Guest guest Posted September 27, 2007 Report Share Posted September 27, 2007 My dear Moaaz, Thank you so very much for your kind words, and your healing light. I have been feeling very ill the past day or so, and I do believe it is because of the resurfacing of those memories. As much as I have forgiven, I guess I needed to see one more glimpse into the past, in order to completely let go. I feel there is a big reason, why I was meant to go through this, That I maybe was still harboring hurt, somewhere deep in my soul, where even I could not find it. I am thankful it was shown to me, because now I can work on healing that part of my memory. Your healing intentions are much appreciated. I am another one, like you, who enjoys secretly healing someone (as long as I know they'd be open to change) and I am very grateful for your act of kindness toward me. I would really enjoy receiving you ebook. The funny thing is, this one bill has caused me so much anxiety, and for such a long time. There were times (many months ago, and when I lived on my own and felt a bit isolated) that I felt crushed by it. To the point where I would feel a wave of intense heat fill me, and I thought I would faint. I would become feverish and weak and physically ill. I suffered many panic attacks because of my lack of peace over it. I ran to my doctor many times, to go on an emergency depression drug, which only caused me to feel worse. I believe that Shakti is helping me, because I now know how long it will take for me to be through paying it, and it no longer feels like I am powerless. I am very thankful for this sudden enlightenment, and feeling of peace. I never knew it before. Even though it will be hard for a while, the struggle is well worth it, because in the end, I will be free. Still, I would love to receive you ebook, because I never turn down enlightenment, and I could learn something very positive from it. Something that could help me to evolve. I wonder if things are beginning to work themselves out due to a change in my karma. After all, when we begin live for a higher purpose, we change our fate. Kundalini has helped me with knowing this. With much love for you and deepest gratitude, Tara golden_dragon_81 <golden_dragon_81 wrote: Hi Tara, I'm so sorry for what happened to you and your sister in the past and I sent you healing energy. I always send energy to people without telling them ( working behind the scenes LOL ) but when I knew your struggling with bills, I thought of sending you a great ebook about manifesting money. It is called ( A Happy Pocket Full of Money ). Of course your awakening kundalini will make it more easier for you to manifest but you should always have positive thoughts. If you want me to send it to you just make your declaration LOL :) Moaaz , tara jacoby <tjmassage7777 wrote: > > It can be caused by head trauma, and as I thought back, I remembered that I first began to experience it after the last time my dad slammed me into a wall, when I was 12 or 13, and I blacked out and fell to the floor. > Anyway, it filled me with gladness to know that I am not weird after all- that there is in fact a reason why this happens to me. Also, it filled me with despair, for having a defect. I felt weak, because of the emotional pain. Also, I have some crushing bills, which I am trying to work out a payment plan for. So all of these things began weighing me down, and I made the mistake of letting them. > > Love to all, and thanks to you..dear ones, > Tara > Take the Internet to Go: Go puts the Internet in your pocket: mail, news, photos & more. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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