Part of a conversation between and Keshav Prasad - Sarita/Dhyana

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Sarita, I agree with you on all accounts. I have to say though that I feel you

are ready to surrender to the dismemberment and that you will do it graciously.

I myself am ready, but as you it is not because I desire the experience, but

know that it is a part of the growth process and is a necessary part at that.

 

As for the girl, it is like that one girl at that university that stood up for

her beliefs in God and was shot. I can't remember the university, but it was

where the guy goes into I believe the library where students were and he asks

who believes in God while he pointed a gun and the girl stood up and said she

did. I know without reservation that she would probably be shot and she was. I

believe that the Amish knew somehow that it was inevitable that they would all

die and she as Sarita said could have done it for many reasons, but I guess she

felt she needed to do it for her own sake, she couldn't bare what would come

next. Didn't he rape some of the girls? I can't remember all of the

circumstances now, but isn't that what happened? Anyway, we all do things that

would surprise ourselves and frankly I am not sure how I would react, but I

think I wouldn't ask to be shot, I would beg to not be shot instead. I guess it

could also depend on where we stand

spiritually, where we are on our path, and if we are spiritually ready to face

any endeavor that we are confronted with including encouraging the BIG BLACK dog

to devour us to move forward to where we want to be.

 

Love,

Katherine

 

 

 

Sarita <sarita1969

 

Friday, October 5, 2007 11:45:59 PM

Re: Part of a conversation between

chrism and Keshav Prasad - Chrism

 

Dhyana,

 

There are so many reasons that girl might have offered to be shot

first. Maybe she wanted to give the others longer in hopes they

might be rescued, maybe she couldn't bear to watch the others die

before her.

 

As far as the dismemberment experiences go, I feel like I am

beginning to warm up to it. Not to say I am looking forward to it,

but I am starting to understand the necessity of it. Our bodies need

to be made into a vehicle that can sustain the Kundalini and

therefore need to be " rearranged " . I look forward to this only

because I know what it will mean, not because I desire the

experience. When it comes my way again, I hope I will be ready and

able to surrender. I hope I will be cognizant enough to know what is

happening instead of panicking.

 

I also feel that the ego will try it's damndest to make sure we DON'T

surrender to the experience. The ego is fighting to live, to rule

over us and doesn't want to make room for another master.

 

I don't know if this exactly helped with what you were asking, but I

hope it was useful in some way.

 

Sarita

 

Kundalini-Awakening -Systems- 1 , " novalees "

<Novalees@.. .> wrote:

>

>

> Chrism, in reading this I felt deeply stirred. Seeing true

> fearlessness is what launched me in the direction of Kundalini, and

> brought me to this group.

>

> When those Amish children were shot, last year (?), and that one

girl

> asked to be shot first, it threw me into a spiritual crisis. I

needed

> to know how any one could do that. It looks good in theory but when

> facing the barrel of a gun, that's another story.

>

> (I will have been here a year now in a few days...and this question

is

> brought back into my life. It kind of left the scene for a while

until

> now).

>

> Facing a huge black dog with red blazing eyes and inviting it to

> devour you sounds like about the same thing to me.

>

> I know I'm not there. But how does one get there? Its like a

different

> dimension with a huge gulf in between. Any thoughts on this by any

one

> is warmly invited.

>

> Thank you. Love, dhyana

>

>

> > > Kundalini-Awakening -Systems- 1@: @ : Wed, 3 Oct

> > 2007 08:06:18 +0000[Kundalini-Awakenin g-Systems- 1] Part

of

> > a conversation between chrism and Keshav Prasad

> Chris

> > Mitchell: This is why I advise you to encourage the dog to devour

> > you as this is nearing the aspect of dismemberment. Chris

Mitchell:

> > It's a GOOD thing.

>

 

 

 

 

 

 

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