help with dream anyone?

[Guest guest]

Dear Chrism,

I know you are right about many things here. My husband does not

believe any of this. He is a good guy always helping people with

moving things, their roof, and all sorts of stuff. But he is more

like if you cant see it, it isnt so. I have noticed the last couple

of weeks he's had some stomach issues. I wonder if this is from the

K? I tried explaining this again to him this morning. He will say his

stomach is fine he ate something bad. Now I wonder. I know he won't

read anything and is not really listening " get your head out of the

clouds " type...so I put on the John chang video to see if that was

something he would watch. He watched only about a minute or 2 of it.

He said that they were faking it. Then he nicely said he had to go

get some work done, he will listen later. I did explain how this can

effect him. (Oh and by the way I did explain I was not John Chang but

wanted him to see that the energy was real)I think before I when I

explained it I knew full well that he didnt believe it, but that I

did what I should by explaining it and now its his choice to believe

it or not. But I see that I will have to work harder on this until he

at least understands that it can affect him. Its hard when I am

having great difficulty getting him be even acknowledge it. But I

will continue trying.

 

As far as the safties go I do think I have a little fear to work

about the Ida flow. This is going to sound so silly that I'm a bit

embarrassed to tell you this, but I think I'm going to have to state

this worry. I have had a long history with a girl named Ida since I

was 3 yrsold until now and feel there is strong karmic issues. I

continue to forgive her and myself and wish her and her family the

best and it is heartfelt, but there is so much stuff I guess I think

its harder than that. But I do in my heart want the best for her.

I've had a fear that maybe the Ida sounds similar to the Ida side of

flow. Isnt there like an Ida side? I do feel very connected to the

earth but I do have a little fear that if it were the physical Ida in

charge of the Ida flow watch out. I know this is silly and something

I need to work on but there you have it. I know they are not one and

the same (yet sorta we are all one) I can seem to get to the part of

forgiving the physical Ida but to be honest I cannot trust her and

hence when the Ida flow is felt I do kinda make this connection to

her. Perhaps this is the surrender aspect the dream warns about. I

know this sounds so silly but the thought does seem to creep up on me

now and again. Surrending to Shakti is one thing I think I am able to

do, but to Ida is well a bit more complicated. Any thoughts or

advice on how to stop this association and move through this?

 

As far as service I am always helping many people with many different

things, but I have had this kinda yearning to volunteer in hospitals

with the elderly, or kids or the veterans. I think I need to move on

this.

 

Anyway I do focus a lot of forgiveness, but maybe not enough. Maybe I

think I have forgiven everyone but maybe not. I will work harder on

this. Thank you very very much!!

 

I have learned enough in my life to HEED a warning. If there is

anything else you can think of please let me know. As far as

surrender I am disappointed that I didnt remember that while

dreaming! I'm much better at it when I wake up at 3:00am with energy

running through...I just keep saying I surrender and do not feel

fear. However I must still have some subconscious stuff to work out.

Not sure How to do that. Just by a continous conscious surrendering?

 

Thank you Chrism!!!!! I never would have figured that out so many

many thanks. Now for the hard part to work it out. How will I know

when I have? Considering this is my first shaktipat I think I should

appreciate the fact that I received this dream so I know what I can

work on. I know I will have to be careful not to fall into fear but

look at this as something to learn from.

Thank you SO much! I would never be able to do this without your help

or at least without experiencing a bunch of stuff I don't want, so

many many thanks!

Lots of Love

Deb

[Guest guest]

If I ma correct about " some " things here it is because of a

surrendering to what comes in response to what is given. The little

(i) is sitting quietly at times!

 

I would suggest you embrace your fear around the word IDA. Name a

plant IDA and take great care of it. Walk barefoot in some grass and

look closely at some grass and release from the energy of the dream

any fear you may still have about grass.

 

Go slow and be clear with yourself about what is and what isnt. You

can help the little you know that this isnt an issue any more. -

blessings - c

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

- lol - chrism

[Guest guest]

Hi Chrism,

 

Thanks so much for your help and this wonderful shaktipat

experience!!!

I'm thinking you mean that the dream gave me an opportunity to

surrender and then I got all kinda up in my head trying to figure it

out when the obvious here is that I did not surrender, so perhaps I

need to help the little i who is sitting quietly at times more of an

opportunity to do so through meditiation and prayer.

 

> If I ma correct about " some " things here it is because of a

> surrendering to what comes in response to what is given. The little

> (i) is sitting quietly at times!

 

>

> I would suggest you embrace your fear around the word IDA. Name a

> plant IDA and take great care of it. Walk barefoot in some grass

and

> look closely at some grass and release from the energy of the dream

> any fear you may still have about grass.

 

@@I'm really ok with grass but I have had other dreams in the past

about suffocation. Again I just need to surrender to what it. And I

do realize that name association is just plain nuts! But I like your

suggestion, its kinda funny that I'm doing that to myself so I will

take care of something and name it Ida and it will remind me to be

light with myself and how silly I am.

 

> Go slow and be clear with yourself about what is and what isnt. You

> can help the little you know that this isnt an issue any more. -

> blessings - c

 

@@@Thanks for all your advice. I will meditate more and practice

surrendering in my meditiations. I'm thinking she's (Shakti)

patiently waiting for me (i) now. I feel much better! Lots of Love!

And thanks for the gentle nudge!

Deb

 

> - lol - chrism