Update on my current condition

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Yesterday was the first day I was up and about.

I had no choice, because I had a doctors appointment.

I could tell that my body still needed rest, because after just being up and

standing,

for a half hour, I began feeling feverish and weak again.

I able to eat a whole banana, and two rice cakes, but later when I was starving,

I could find nothing that suited my taste, so I did not eat.

Everything sounded yucky, to my tummy:)

One of my friends was going to take me to the doctors, but she broke her toe,

and I told her what to do about it, and to stay home and rest.

Then I took the bus to the doctors, and it had been a very long time since I had

last eaten. I was walking from the bus, and I felt like I was going to collapse.

That's when I decided to go into Wawa, and pick up a small cup of chicken soup.

I never ate soup so fast in my life, and I hadn't eaten that much in a week.

My doctor said that she thinks I have a urinary track infection. I've never had

one of them in my whole life, so I would not have known anyway.

 

Last night, when I went to bed, I had a number of weird experiences. I sensed

the overcast of a shadow, above me. I looked up, to find the image on my

ceiling(can't remember what it was), and I was not afraid, and I began to feel

light, and some pain subsided. A little while later, I felt something like two

big fangs pressing through the side of my head. I surrendered to it, but then I

noticed I was not comfy the way I was lying in my bed, and when I moved

slightly, the feeling left. A little while later, I felt something biting me. I

think on each arm, up by the shoulder, but I'm not sure I'm remembering the

location exactly.

 

 

Later on, I woke up because I was starting to hurt again, and I was feeling sad

because of some things I had spoken of with Mike, earlier.

I had told my him, that my doctor gave me a prescription for an E.E.G. to see

if they can find any signs of absence seizures.He was challenging me on the

issue, and saying that I am probably just a bit mixed up or scared, because my

sister mentioned it to me, and now I think I have it. I went into a whole

explanation to him, of all the signs I've been discovering and remembering, and

how they all seem to connect. I told him about the day it would have been

brought on, when I hit the wall and blacked out. And then I remembered

something..right after that happened, every morning in the shower, I would feel

really warm in my stomach, and everything would turn black. I couldn't believe I

was able to remember that, and I told him about it, and that I remembered being

a little 12 year old saying " Hey mom, how come every morning in the shower, I

fell really warm, and everything turns black? " Mike was in tears, and he didn't

doubt me anymore. Still, here I was awake again, because

everything was spinning through my head all over. It's true, that this illness

is a kundalini experience, because just when I was wishing I could just die..and

not have to remember anything else, and not have to live with newfound 'scars'

which always seem to take away my peace, I remembered that dream about the

grasshopper. I remembered the choice I made, and why I made it..and I was able

to call to mind, the fact that I am happy here with Mike and everything is fine

in the here and now. I am learning and growing through this.

 

 

 

I decided to get on the computer, since I was awake anyway, and check out the

label information for the drug my doctor prescribed. I was squirming a bit, in

my seat, because my back hurt a lot. Also my sides were very, very sore..and

they felt swollen. Suddenly, it was as if someone was right behind me, like God,

with big hands, massaging my sides in little circles, with big knuckles. I was

enjoying it, and feeling much better. Then I went to my room and fell back to

sleep.

 

This morning, I woke up and almost don't notice any pain at all in my back.

I mean, I actually have to move to one side and the other, to try to see if any

is still there. Also, the pain is gone from my sides, and my tummy feels better,

too.

This is the first day since I've been feeling under the weather, that I've been

able to drink plain water. Before, it made me feel very sick. Now, I'm drinking

it faster than I can believe.

 

Love,

Tara

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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[Guest guest]

Hey Tara, glad to hear you are begining to feel more

human again, lots of transformation going on. Well

done sister.

I really knew that some soup was what you needed, I

can't wait until one day I can teleport and then I

will come if you are sick and take care of you (hug).

I know you'd do the same for me!!!

 

Look after yourself and keep those fluids coming in.

love and warm hugs

Elektra x x x

 

 

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[Guest guest]

Hope you're all better soon Tara... lots of love & light, and good

stuff for your tummy ) ~Jen~

 

, tara jacoby

<tjmassage7777 wrote:

>

> Yesterday was the first day I was up and about.

> I had no choice, because I had a doctors appointment.

> I could tell that my body still needed rest, because after just

being up and standing,

> for a half hour, I began feeling feverish and weak again.

> I able to eat a whole banana, and two rice cakes, but later when I

was starving, I could find nothing that suited my taste, so I did not eat.

> Everything sounded yucky, to my tummy:)