I imagine it's much like the sounds of someone who is actually dying. But as the observer you can pass through it. As I understand it, this is a necessary step to go beyond your personality, and learn how to surrender so that you can continue with other challenges later on. Until the surrender lesson is made, one will not continue with k. awakening. I also found out it all doesn't have to be done at once, each attempt and the energy would go a little further up, so in fact I was doing exactly what I needed to be doing, even I felt it as a failure because fear would always overtake me and I felt I wasn't surrendering as I should. But in reality, I was doing the best I could and progress was happening, step by step. The thing is one has to totally surrender to get through this step, and I think it can be a stumbling block because fear takes over of losing oneself. I think people who's kundalini has activated and then mysteriously stopped might have reattached to the personality because fear in some step has made it so that they don't want to continue. Nothing wrong with it, yet I think informatoin about it (this step) might help others go back to try again if they quit out of fear of losing themselves. Looking back calling it a form of death is not too far off the mark. Yet, surrender, relaxing and trust is the way to get through. If this is where you are at as I was, (not saying we are having the same things happening), then trust your instincts and know that you will never die, the observer is always there. Betsy Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted September 19, 2007 Report Share Posted September 19, 2007 Good info.. thanks Betsy! Blessings.. Paul Hi Leslie, I have experienced similar symptoms and what proceeded after I found to be one of the hardest parts of the K. Process... Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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