Thank You Adam

[Guest guest]

How have you been feeling as of late? -

[Guest guest]

Hi Chrism,

 

I have been feeling great! Thanks for asking! More specifically, I noticed

once you had initiated the scatter field - but before I 'knew' you had

consciously, through checking dates and reading the posts - I felt the familiar

energy of a shaktipat (I've received before, from others too) and heightened

kundalini energy from sadhana and fasting. I could feel the energy primarily in

my head and upper circuit, but also throughout the body. It felt noticeably

intense and gave me dull headaches for the first few days and a little

disorientation. Felt like there was a little congestion and the familiar

clearing - energetically - and biochemically with a detox.

 

I made those recommended declarations, which you suggested and did a

conscious meditation to open up to the flow and let go of resistances and

further reiterated my intension to open up to the 'natural state' of full

enlightenment here and now. I've had tremendous energy. Working heaps and able

to skip sleep over days at a time - so I've had to force myself to be more

gentle and healthy with my body. I've also had a lot of energetic, heat

sensations in my lower spine up to the navel chakra, but the whole spine also.

My meditations haven't been as settled and blissful of resent. But there has

been a lot going on in my life and with this heightened energy working on my

system, there is much release and clearing which tends to make meditation a

little more rocky; requiring more letting go and settling of mind to access

higher levels of Samadhi under those conditions.

 

All things considered, I think it's going perfectly. My ego would like to

be ripped asunder and violently opened to the absolute nature of Being, but that

is just impatience to awaken and not a healthy and stable process of awakening.

So I suspect all is unfolding as it should be :-)

 

Chrism, can you tell me exactly what time and date (references specifically

to your local time zone and location) you will be initiating Shaktipat for

myself here in Brisbane, Australia? If I had your time zone and location from

which you were doing it, I could translate it to mine, and then I could, if I

was free from work etc, go into formless meditation and Samadhi about half an

hour before the shaktipat and see what additional affect we could initiate.

 

Thanks for your help. If you see anything during your work with me, that

you feel may help me awaken - things to resolve, and hindrances to work on,

please do tell. As I am here in this lifetime to awaken to that which is,

having been on the path from 14 years of age to 29. It is my sole drive in

life. To realise the totality of Being. So I'm very enthusiastic to gracefully

receive any and all assistance!!! :-)

 

In kind regards,

 

Adam.