NEWBIES/ BEGINNERS/ FIRST TIMERS

[Guest guest]

WHAT THE HELL AM I DOING HERE?

 

Welcome from a fellow newbie- if you are here you are suppose to be

here – your kundalini (k) led you here to follow chrism and his open,

loving, service oriented method of awakening KUNDALINI. This site

and the discussions can be intimidating, scary and cause one to

ask " What the hell am I doing here? " chrism would say – no worries,

no problems!

And he is 100%correct. I have only been here for a few weeks and in

that time I have learned many things and have many more questions. I

want to assure you there is a reason for you being here and a reason

for all that is to be followed.

 

The group that is very verbal on the list have all been moving at

rapid speed it seems to me – they are way out ahead of most mortals

in their path- at least that is how it seems to a newbie. When they

talk about astral surfing(OBE), dismemberment ( a necessary process-

not a literal dismemberment but a repositioning of your body make up –

not body parts, vivid dreams, super duper meditations with all this

insight, interpreting of these- well to be frank – it scares the

beegeebies out of me – then to read about demons on earth and in the

astral space – well it takes one with some big kahunas to stay on

this path – but please – stay right here – as a newbie/ beginner we

are not there yet – some of us anyway – everyone moves at a different

pace – " slow is good " according to chrism.

So read about these and repeat the mantra- " I am not afraid " that is

what I do – keep the end in sight – the paths are all different – we

will all experience differently and some things we will all

experience. Just take one day at a time and follow the safeties…

 

**Safeties- these are just what it says – safeties to keep you safe

as you follow the path of k. chrism has garnered this method of

passage from many readings. When he says to practice them daily – ok

what does this mean? I read and reread them and they made no sense

to me – I knew I was honest, loving, said thank you, was a trusting

person – so what does it mean to follow these daily?

 

There are the physical safeties that are easily understood- tongue

up – fingers locked- eyes up – the food listed – lots of water –

exercise-movement –(dance is listed – I exercise in the pool and do

yoga (20 minutes in the morning) walking is good – belly dancing is

my next months play.

 

**The Tibetans – I do the exercises TE so far – am not strong enough

for the TB5- I have done T1 can spin about 3 times then am sitting in

a chair while the world spins about – so what you can – even it is

only one of each – that is something – mix them up – I now do the 2nd

Tibetan – otherwise I do the exercises. Eventually I assume I will

be doing the TB5 the 21 times – in my dreams!!!

 

**Forgiveness- the biggy for most – make a list of who you need to

forgive, and who needs to forgive you – you will work on this list

and it will change as you remember more and more people that you have

hurt- and oh yes – you need to forgive yourself (big one here)

One of the members suggested this:

1 picture the person you need to forgive –

2 ask yourself " what have I learned from you? "

3 state " you have taught me… "

4 say to this person: " I forgive you/I release you/go in peace "

 

There are other ways find your way =what works for you – do maybe 3-

4 /day

 

**Recapitulation- we are all here together on the earth - we need to

feel tolerant towards all – this and forgiveness are the basis for

all the rest -

 

**Inner joy – think of a moment when you felt extremely happy – as

chrism says write post notes so that you can think of this moment of

joy when something bad happens – like dropping the mail, a birds

shits on your head, the car will not start- all very frustrating

times BUT if you turn each negative moment into an inner joy moment

you become that moment – so what if a bird shits on you – you are

washable – the car can be towed, etc.

You are alive – you are on a beautiful path – you got it going…

 

**Trust – this is not trusting your fellow man/woman – it is trusting

your inner k that you will be taken care of – that all will go as

planned – that you are doing the right thing

 

**Surrender – another biggy – you are not surrendering to chrism or a

group – you are surrendering to the inner goddess/god – to your k –

if you feel worried or scared you can just say the mantra – " I

surrender-I surrender " it actually works – you will read about this

in terms of having pain or bad dreams or visitors whatever – " I

surrender " powerful words

 

**Honesty – believe that what you are doing is right – be honest with

yourself – you are doing what is best for you- this is your path –

 

**Love – oh yes – where would we be with out love? Love is the basis

for all the universal consciousness – you need to love what is

happening – love the fact that you are brave enough to accept this

path – love yourself – your inner goddess/god the love will emulate

from you-

 

**Gratitude- be thankful for the k – be thankful for your path – be

thankful for the opportunity to work with chrism and this community

in this love based method to

awaken k – " I am blessed " that is the mantra I use

 

**Prayer – all we do can be offered as a prayer – each day is a new

prayer of all the above safeties – I read from two meditations books –

one called `the goddess companion " another a daily book – each

offers a quote and then a reading – I am not used to praying so this

is a good way for me to prayer. BUT as I said each day is a prayer

in action .

 

**Meditation- another hard one for many newbies – I had only

meditated in yoga classes never really on my own – I try but it is

hard so I am taking a class that offers tips on meditating. For me

to sit and quiet my mind is torture although I am starting to really

get into being still. The problem is finding a quiet place for me –

but I am learning to tune it out. Soooo all the safeties can be

brought out during this time or just clear your mind and see what

happens. As a beginner you may not have all the neat and unusual

things the group presents. That is ok – your meditation is yours –

you do not have to have fabulous insights or wild moments – accept

what comes to you – if it is just sitting quietly then that is what

you need –

 

**Scatterfields- find the definition on the list but my understanding

is this is a protection layer of energy sent by chrism to all those

who are participating in shaktipat. If you sign up and chrism

aggress you are ready – this event takes place 4x's/year during the

equinox. Scatterfields are sent out a few days before and left in

place a few days after the event to help ease the journey of k.

 

**Shaktipat- a one week time when chrism goes into his bliss state

and uses the energy to guide/assist those in shaktipat to easier

awaken the k – this is a wonderful gift that chrism offers us – with

his help and guidance we are guided safely through what can be a very

difficult and dangerous journey. The virgin group is open for those

going thru this – there will be lost of questions all are valid –

there will be lots of help – those who have experienced the shaktipat

often go through it again and the seasoned k's will help answer ?'s-

 

**K buddies- this is a new group where the seasoned k's mentor a

newbie – if you are new I suggest you get a mentor if chrism ok's it –

some of us have to work on safeties first – do not be discouraged if

you seem to be out in left field from the others- each of us has a

path to follow – trust chrism to know what is best for you- trust

your k knows what is best.

This does not mean that you can not question chrism – this is your

path – if you disagree with something he suggests – talk with him

about it. If the suggestion does no feel right to you – discuss it.

Each of us is unique-we each have different needs. chrism is very

good at deciphering our needs yet you know yourself better than

anyone. is not on an EGO trip here – he wants what is best

for you. At times you may need to tell him what that is- trust your

inner k.

 

Ok these are my thoughts – my take on things – if you have questions

be trusting enough to ask them – the group may appear intimidating

but they are all very nice folks on their path just as you are.

Hopefully I will meet some of you next shaktipat and if you want to

share with me – please do –

 

 

 

***Here is a list of the five groups I have found so far. All are

listed on the group one site under " links " To join any of these

groups you need to request to join. I think the second and first

listing is open to the public but I have been to so many places I

forget.

chrism monitors all the groups – he is always there – no worries…

 

 

http://www.kundaliniawakeningsystems1.com/index.html

main site – has lots of information – read slowly and not all at

once – when a word comes up it will probably be found here

 

http://www.kundaliniawakeningseminars.com/home.html

access to two of the groups

 

**group one – the main group – open to all

**group two – a healing group open to those interested in healing

 

http://health.Kundalini-Virgins/

group for those going thru Shaktipat( 4 times/year )

 

Kundalini-the-Holy-Fire-of-Christ

Holy fire of Christ group

 

-tantra

read the description under " links " at the group one site

[Guest guest]

Great summary!! It is also a good reminder! Thank you again!

 

Love and Blessings!

 

Scott

 

 

 

[Guest guest]

That was really superb, thanks so much for writing

that.

God bless,

Elektra x x x

 

 

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