APOLOGY TO LAURA - Magic and other systems mixing here

[Guest guest]

Melissa,

 

Please don't apologize for offering your support. I am really greatful for

both your referral as well as the process it encouraged in continuing to

navigate and clarify my healing directions - you supported me twice in

this. Also, even though I understand chrism's warning, reading a site put

together by someone who understands the astral continued to strengthen me

normalizing myself.

 

That's what I got from your referral.

 

I could not have survived to this point without people's prayers and help.

Thank you so much,

Laura

 

 

 

On 10/12/07, Melissa <mm7810 wrote:

>

> Dear Laura -

>

> Deep apologies to you for bringing up Nita. I just felt so bad for

> you and wanted to offer help. I would like to send a prayer for

> you if that is okay. I do send my love and best wishes always.

>

> In Love and Deep Respect,

>

> Melissa

> --- In

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> " L K "

> <spacegypsie wrote:

> >

> > Thanks chrism for your soothing intention, your words, your

> support. It

> > pained me to read about your experience - and I also felt your deep

> > understanding within it - strange combination.

> >

> > This meant alot.

> >

> > Each communication, you have helped me continue to reclaim my

> power, step

> > out of this victimizing me, remember who I am, and know that I am

> right

> > where I need to be, in the right body.

> >

> > Saying there is always an exit....thank the DIVINE UNIVERSE!

> >

> > I do believe you now. A few months ago, I wanted to believe it,

> now I am

> > trying to arrive at knowing and feeling it.

> >

> > Thanks for creating such a safe and supportive space to grow

> > .

> > And thanks to the list for holding space for me so many times about

> > this...it really does and has made a huge difference for me to be

> able to

> > seek refuge here. I am looking forward to the time I can share

> here, and

> > not have 1 word to write about entities.

> >

> > Wishing everyone very great peace,

> > Laura

> >

> >

> >

> >

> > On 10/11/07, chrism <> wrote:

> > >

> > > I am not a magician or a sorcerer or a warlock. I do not

> > > practice " magic " in any form. Magic is, in many cases, equal to

> ego.

> > > To control another human without their choice. Casting spells to

> > > avoid personal physical and emotional labor. Self aggrandizement

> for

> > > the control of others. etc.

> > >

> > > Not all of it is bad and I am not saying that. I am saying that

> it

> > > is festooned with temptation that most of its practitioners

> succumb

> > > to. That it is not of " this " path as described and practiced

> here.

> > >

> > > Of course it is of your free will to investigate these areas and

> if

> > > you feel pulled to do so please take it off of this list. This is

> > > about " Kundalini " here. The safeties and a safe nurturing of a

> flow.

> > > Very different from what Laura experienced.

> > >

> > > I have not attempted to strip Laura of her Kundalini flow. Not

> even

> > > sure that I can or would be allowed to. No accidents right? She

> is

> > > in the middle of a difficult process but it is her process! She

> made

> > > choices, knowing or not, that placed her into these areas. There

> is

> > > goodness coming out of this pain but when it is your pain it can

> be

> > > very difficult to perceive.

> > >

> > > My activation was very similar. I was forced by entities to

> watch my

> > > sister being beaten and raped. Then asked if I was with them or

> > > against them. Same with my mother. I tried to intervene but was

> then

> > > taken to have my feet burned in an open fire. I know what this is

> > > like and there are many more examples that I will not relate.

> > >

> > > This doesn't happen here on this list, this group. If it can be

> > > helped and is why this group exists at all. My hardships into

> your

> > > happiness. That is the service.

> > >

> > > If people follow the protocols.

> > >

> > > Doesn't mean you won't have visions or experiences but it does

> mean

> > > you will have knowledge and information of an experiential

> quality

> > > to draw from and put into practice. You will reap what you so

> here.

> > > It does mean you will be surrounded by loving fellow travelers

> that

> > > are not interested in domination or power over you. This is a

> safe

> > > place.

> > >

> > > Kundalini can be very difficult without throwing in other systems

> > > that are often counter to what is taught here. I know the

> intention

> > > was to be of service and helpful and this is good. I have also

> asked

> > > members not to mix in other systems and I ask this again.

> > >

> > > Laura will survive to tell the tales. She will come out of this

> > > very strong and able to help others. Some things need to be

> > > experienced. There is always an exit. I found this out. Hell is

> not

> > > forever.

> > >

> > > Laura can be helped but perhaps that help doesn't mean taking

> away

> > > the experience. It is still too soon to know what developments

> are

> > > in store for her in the future. There are other options. -

> > >

> > >

> > >

> > >

> >

> >

> >