3rd day

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Dearest Wonderful Group

Yesterday I woke up at 2 am and rode an incredible ride of physical energy, I

was itchy, I was wondering where is this speed coming from? There was many

posts on surrendering and so I took the cue, I surrendered. So today, at 4 am,

I feel at peace, I am happy I had surrendered. Give and it shall be given.

 

At 2 pm, yesterday, I was at the commissary buying food, the folks tending the

store kept telling me " Becky, relax you are somehow much more of a " live wire "

than usual " . I told them, " But I am relaxed, you should see me when I am

excited! " They should know, they know me well. I was radiating, I felt

glowing, I felt like I was continuously giving loving energy to all those

around me, I could tell, I could feel it.

 

I was meditating yesterday and my entire 1st and 2nd chakkra was vibrating like

never before. If I was in the pre-Kundalini awareness I would of been scare to

death. It was that profound. Okay, visual time, imagine one of those back

massagers on low....okay sit on that. So much energy flowing through me, so

much. The word surrendering comes to mind again, if you feel this, don't

wonder, don't ask, don't worry, don't fear, it's an infusion...that's the way I

see it, that's the way I feel. I feel like a tea bag.

 

I kept hearing a gong all day, gong, gong, gong, (pause) 1.2.3. gong. gong,

gong, 1.2.3. I wrote a song to go along with that beat...ready?

Thank...You...God...pause 1.2.3. Thank You God...1,2,3...... I interpreted them

as being the Tibetans do it 3 times a day.

 

No gong today, no crickets today, just the sounds of the usual bells. Whats

really really strange is I keep thinking of the bells that rang during Princess

Diana's funeral. I say " Thank you Diana, I am honored to hear your bells " She

was very much into service and Love......Love.......I can't get enough of Love.

I Love you. I will dedicate today to service.

 

My favorite color is green, I was born in the month of May, green is dominant in

my present existence. I am taking my girlfriends " shift " today at work, her

in-laws are visiting, I am wearing green with Love I will give loving green

energy to all customers, and their children. I am eating green vegetables,

green tea, and swaddling everyone, everywhere, with emeralds of Love.

 

Yesterday I felt this heat going up my back, from tail to neck. A mini sweep?

again, pre-Kundalini Becky would of been freaking out, it is so nice so

comforting to know that I know that you know that we all know all is well,

surrender.

 

I am wearing green today to honor God, he came up with that idea of Love, how

dare he?

 

I LOVE you,

Becky

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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Becky: " I kept hearing a gong all day, gong, gong, gong, (pause) 1.2.3.

gong. gong, gong, 1.2.3. I wrote a song to go along with that beat...ready? "

 

Hi Becky,

What you write reminds me of the beginning days of my experiences with K.

I heard this rhythm to the inner sound, it was so melodic and I called it

the drummer or the marcher. Later I observed myself intoning words to the

beat during my meditation, not even realizing what I was saying. I thought

that's curious and noticed what I was repeating silently: " personalado ende " .

Sounded latin, I took it to mean: end of the personality.

Later I realized this sound had to do with energetic

work being done to the nervous system and it was alternating sides

of the body, left, right, etc. that's why the feeling of the marcher.

I've been observing the different inner sounds,

crickets, cosmic, dolphin, marcher, etc, over all this time and have my

theories about it. It was more rhythmic and melodic in the early stages

which I think had to do with a big influx of energy and body wide changes

going on all over. Later it settled down for me, and has gone through

different phases, with noticeable patterns.It's very cosmic now, with

like 1 billion pinpicks of sound in a big field of the universe, and when

there is stronger work going on in the body, then I hear the loud sound

of a mosquito, like when it's very close to your ear. Also I hear a more

high-pitched solid tone which breaks in and lasts from 1-30 seconds.

 

Betsy