Guest guest Posted October 1, 2007 Report Share Posted October 1, 2007 With all due respect, Angelina, Tara isn't blaming all her aches and pains on the K...she is asking a question of the person who has the most experience with K here, Chrism. And I was the one who suggested that she do so. The manifestations of K would fill a book the size of a medical dictionary and they all can be confused with symptoms of medical conditions, hence the need for clarification. Gopi Krishna's book is wonderful but describes ONE person's experience with Kundalini. Perhaps a reread of Chrism's post this morning entitled 'Spontaneous Awakening is a Myth, Awareness is a growing - betsy' would be in order. Krishna's experience is not the only way to experience the Kundalini. Tara is not sure about her symptoms, so she is asking Chrism...just as I was unsure of my bizarre symptoms on Saturday so I asked Chrism, who confirmed that it was indeed kundalini. This is an excellent classroom, Angelina...we are all learning. Join us, my friend! Blessings & love, Claudia gypsyeyes_101 <gypsyeyes_101 wrote: Sounds like the flu to me and just got over a mild case of it from the flu shot and had some similar symptoms. Not all of our aches and pains can be blamed on the energy of sacred Kundalini! I have never heard of so many strange aches, pains and symptoms in my life. Read Gopi Krishna's book and you will find out what Kundalini can do. , tara jacoby <tjmassage7777 wrote: > > Chrism, > Ever since my 'warp 9' mode during Shaktipat, > and the day I was complaining of a lot of pain in my back, I fell into a high fever. > I wasn't sure if it was the flu or the K, and Claudia reminded me that it's definitely something I should ask you about. > > I think it was Thursday evening, that I began feeling very, very hot. > Of course, I excused it as being K, as it typically would be, and I > went about my business as usual, and didn't really worry about it. > > Friday, I felt worse. My temperature was about 99 and I was determined to go to work anyway. I still had a pain in my back, along the base of my spine. > After only a few minutes at work, I was feeling waves of heat go through me, and > I felt faint. I went up to the lounge, and took my temperature and it was 101.8 > During the coarse of the day, I began to feel very weak, and I could hardly speak. > My boss had to come almost as close as my face, to hear what I was saying to her. I left a couple hours early, because I couldn't take it anymore. > I had pain in every muscle and every bone, and no strength. > I couldn't eat anything, although I forced myself to eat a nutrition bar. > It made me feel so sick. I was sweating, and speaking in between shallow breaths, and my temperature had gone up to 102.4 . > > That night, I got home and went straight to bed. > My fever rose to 103.3 and then I knew that I had to rehydrate myself. > I was burning up on the inside, but chilly on the outside. > I put on my winter coat and my shoes, and walked down to the 7eleven for some watermelon and Gatoraid. I don't know how I did it, because half way there, I was feeling very faint and I saw a hill in front of a house. It was a grassy hill, and I wanted to lie on it for some rest. I told myself to just keep going, because if I lie down out in the open atmosphere in this condition I might not wake up. > I got home, and got hydrated, but my fever had gone up to 103.7 > I never had a fever that was over maybe 100.3 except once when I was a toddler. > > Saturday I called out of work, and Sunday,too. > I spent both days in the same fashion; In bed, unable to move much, in a lot of > pain up the spine, and pain through to the core of every bone, and in my ribs. > I figured it was from lying in my bed for so many hours. > > I asked my boyfriend if he could go to the store for me, and get some rice cakes, > bananas, and seltzer water. The bananas were too much for my stomach, so I've been living on rice cakes, and a mix of gatoraid and seltzer water, with a little vitamin water thrown in. > Before that, my consciousness was fading in and out, due to > lack of nourishment. > > At one point, before I had food, I had a dream in which I was outside. > I was lying on the ground, very white in the face. I was feeling very lifeless, yet > still alive..breathing with shallow breaths. > There was a huge grasshopper standing before me. > He was talking to me with his mind, and he had an angry look on his face. > He said that I keep waisting his time. That I let go, and then I change my mind. > He asked me if I was going to stay or if I was going to go. > I only had the strength to breath a shallow breath. > I thought, and hoped the thought would somehow come out in my breath " I have no strength, to answer. " I felt as if I had no ability to find the strength within me, to live. I didn't know how I would live, because I could barely breath and I could not move. I thought, I have done a good job. Yes, I have been a good person. I can let go now. It will be alright now, if I let go. > > The grasshopper read my thoughts. He had a stinger filled with poison, which he held up like a needle. > Suddenly, I regained a little bit of strength, and when I did, I saw my boyfriend's face in my mind. I saw my life, and all of its obstacles, and I thought " Wow, all of this time, I've been stressing out over these little things. These little things, which are so rediculous...they are like nothing. Everything will be fine, it will. It really will. I want to try. " I vanished from the ground, into thin air, and woke up from my dream..safe in my bed. When I woke up, I had a great feeling,. > It was as if all of my burdens were lifted from me. > As if I was totally enlightened. I made myself get out of my bed, and find some strength to move through the house to get some food. I forced myself to eat and drink, even though I felt so sick at the taste of anything. > I regained some strength, and then I progressed from there. > > This morning, my consciousness was fading in and out, and I was laughing at a funny joke someone was telling me. When it faded back in, I realized I was in my room, and of course I hoped that Mike didn't hear me laughing all by myself. LOL > > Then, at another point of fading consciousness this morning, there was a woman > standing in my room. She seemed familiar, although I wasn't able to know exactly who she was. Then consciousness faded in, and she was gone. It seemed we were having a conversation. > > Right now, my temperature is 99.5, which is a big improvement. > I am taking Motrin, to keep the aches at a minimum (but they are faint now), and > to keep the fever in check. I am keeping hydrated. A few hours ago, I felt a little bit of light popping going on, somewhere between the middle and the upper part of my spine, and there was a low heat as well. > > My apologies, for this long explanation. I figured I'd better give you as much > detail as I could, so that you can tell it it's the flu or the K. > > In gratitude, > Tara > > > > > > > Don't let your dream ride pass you by. Make it a reality with Autos. > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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