First Day Shaktipat -Valarie

[Guest guest]

Going to bed last night, I did the Safeties meditations, ending with

the Shakti mantra till I dozed off. But my husband woke me later

feeling frisky and we had very powerful love-making! Asleep with

prayer to Shakti again feeling very hot. Woke suddenly at 3am,

figured out why, went back to sleep.

 

I couldn't wake up, felt very groggy even at 8am. I'm usually up

with my 5 yr.old at 7. I had the most bizzaro dream and going with

what Sarita says sometimes, I'm thinking this is someone else's

dream and strange it was! Let me tell you it and see if it resonates

with anyone:

 

Dream: I'm in a kitchen store with 2 lesbians (I don't know them,

we're just talking) and looking at kitchen gadgets and I'm telling

them what they are for. I start to feel strange. They've slipped me

something and I'm starting to feel doped up. I'm thinking goofy and

talking total nonsense. They get bored of me and leave. I wonder

around, lost. Outside I see a marina with largish boats and yachts.

I'm in a yacht club? I go back to the back and now it's club, like

dance club and it's all gays and transvestites. A more colorful and

wild scene you can't imagine! I'm a fish out of water so try to hide

away. I go to the Ladies room which is more like a gym locker room,

big with mirrors, dressing rooms, showers. I see this circus

atmosphere, some in costumes like clowns or drag queens. Putting on

makeup, talking about other people. It's very clique-y in here. I go

to the back beyond the showers. People are making out back there but

more than that, someone is administering drugs, like an old opium

den and people are passed out on mattresses on the floor. A curtain

hides them sort of but I see it and I'm shocked! Then police come

in...it's a raid. I go out by some door and into the street, in a

nice neighborhood, but following some of the transvestites and they

are all chatter-chatter-chatter about the raid. I slip off and hide.

then I go back to the ladies room and a maid is mopping. It looks

neat and tidy now, shiny floors, clean stalls, a normal bathroom.

The club owner decides to let some of the " better " of the people

back into the club but keeps out the really bad ones (that did drugs

and prostituted there). And I see a few I recognize from before. But

then the making out starts again and the gossiping begins again and

I see it's just going to go back to the way it was. I just leave.

EOD

 

That's it. I mean WEIRD!!! I've never had a dream like that in my

life. I didn't know any of the people in this dream nor have I had

any experience with a scene like this. I've been a pretty boring

person socially, well, not wild anyway!! What the...???? If this is

mine, I SO don't get it but if it's someone elses, good luck to you,

mate!

 

Waking up from this I was slightly disoriented, groggy and my eyes

felt glued shut. They were very sticky with sleep which it took

about an hour to get rid of. I felt like I'd taken a sleeping pill

but I don't take them. Usually, I sleep fine but not that hard.

 

Anyway, the jitters seem to have subsided and I feel calm, at ease.

Still a little of the racing heart but not so bad as before.

 

It's not noon yet so there's still time for things to develop but

for now, I'm still just freaking out about that dream!!!

 

Love to all,

Valarie

[Guest guest]

I have no idea about your dream Valarie - it sure isn't mine! Miss

diaper bag with toddler in tow, lol. An exciting night for me is

getting to go on a date night with the hubby. (we are SO overdue)

 

I did, however, have the same eyes glued shut feeling you did. This

morning was the closest I have felt to staying up all night or having

a hangover in years. It is what started off my crankiness and caused

my hubby to ask if we were working on the b*tch chakra today.

*snicker*

 

Sarita

 

, " vjvousden "

<vjvousden wrote:

>

> Going to bed last night, I did the Safeties meditations, ending

with

> the Shakti mantra till I dozed off. But my husband woke me later

> feeling frisky and we had very powerful love-making! Asleep with

> prayer to Shakti again feeling very hot. Woke suddenly at 3am,

> figured out why, went back to sleep.

>

> I couldn't wake up, felt very groggy even at 8am. I'm usually up

> with my 5 yr.old at 7. I had the most bizzaro dream and going with

> what Sarita says sometimes, I'm thinking this is someone else's

> dream and strange it was! Let me tell you it and see if it

resonates

> with anyone:

>

> Dream: I'm in a kitchen store with 2 lesbians (I don't know them,

> we're just talking) and looking at kitchen gadgets and I'm telling

> them what they are for. I start to feel strange. They've slipped me

> something and I'm starting to feel doped up. I'm thinking goofy and

> talking total nonsense. They get bored of me and leave. I wonder

> around, lost. Outside I see a marina with largish boats and yachts.

> I'm in a yacht club? I go back to the back and now it's club, like

> dance club and it's all gays and transvestites. A more colorful and

> wild scene you can't imagine! I'm a fish out of water so try to

hide

> away. I go to the Ladies room which is more like a gym locker room,

> big with mirrors, dressing rooms, showers. I see this circus

> atmosphere, some in costumes like clowns or drag queens. Putting on

> makeup, talking about other people. It's very clique-y in here. I

go

> to the back beyond the showers. People are making out back there

but

> more than that, someone is administering drugs, like an old opium

> den and people are passed out on mattresses on the floor. A curtain

> hides them sort of but I see it and I'm shocked! Then police come

> in...it's a raid. I go out by some door and into the street, in a

> nice neighborhood, but following some of the transvestites and they

> are all chatter-chatter-chatter about the raid. I slip off and

hide.

> then I go back to the ladies room and a maid is mopping. It looks

> neat and tidy now, shiny floors, clean stalls, a normal bathroom.

> The club owner decides to let some of the " better " of the people

> back into the club but keeps out the really bad ones (that did

drugs

> and prostituted there). And I see a few I recognize from before.

But

> then the making out starts again and the gossiping begins again and

> I see it's just going to go back to the way it was. I just leave.

> EOD

>

> That's it. I mean WEIRD!!! I've never had a dream like that in my

> life. I didn't know any of the people in this dream nor have I had

> any experience with a scene like this. I've been a pretty boring

> person socially, well, not wild anyway!! What the...???? If this is

> mine, I SO don't get it but if it's someone elses, good luck to

you,

> mate!

>

> Waking up from this I was slightly disoriented, groggy and my eyes

> felt glued shut. They were very sticky with sleep which it took

> about an hour to get rid of. I felt like I'd taken a sleeping pill

> but I don't take them. Usually, I sleep fine but not that hard.

>

> Anyway, the jitters seem to have subsided and I feel calm, at ease.

> Still a little of the racing heart but not so bad as before.

>

> It's not noon yet so there's still time for things to develop but

> for now, I'm still just freaking out about that dream!!!

>

> Love to all,

> Valarie

>

[Guest guest]

That was your dream Valarie. It was a quality of the anti-you, your

shadow self. Accept her in all her strangeness yet there is no need to

partake of it. But acceptance is very important! -

[Guest guest]

OK. This is a hard concept to grasp yet on the other hand I can accept because I

think of myself as a fairly " Live and let live " kind of person. Except I hate to

see someone doing something that will hurt others and themselves so that is a

hard one to accept if this is an aspect of myself. But I will try. Is this where

we are talking about multiverses?

 

The only other thing I noticed today, which wasn't much, was during a chamber

concert this afternoon, my hands and wrists felt like they were being stung by

red ants. This went on for about 10 mins. tops. Later I had a ball of energy go

up my back from tail to about shoulders where it made a big ball then faded out.

About 10 mins. later a sharp searing pain went through the right side of my head

just above the temple. No healing energy shooting out this time! Though I

thought the thought that any who needed it were welcome to it. I guess there

were no takers this time. LOL.

 

Thanks for telling me that, Chrism. It is not something I've ever had

presented to me before. Still stuff to work through I guess. It's the stuff

coming out of the woodwork, now! Ha!

 

Hope everyone has had a fantastic day! I'm loving this!

Valarie

 

 

 

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