APOLOGY TO LAURA - Magic and other systems mixing here

[Guest guest]

Dear Laura -

 

Deep apologies to you for bringing up Nita. I just felt so bad for

you and wanted to offer help. I would like to send a prayer for

you if that is okay. I do send my love and best wishes always.

 

In Love and Deep Respect,

 

Melissa

, " L K "

<spacegypsie wrote:

>

> Thanks chrism for your soothing intention, your words, your

support. It

> pained me to read about your experience - and I also felt your deep

> understanding within it - strange combination.

>

> This meant alot.

>

> Each communication, you have helped me continue to reclaim my

power, step

> out of this victimizing me, remember who I am, and know that I am

right

> where I need to be, in the right body.

>

> Saying there is always an exit....thank the DIVINE UNIVERSE!

>

> I do believe you now. A few months ago, I wanted to believe it,

now I am

> trying to arrive at knowing and feeling it.

>

> Thanks for creating such a safe and supportive space to grow

> .

> And thanks to the list for holding space for me so many times about

> this...it really does and has made a huge difference for me to be

able to

> seek refuge here. I am looking forward to the time I can share

here, and

> not have 1 word to write about entities.

>

> Wishing everyone very great peace,

> Laura

>

>

>

>

> On 10/11/07, chrism <> wrote:

> >

> > I am not a magician or a sorcerer or a warlock. I do not

> > practice " magic " in any form. Magic is, in many cases, equal to

ego.

> > To control another human without their choice. Casting spells to

> > avoid personal physical and emotional labor. Self aggrandizement

for

> > the control of others. etc.

> >

> > Not all of it is bad and I am not saying that. I am saying that

it

> > is festooned with temptation that most of its practitioners

succumb

> > to. That it is not of " this " path as described and practiced

here.

> >

> > Of course it is of your free will to investigate these areas and

if

> > you feel pulled to do so please take it off of this list. This is

> > about " Kundalini " here. The safeties and a safe nurturing of a

flow.

> > Very different from what Laura experienced.

> >

> > I have not attempted to strip Laura of her Kundalini flow. Not

even

> > sure that I can or would be allowed to. No accidents right? She

is

> > in the middle of a difficult process but it is her process! She

made

> > choices, knowing or not, that placed her into these areas. There

is

> > goodness coming out of this pain but when it is your pain it can

be

> > very difficult to perceive.

> >

> > My activation was very similar. I was forced by entities to

watch my

> > sister being beaten and raped. Then asked if I was with them or

> > against them. Same with my mother. I tried to intervene but was

then

> > taken to have my feet burned in an open fire. I know what this is

> > like and there are many more examples that I will not relate.

> >

> > This doesn't happen here on this list, this group. If it can be

> > helped and is why this group exists at all. My hardships into

your

> > happiness. That is the service.

> >

> > If people follow the protocols.

> >

> > Doesn't mean you won't have visions or experiences but it does

mean

> > you will have knowledge and information of an experiential

quality

> > to draw from and put into practice. You will reap what you so

here.

> > It does mean you will be surrounded by loving fellow travelers

that

> > are not interested in domination or power over you. This is a

safe

> > place.

> >

> > Kundalini can be very difficult without throwing in other systems

> > that are often counter to what is taught here. I know the

intention

> > was to be of service and helpful and this is good. I have also

asked

> > members not to mix in other systems and I ask this again.

> >

> > Laura will survive to tell the tales. She will come out of this

> > very strong and able to help others. Some things need to be

> > experienced. There is always an exit. I found this out. Hell is

not

> > forever.

> >

> > Laura can be helped but perhaps that help doesn't mean taking

away

> > the experience. It is still too soon to know what developments

are

> > in store for her in the future. There are other options. -

> >

> >

> >

> >

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