Is this the flu? or the K? -

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Chrism,

Ever since my 'warp 9' mode during Shaktipat,

and the day I was complaining of a lot of pain in my back, I fell into a high

fever.

I wasn't sure if it was the flu or the K, and Claudia reminded me that it's

definitely something I should ask you about.

 

I think it was Thursday evening, that I began feeling very, very hot.

Of course, I excused it as being K, as it typically would be, and I

went about my business as usual, and didn't really worry about it.

 

Friday, I felt worse. My temperature was about 99 and I was determined to go to

work anyway. I still had a pain in my back, along the base of my spine.

After only a few minutes at work, I was feeling waves of heat go through me, and

I felt faint. I went up to the lounge, and took my temperature and it was 101.8

During the coarse of the day, I began to feel very weak, and I could hardly

speak.

My boss had to come almost as close as my face, to hear what I was saying to

her. I left a couple hours early, because I couldn't take it anymore.

I had pain in every muscle and every bone, and no strength.

I couldn't eat anything, although I forced myself to eat a nutrition bar.

It made me feel so sick. I was sweating, and speaking in between shallow

breaths, and my temperature had gone up to 102.4 .

 

That night, I got home and went straight to bed.

My fever rose to 103.3 and then I knew that I had to rehydrate myself.

I was burning up on the inside, but chilly on the outside.

I put on my winter coat and my shoes, and walked down to the 7eleven for some

watermelon and Gatoraid. I don't know how I did it, because half way there, I

was feeling very faint and I saw a hill in front of a house. It was a grassy

hill, and I wanted to lie on it for some rest. I told myself to just keep going,

because if I lie down out in the open atmosphere in this condition I might not

wake up.

I got home, and got hydrated, but my fever had gone up to 103.7

I never had a fever that was over maybe 100.3 except once when I was a toddler.

 

Saturday I called out of work, and Sunday,too.

I spent both days in the same fashion; In bed, unable to move much, in a lot of

pain up the spine, and pain through to the core of every bone, and in my ribs.

I figured it was from lying in my bed for so many hours.

 

I asked my boyfriend if he could go to the store for me, and get some rice

cakes,

bananas, and seltzer water. The bananas were too much for my stomach, so I've

been living on rice cakes, and a mix of gatoraid and seltzer water, with a

little vitamin water thrown in.

Before that, my consciousness was fading in and out, due to

lack of nourishment.

 

At one point, before I had food, I had a dream in which I was outside.

I was lying on the ground, very white in the face. I was feeling very lifeless,

yet

still alive..breathing with shallow breaths.

There was a huge grasshopper standing before me.

He was talking to me with his mind, and he had an angry look on his face.

He said that I keep waisting his time. That I let go, and then I change my mind.

He asked me if I was going to stay or if I was going to go.

I only had the strength to breath a shallow breath.

I thought, and hoped the thought would somehow come out in my breath " I have no

strength, to answer. " I felt as if I had no ability to find the strength within

me, to live. I didn't know how I would live, because I could barely breath and I

could not move. I thought, I have done a good job. Yes, I have been a good

person. I can let go now. It will be alright now, if I let go.

 

The grasshopper read my thoughts. He had a stinger filled with poison, which he

held up like a needle.

Suddenly, I regained a little bit of strength, and when I did, I saw my

boyfriend's face in my mind. I saw my life, and all of its obstacles, and I

thought " Wow, all of this time, I've been stressing out over these little

things. These little things, which are so rediculous...they are like nothing.

Everything will be fine, it will. It really will. I want to try. " I vanished

from the ground, into thin air, and woke up from my dream..safe in my bed. When

I woke up, I had a great feeling,.

It was as if all of my burdens were lifted from me.

As if I was totally enlightened. I made myself get out of my bed, and find some

strength to move through the house to get some food. I forced myself to eat and

drink, even though I felt so sick at the taste of anything.

I regained some strength, and then I progressed from there.

 

This morning, my consciousness was fading in and out, and I was laughing at a

funny joke someone was telling me. When it faded back in, I realized I was in my

room, and of course I hoped that Mike didn't hear me laughing all by myself. LOL

 

Then, at another point of fading consciousness this morning, there was a woman

standing in my room. She seemed familiar, although I wasn't able to know exactly

who she was. Then consciousness faded in, and she was gone. It seemed we were

having a conversation.

 

Right now, my temperature is 99.5, which is a big improvement.

I am taking Motrin, to keep the aches at a minimum (but they are faint now), and

to keep the fever in check. I am keeping hydrated. A few hours ago, I felt a

little bit of light popping going on, somewhere between the middle and the upper

part of my spine, and there was a low heat as well.

 

My apologies, for this long explanation. I figured I'd better give you as much

detail as I could, so that you can tell it it's the flu or the K.

 

In gratitude,

Tara

 

 

 

 

 

 

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[Guest guest]

Sounds like the flu to me and just got over a mild case of it from

the flu shot and had some similar symptoms.

 

Not all of our aches and pains can be blamed on the energy of sacred

Kundalini! I have never heard of so many strange aches, pains and

symptoms in my life. Read Gopi Krishna's book and you will find out

what Kundalini can do.

 

 

, tara jacoby

<tjmassage7777 wrote:

>

> Chrism,

> Ever since my 'warp 9' mode during Shaktipat,

> and the day I was complaining of a lot of pain in my back, I fell

into a high fever.

> I wasn't sure if it was the flu or the K, and Claudia reminded me

that it's definitely something I should ask you about.

>

> I think it was Thursday evening, that I began feeling very, very

hot.

> Of course, I excused it as being K, as it typically would be, and

I

> went about my business as usual, and didn't really worry about it.

>

> Friday, I felt worse. My temperature was about 99 and I was

determined to go to work anyway. I still had a pain in my back,

along the base of my spine.

> After only a few minutes at work, I was feeling waves of heat go

through me, and

> I felt faint. I went up to the lounge, and took my temperature and

it was 101.8

> During the coarse of the day, I began to feel very weak, and I

could hardly speak.

> My boss had to come almost as close as my face, to hear what I was

saying to her. I left a couple hours early, because I couldn't take

it anymore.

> I had pain in every muscle and every bone, and no strength.

> I couldn't eat anything, although I forced myself to eat a

nutrition bar.

> It made me feel so sick. I was sweating, and speaking in between

shallow breaths, and my temperature had gone up to 102.4 .

>

> That night, I got home and went straight to bed.

> My fever rose to 103.3 and then I knew that I had to rehydrate

myself.

> I was burning up on the inside, but chilly on the outside.

> I put on my winter coat and my shoes, and walked down to the

7eleven for some watermelon and Gatoraid. I don't know how I did it,

because half way there, I was feeling very faint and I saw a hill in

front of a house. It was a grassy hill, and I wanted to lie on it

for some rest. I told myself to just keep going, because if I lie

down out in the open atmosphere in this condition I might not wake

up.

> I got home, and got hydrated, but my fever had gone up to 103.7

> I never had a fever that was over maybe 100.3 except once when I

was a toddler.

>

> Saturday I called out of work, and Sunday,too.

> I spent both days in the same fashion; In bed, unable to move

much, in a lot of

> pain up the spine, and pain through to the core of every bone, and

in my ribs.

> I figured it was from lying in my bed for so many hours.

>

> I asked my boyfriend if he could go to the store for me, and get

some rice cakes,

> bananas, and seltzer water. The bananas were too much for my

stomach, so I've been living on rice cakes, and a mix of gatoraid

and seltzer water, with a little vitamin water thrown in.

> Before that, my consciousness was fading in and out, due to

> lack of nourishment.

>

> At one point, before I had food, I had a dream in which I was

outside.

> I was lying on the ground, very white in the face. I was feeling

very lifeless, yet

> still alive..breathing with shallow breaths.

> There was a huge grasshopper standing before me.

> He was talking to me with his mind, and he had an angry look on

his face.

> He said that I keep waisting his time. That I let go, and then I

change my mind.

> He asked me if I was going to stay or if I was going to go.

> I only had the strength to breath a shallow breath.

> I thought, and hoped the thought would somehow come out in my

breath " I have no strength, to answer. " I felt as if I had no

ability to find the strength within me, to live. I didn't know how

I would live, because I could barely breath and I could not move. I

thought, I have done a good job. Yes, I have been a good person. I

can let go now. It will be alright now, if I let go.

>

> The grasshopper read my thoughts. He had a stinger filled with

poison, which he held up like a needle.

> Suddenly, I regained a little bit of strength, and when I did, I

saw my boyfriend's face in my mind. I saw my life, and all of its

obstacles, and I thought " Wow, all of this time, I've been stressing

out over these little things. These little things, which are so

rediculous...they are like nothing. Everything will be fine, it

will. It really will. I want to try. " I vanished from the ground,

into thin air, and woke up from my dream..safe in my bed. When I

woke up, I had a great feeling,.

> It was as if all of my burdens were lifted from me.

> As if I was totally enlightened. I made myself get out of my bed,

and find some strength to move through the house to get some food. I

forced myself to eat and drink, even though I felt so sick at the

taste of anything.

> I regained some strength, and then I progressed from there.

>

> This morning, my consciousness was fading in and out, and I was

laughing at a funny joke someone was telling me. When it faded back

in, I realized I was in my room, and of course I hoped that Mike

didn't hear me laughing all by myself. LOL

>

> Then, at another point of fading consciousness this morning, there

was a woman

> standing in my room. She seemed familiar, although I wasn't able

to know exactly who she was. Then consciousness faded in, and she

was gone. It seemed we were having a conversation.

>

> Right now, my temperature is 99.5, which is a big improvement.

> I am taking Motrin, to keep the aches at a minimum (but they are

faint now), and

> to keep the fever in check. I am keeping hydrated. A few hours

ago, I felt a little bit of light popping going on, somewhere

between the middle and the upper part of my spine, and there was a

low heat as well.

>

> My apologies, for this long explanation. I figured I'd better give

you as much

> detail as I could, so that you can tell it it's the flu or the K.

>

> In gratitude,

> Tara

>

>

>

>

>

>

> Don't let your dream ride pass you by. Make it a reality with

Autos.

>

>

[Guest guest]

Tara, little cherub,

 

I am thinking of you, sorry to hear of your fever, I'm

not really sure what it is (Chrism can say for sure)

but all I know is that I've been very feverish and

sick before with the k, when I was in

Bangkok I was having hellucinations, hot and cold,

aches and pains, like the flu.

I was in bed for 5 days sweating. All this stuff was

coming out, crazy dreams etc.

What with you being further into the activation I

would think it's very possibly Kundalini.

 

Hope someone is looking after you properly and making

you hot tea or fetching you gaterade!!!

Wish I could be there to look after you, I want to

wrap you up and tuck you in. Make you some soup.

 

Sending a big loving hug your way,

Elektra x x x

 

 

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Aww...Elektra..thanks.

No one here to do that. (sad face)

Mike is at work, and my mom is also.

They both bought some essentials for me though, Gatoraid and watermelon, etc..

Wish you were here, too. Thanks for the caring thought, 'Lektra.

Strange, the way we had similar symptoms.

I didn't think that the Kundalini's heat could be registered.

Silly me?

I felt like I was dying. Last night, I was just sweating, and sweating.

I kept wiping my face with the pillow case. Yuck!

That's going in the wash, for sure! I'm going to the doctors in a little while.

Thanks for everything, Elektra!

Maybe you were the presence in my room who felt cozy.

Much love to you,

Tara

 

 

>Elektra Fire <elektra.fire wrote:

 

> Tara, little cherub,

 

>I am thinking of you, sorry to hear of your fever, I'm

>not really sure what it is (Chrism can say for sure)

>but all I know is that I've been very feverish and

>sick before with the k, when I was in

>Bangkok I was having hellucinations, hot and cold,

>aches and pains, like the flu.

>I was in bed for 5 days sweating. All this stuff was

>coming out, crazy dreams etc.

>What with you being further into the activation I

>would think it's very possibly Kundalini.

 

>Hope someone is looking after you properly and making

>you hot tea or fetching you gaterade!!!

>Wish I could be there to look after you, I want to

>wrap you up and tuck you in. Make you some soup.

 

>Sending a big loving hug your way,

>Elektra x x x

 

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[Guest guest]

This is Kundalini, though it is coupled with the temp extreme which

appears to have been used as a way to have you confront some issues

in your life that may have been forming a blockage. If you had a

virus, your choices of treatment would have been similar anyway.

 

Do not let your process take you away from appropriate medical care -

" appropriate " medical care. You did well I feel in taking care of

yourself and there is definitely a communication taking place

between you and your energy.

 

Now that your temp is falling you are having experiences. Perhaps

this was needed for y0ou to acknowledge these areas of imbalance in

such a way as to force you to pay some time and attention to them.

 

Kundalini doesn't typically cause a raised mechanical temp. But that

doesn't mean that it " cannot " do so. - Nice to read you are still

with us! -

[Guest guest]

Thank you so much for your reply.

 

Should I be planning on re-incorporating the Tibetans and alternate nostril and

prayer breathing? Right now, my back is still sore, but I thought I'd ask for

future reference.

 

I am still experiencing waves of heat through my toes and feet.

One night, I was too sickly to get out of bed, but I wanted to let you know that

I experienced what felt like an animal bite, on my toes. I think it was later

that night, when I began to experience a cool-hot sensation in my toes and all

the way up to my ankles. It's the feeling you get when you've been out too long

in the freezing cold snow and then you put your limbs under water, to relieve

the 'cold-pain'. Just thought I'd share that little bit of info.

Is there anything I can do about this pain in my spine? It seems to lessen when

I stand up straight, but it almost feels as if something is out of alignment.

I've been taking a lot of pain killers, in order to sleep at night, and I still

wake up with the pain.

 

With much gratitude for all you've done,

Tara

 

chrism <> wrote: This is

Kundalini, though it is coupled with the temp extreme which

appears to have been used as a way to have you confront some issues

in your life that may have been forming a blockage. If you had a

virus, your choices of treatment would have been similar anyway.

 

Do not let your process take you away from appropriate medical care -

" appropriate " medical care. You did well I feel in taking care of

yourself and there is definitely a communication taking place

between you and your energy.

 

Now that your temp is falling you are having experiences. Perhaps

this was needed for y0ou to acknowledge these areas of imbalance in

such a way as to force you to pay some time and attention to them.

 

Kundalini doesn't typically cause a raised mechanical temp. But that

doesn't mean that it " cannot " do so. - Nice to read you are still

with us! -

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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