Entities Again...: )

[Guest guest]

Hi again,

 

Well I had read over all the posts about my questions on the issue of

the entities. Sorry that I am not responding to each person that

responded, I have just gone through the messages for about 10 minutes

and still have not found the posts, although i did read them over

yesterday on a digest. Thanks for your thoughts on this issue.

 

I waited to respond since the whole issue had me so upset that I

couldn't sleep very well that evening and was not right inside, I had

to get my vibrations a little higher...

 

Anyway, the thing for me after reading what everyone had to say is

that -- ChrisM -- you mentioned that they just feel like cobwebs to

you -- and that they are not more powerful than us. The issue I have

and I hope this will be heard is that -- they don't feel like cobwebs

to me -- when they are around -- their negativity effects me so

greatly -- really I am not functional. I am a homemaker at this point

in time and thank God because I wouldn't be able to hold down a job if

I had to experience what I do -- and constantly live with it, in not

doing anything about it. I become very ill -- from the negativity --

and last time as I mentioned my dog did also from my vibes. They feel

like they go into me and all I feel is their vibes. I have this

problem anyway, I don't really like to talk too much about what I

experience but I am extremely sensitive and just on Friday, my DH and

I are living in separate states right now as we are moving -- I am

finishing the packing this week and this will be the last week for me

here. Anyway on Friday I felt his vibes as I do every day so much that

I said to him, I almost wonder who I am anymore since I feel you so

much that it is like I am you. Well that is what happens when the

entities are around. I have in the past asking they leave in the name

of God, Jesus etc. with no changes, tried so hard inside to not let

their vibes into me -- and they always succeeded. So what to do? Also

this last time abt. 1 week ago, I was sleeping in the living room and

one came around, I can feel their energy go into my aura. This time I

heard a whooshing sound -- I feel them. Then it was like they try and

take over my thinking a picture of someone's office came into my mind

and they tried to make me see this very forceably. Chris this is my

experience and I need to know what to do in order to prevent myself

from the state that I get into when I am around them. Honestly I

think over a long period and the one we had when we first moved here

-- I didn't believe in entities or the astral realm anything like that

that was here and I tested myself over 6 months because it was hard

for me to believe. It never left on its own accord etc. My DH is

living in our new place, there has been so much entity activity there,

and it is an old home, that it has just been so hard to deal with, I

was living there for a few months until this home sold.

 

I think I could work myself out of fear and get used to seeing them

if only that would happen, I only feel them and their thoughts etc.,

the first one was threatening me to kill me etc. Just this is a big

issue for me and I know that I would be very ill if they were around

for a length of time. How do I deal with this, if I don't have them

cleared or try to prevent them from being around?

Just wondering too, when we die do we have to deal with them, ChrisM

what is your understanding about this? I just feel so bad if my

relatives are stuck in dealing with this or a problem with it, or

anyone on that account.

 

Thanks for your patience in dealing with my concerns and questions.

Thanks everyone! : ) Christine

[Guest guest]

Hi Christine,

 

I just want to offer my support to you. As chrism and the list can testify,

I have had a really hellish year with entities. It came out of the blue,

and has been so invasive and painful, that I had to go on leave from all my

jobs, get on disability, and stay out of the hopital.

 

I share this to let you know that it can be brutal, painful, invasive, and

you are not alone.

It is changing slowly for me, but it IS changing.

I am experiencing less, coming out of the trauma this caused, and finding my

faith and tools to bring transformation...until they are just cobwebs if

they are anything at all to me.

 

I can really relate to what you are saying. I didn't know about the astral

plane until I got invaded by it in January. Also, the entities tried to

take over my mind and body entirely, and they also tried to murder me anyway

they could (every system of my body). It was really invasive and really

scary. They did not succeed.

 

I am not through this yet (they are not gone), so I can't totally offer you

a " what worked " guide, and my prayers too seemed ineffective...but they are

building over time, i have noticed that my prayers and those of others keep

changing it, it is just not a one time thing. I think everything proactive

I am doing to support myself, get grounded, love myself, move from fear to

self-love and love for others/the world, and all of my prayers are adding up

over time and changing things.

 

I hope your process is much faster than mine. I wouldn't wish this hell on

anyone.

It also made me scared for my loved ones facing the bardos, but I don't

think that everyone goes through things as acutely.

 

However, I do know that if I can handle my worst nightmare for this length

of time (which wasn't even my worst nightmare, i could never have imagined

this to fear it)...then my loved ones are strong enough too, and nothing is

permanent, and they will come out the other side wiser and stronger.

 

I wish you peace and to be left alone.

I pray that they leave you ALONE.

 

Peace,

Laura

 

 

 

 

On 10/14/07, mytussiemussies <c-wood61 wrote:

>

>

> Hi again,

>

> Well I had read over all the posts about my questions on the issue of

> the entities. Sorry that I am not responding to each person that

> responded, I have just gone through the messages for about 10 minutes

> and still have not found the posts, although i did read them over

> yesterday on a digest. Thanks for your thoughts on this issue.

>

> I waited to respond since the whole issue had me so upset that I

> couldn't sleep very well that evening and was not right inside, I had

> to get my vibrations a little higher...

>

> Anyway, the thing for me after reading what everyone had to say is

> that -- ChrisM -- you mentioned that they just feel like cobwebs to

> you -- and that they are not more powerful than us. The issue I have

> and I hope this will be heard is that -- they don't feel like cobwebs

> to me -- when they are around -- their negativity effects me so

> greatly -- really I am not functional. I am a homemaker at this point

> in time and thank God because I wouldn't be able to hold down a job if

> I had to experience what I do -- and constantly live with it, in not

> doing anything about it. I become very ill -- from the negativity --

> and last time as I mentioned my dog did also from my vibes. They feel

> like they go into me and all I feel is their vibes. I have this

> problem anyway, I don't really like to talk too much about what I

> experience but I am extremely sensitive and just on Friday, my DH and

> I are living in separate states right now as we are moving -- I am

> finishing the packing this week and this will be the last week for me

> here. Anyway on Friday I felt his vibes as I do every day so much that

> I said to him, I almost wonder who I am anymore since I feel you so

> much that it is like I am you. Well that is what happens when the

> entities are around. I have in the past asking they leave in the name

> of God, Jesus etc. with no changes, tried so hard inside to not let

> their vibes into me -- and they always succeeded. So what to do? Also

> this last time abt. 1 week ago, I was sleeping in the living room and

> one came around, I can feel their energy go into my aura. This time I

> heard a whooshing sound -- I feel them. Then it was like they try and

> take over my thinking a picture of someone's office came into my mind

> and they tried to make me see this very forceably. Chris this is my

> experience and I need to know what to do in order to prevent myself

> from the state that I get into when I am around them. Honestly I

> think over a long period and the one we had when we first moved here

> -- I didn't believe in entities or the astral realm anything like that

> that was here and I tested myself over 6 months because it was hard

> for me to believe. It never left on its own accord etc. My DH is

> living in our new place, there has been so much entity activity there,

> and it is an old home, that it has just been so hard to deal with, I

> was living there for a few months until this home sold.

>

> I think I could work myself out of fear and get used to seeing them

> if only that would happen, I only feel them and their thoughts etc.,

> the first one was threatening me to kill me etc. Just this is a big

> issue for me and I know that I would be very ill if they were around

> for a length of time. How do I deal with this, if I don't have them

> cleared or try to prevent them from being around?

> Just wondering too, when we die do we have to deal with them, ChrisM

> what is your understanding about this? I just feel so bad if my

> relatives are stuck in dealing with this or a problem with it, or

> anyone on that account.

>

> Thanks for your patience in dealing with my concerns and questions.

> Thanks everyone! : ) Christine

>

>

>