Guest guest Posted September 29, 2007 Report Share Posted September 29, 2007 Hello , Just did my first set of meditation for the 7th chakra and I was very moved by the message I received from Shakti. I need to learn to except the mothers love. As a child my Dad was aggressive but he was also loving. My mother was very cold. I never felt loved. I was very confused, she said she loved me through words but I felt nothing from her, just coldness. In my mind she did not nurture me, she gave me no cuddles or affection, she paid no interest in me except to tell me I wasn't good enough etc. I craved maternal love. In the end I did not speak to my mother for years and lost my fertility also. Shakti quite clearly told me today that I need to learn to feel mothers love again, it's hard for me. I cannot remember how it feels. I feel quite emotional now, like I'm on the brink of tears. I sat at Shakti's feet for a while then made some dinner. I will ponder this some more. Thanks for listening Elektra x x x _________ Want ideas for reducing your carbon footprint? Visit For Good http://uk.promotions./forgood/environment.html Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted September 29, 2007 Report Share Posted September 29, 2007 My Dearest Wonderful Elektrafying Fairy - You have my shoulder in which you can surrender to what you're feeling. I will caress your head and allow this immense Love I have bathe you and comfort you. I too had a very cold Mother, she has never, ever said I love you to me, never. I have forgiven her, once I did that I began to feel her Love. I don't have contact with her but by forgiving her has opened my heart to feel being loved and loving everyone there is. Big huge Loving hug for you, Becky Elektra Fire <elektra.fire wrote: Hello , Just did my first set of meditation for the 7th chakra and I was very moved by the message I received from Shakti. I need to learn to except the mothers love. As a child my Dad was aggressive but he was also loving. My mother was very cold. I never felt loved. I was very confused, she said she loved me through words but I felt nothing from her, just coldness. In my mind she did not nurture me, she gave me no cuddles or affection, she paid no interest in me except to tell me I wasn't good enough etc. I craved maternal love. In the end I did not speak to my mother for years and lost my fertility also. Shakti quite clearly told me today that I need to learn to feel mothers love again, it's hard for me. I cannot remember how it feels. I feel quite emotional now, like I'm on the brink of tears. I sat at Shakti's feet for a while then made some dinner. I will ponder this some more. Thanks for listening Elektra x x x ________ Want ideas for reducing your carbon footprint? Visit For Good http://uk.promotions./forgood/environment.html Becky Got a little couch potato? Check out fun summer activities for kids. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted September 29, 2007 Report Share Posted September 29, 2007 Dear Elektra, I am happy that you received a message. I however am sorry for the abscence of love for you. You are a wonderful person, please feel all the compassion and love we all have for you here. You light up the board and deserve all the love the world has to give! It seems many have had hardships as children. I wonder if we somehow choose this and the struggle leads us to where we all are now. I don't know, but can you imagine even if the only service a person did was to love their kids unconditionally. What a beautiful loving world this alone would create. You are so loved by all of us...and while that is great I know what you will feel is ever so much more! With much love to you! > Deb > > > > > _________ > Want ideas for reducing your carbon footprint? Visit For Good http://uk.promotions./forgood/environment.html > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted September 29, 2007 Report Share Posted September 29, 2007 Thankyou so much Debs and Becky, I can certainly feel both of your love pouring through this website and into my heart. It's weird, because I thought I was open to the mother love, I have made peace with my mother and she is now even making peace with her mother... But I guess there are always more layers to peel away, a life time of hurt doesn't heal instantly. And I agree Deb, if all parents would unconditionally love their children this would be a paradise. No greater service can you offer your child. I wish to give this to my unborn child. (hopefully one day soon ;-) I see so many wonderful mothers on this list, it has helped me alot actually. Big hug Elektra x x x _________ Want ideas for reducing your carbon footprint? Visit For Good http://uk.promotions./forgood/environment.html Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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