Guest guest Posted September 25, 2007 Report Share Posted September 25, 2007 Apologies My apologies to you. I never meant to hurt you, believe me, it's true. I had no idea of what I was actually doing. Never once did I realize, that you were longing for attention. You felt I never bothered to look your way..that I just kept on going. When really, I was just afraid of showing emotion. I just kept looking down, and pretending to be so busy. You walked by, and I could see the frown, stamped on your soul. I wanted to chase you and apologize for acting so cold. Then I thought you probably weren't even noticing. I reminded myself, that never do you come over and touch my hand. That you don't offer a hug for no particular reason. Why do I always need another, to make the first move? I guess I'm scared that they'll think I'm stupid. We were all meant to love one another, so why am I taking so long? Well I'm really sorry. What I did was wrong. I told myself, that I must be crazy, and that it's all in my head. Still I know that I've hurt you, and I want you to know, I feel really bad. It's weighing on my soul, and squeezing at my heart. It's killing me. That fact that I've torn you apart. That day, I felt deep sadness, emanating from your eyes. Your soul even let out a silent cry. I didn't realize, until after you walked away. You just left..your head down, and I didn't even notice your pain. Day after day, you reach out to me. Yet here I am, unappreciative. A cold person, it seems. My heartfelt apologies, go out to you. I think I'm feeling a little uneasy, trying to show you how I really feel. I'm struggling, because I don't believe I deserve your love. You try to let me know how you feel, but after a moment, I tell myself it isn't real. I guess deep down inside, I don't believe anyone could truly love me. It must be left over, from the way I was raised. I was taught to feel really bad about myself, in so many ways. I know I need to get past that..to forget all about it. Strange, how at the worst times, those memories surface. It's not your fault, and it has nothing to do with you. I'm going to try harder, to be caring. I hope you believe that's true. I could've at least offered you a smile today. Should have, could have, would have.. but I 'll make no excuses for my faulty ways. How can I be so cold, when for such a long time, you're all I've wanted to hold. I often embrace you with my mind. I hope you at least feel it, some of the time. I send you healing, when I learn you're in pain. I sadden, when you've caught a cold after being out in the rain. Really, I do care. Though it may not seem to be true. I'm only so hesitant, because of how much I truly love you. It's too much for words to express, and too hard for me to show. Still I thought that you should know. Soon enough, I'll be smiling your way. I'll stop, just to tell you that you're special to me. I'll wrap my arms around you, and say that I appreciate all that you do. You already see the little things I give you. It's a small gesture, I know, but it's my own loving way. It won't be long now, just a few more days. I hope you have just a bit of patience left. Please say you'll try for just a little longer. That for a while more, you'll stay. I pray you'll accept my apologies, and heartfelt thanks..as you wait. Love, Tara Catch up on fall's hot new shows on TV. Watch previews, get listings, and more! Luggage? GPS? Comic books? Check out fitting gifts for grads at Search. Don't let your dream ride pass you by. Make it a reality with Autos. Check out the hottest 2008 models today at Autos. Be a better Globetrotter. Get better travel answers from someone who knows. Answers - Check it out. Don't let your dream ride pass you by. Make it a reality with Autos. Building a website is a piece of cake. Small Business gives you all the tools to get online. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted September 25, 2007 Report Share Posted September 25, 2007 Really cool Tara, love it. So true, I've been there a few times before, not believing that someone was showing me love or interest as I felt undeserved of love. Who could love me when I did not love myself? But now I know of true love, it comes from self love. To love yourself is to love God. Thankyou dear Tara Elektra x x x _________ Answers - Got a question? Someone out there knows the answer. Try it now. http://uk.answers./ Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted September 26, 2007 Report Share Posted September 26, 2007 Well if you put it that way, my little 'Lektra..then I'll just HAVE TO love myself. Hee,hee!!! Thank YOU!!!!!!!!!!!! Love and sweet blessings to you dear 'Lektra, Tara >But now I know of true love, it comes from self love. >Thankyou dear Tara >Elektra x x x o love yourself is to love God. ________ Answers - Got a question? Someone out there knows the answer. Try it now. http://uk.answers./ Be a better Heartthrob. Get better relationship answers from someone who knows. Answers - Check it out. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted September 26, 2007 Report Share Posted September 26, 2007 WOOW..its so lovely......i LOVED it..... :x.....its so awesome........thanks for writing such a wonderful poem........its very true....it may be just a small smile and a hello we give to someone who considers us special......but for them its the world thats coming to their doorstep....... it will be like reaching to the shores of ocean of love for them.....indeed giving love and making someone happy is such a great opportunity.....not all will be so blessed that they can give happiness to others.... I should thank you from the greatest depths of my heart for writing this here.....it reminded me of great memories....thks again Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted September 26, 2007 Report Share Posted September 26, 2007 Oh..your so very welcome, my dear Prasad. I'm glad it touched your heart, and I'm even more thankful that it brought forth joyful memories for you. Much love to you, and many thanks for your kind words. xox, Tara >prasadkrn <prasadkrn wrote: > WOOW..its so lovely......i LOVED it..... :x.....its so >awesome........thanks for writing such a wonderful poem........its >very true....it may be just a small smile and a hello we give to >someone who considers us special......but for them its the world thats >coming to their doorstep....... it will be like reaching to the shores >of ocean of love for them.....indeed giving love and making someone >happy is such a great opportunity.....not all will be so blessed that >they can give happiness to others.... >I should thank you from the greatest depths of my heart for writing this here.....it > reminded me of great memories....thks again Shape in your own image. Join our Network Research Panel today! Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted September 26, 2007 Report Share Posted September 26, 2007 And still yet another work of art! Breathtaking Tara, really... your light shines so brightly through your words, and what a joy they are to behold... love & light ~Jen~ , tara jacoby <tjmassage7777 wrote: > > > Apologies > My apologies to you. > I never meant to hurt you, believe me, it's true. > I had no idea of what I was actually doing. > Never once did I realize, that you were longing for attention. > You felt I never bothered to look your way..that I just kept on going. > When really, I was just afraid of showing emotion. > I just kept looking down, and pretending to be so busy. > You walked by, and I could see the frown, stamped on your soul. > I wanted to chase you and apologize for acting so cold. > Then I thought you probably weren't even noticing. > I reminded myself, that never do you come over and touch my hand. > That you don't offer a hug for no particular reason. > Why do I always need another, to make the first move? > I guess I'm scared that they'll think I'm stupid. > We were all meant to love one another, so why am I taking so long? > Well I'm really sorry. What I did was wrong. > I told myself, that I must be crazy, and that it's all in my head. > Still I know that I've hurt you, and I want you to know, I feel really bad. > It's weighing on my soul, and squeezing at my heart. > It's killing me. That fact that I've torn you apart. > That day, I felt deep sadness, emanating from your eyes. > Your soul even let out a silent cry. > I didn't realize, until after you walked away. > You just left..your head down, and I didn't even notice your pain. > Day after day, you reach out to me. > Yet here I am, unappreciative. A cold person, it seems. > My heartfelt apologies, go out to you. > I think I'm feeling a little uneasy, trying to show you how I really feel. > I'm struggling, because I don't believe I deserve your love. > You try to let me know how you feel, but after a moment, I tell myself it isn't real. > I guess deep down inside, I don't believe anyone could truly love me. > It must be left over, from the way I was raised. > I was taught to feel really bad about myself, > in so many ways. > I know I need to get past that..to forget all about it. > Strange, how at the worst times, those memories surface. > It's not your fault, and it has nothing to do with you. > I'm going to try harder, to be caring. > I hope you believe that's true. > I could've at least offered you a smile today. > Should have, could have, would have.. > but I 'll make no excuses for my faulty ways. > How can I be so cold, when for such a long time, > you're all I've wanted to hold. > I often embrace you with my mind. > I hope you at least feel it, some of the time. > I send you healing, when I learn you're in pain. > I sadden, when you've caught a cold after being out in the rain. > Really, I do care. > Though it may not seem to be true. > I'm only so hesitant, because of how much I truly love you. > It's too much for words to express, and too hard for me to show. > Still I thought that you should know. > Soon enough, I'll be smiling your way. > I'll stop, just to tell you that you're special to me. > I'll wrap my arms around you, and say that I appreciate all that you do. > You already see the little things I give you. > It's a small gesture, I know, but it's my own loving way. > It won't be long now, just a few more days. > I hope you have just a bit of patience left. > Please say you'll try for just a little longer. > That for a while more, you'll stay. > I pray you'll accept my apologies, and heartfelt thanks..as you wait. > > > Love, > Tara > > > > > > > > Catch up on fall's hot new shows on TV. Watch previews, get listings, and more! > > > > Luggage? GPS? Comic books? > Check out fitting gifts for grads at Search. > > > > Don't let your dream ride pass you by. Make it a reality with Autos. > > > > Check out the hottest 2008 models today at Autos. > > > > Be a better Globetrotter. Get better travel answers from someone who knows. > Answers - Check it out. > > > > Don't let your dream ride pass you by. Make it a reality with Autos. > > > > Building a website is a piece of cake. > Small Business gives you all the tools to get online. > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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