Hi again Linda...

[Guest guest]

Hey Linda,

 

How's thing going for you today -- hope somewhat better!!!

 

Have been thinking of you and hope that you are finding some way out

of your situation!!!!!

 

: ) Christine

[Guest guest]

Thanks for your concern, Christine. The way you describe your

experience, resonates a lot with me. I have good days and bad. If it

were not for my strong relationship, with Christ I would have probable

been done in for long ago. I get so tired of feeling sick so much, and

since it is not anything medically wrong, I take it is something the

entity is putting on me. I will not give into to whatever it/they

desire of me even if it means my physical death. Ben Hangin, thinks

because of what I have been through and the dreams and such that I have

posted that I possibly was destined to be a shaman. I have not desire

whatsoever to go that path. If that is so, it would be because I was

being force to, not because I want it. I will continue to resist by

staying centered in Christ. I have figured out that when I go on fasts,

they attack more fiercely.

 

I will pray for you Christine, that you will be able to

overcome " their " plans for you.

 

Linda

 

, " mytussiemussies "

<c-wood61 wrote:

>

>

> Hey Linda,

>

> How's thing going for you today -- hope somewhat better!!!

>

> Have been thinking of you and hope that you are finding some way out

> of your situation!!!!!

>

> : ) Christine

>

[Guest guest]

Hi again Linda,

 

Glad to hear from you and that your do have some good days: )))).

Glad that you have your strong relationship with Christ to hold onto

while you go through this: ))))). I can totally relate to what you are

going through and understand that the medical will never comprehend

what you are going through.

 

I cannot link myself to you energetically right now as I think they

will sense me and then come for a visit. I am going to ask my DH to

pray for you, just that -- if want him to send you positive energy I

will ask him to -- only that. He does the clearing for me, when I do

it -- it isn't all that effective sometimes it is, but w/him doing it

and he isn't into the spiritual life as much etc. but does not fear

nor feel them.

 

I do not ever think of any plans they have for anyone, the thing that

got me interested in K. is the person that is buying my home, their

Dad had a K. experience and is an amazing healer and has amazing

energy. He told me to never think of them, and to never think of what

I don't want, only what I do want, since it makes an energetic link etc.

 

Keep letting us know how you are I would like to just know that you

are okay -- just a thought and of course you would have to check it

out with what you are doing with ChrisM but since you are Christ

centered -- have you considered putting yourself on a prayer list? At

one time I needed help for someone and found a website that had tons

of links for prayer chains, i put this someone on a lot of chains and

lots of prayers were being said for them...just a thought that may be

something for you?

 

P.S. I never used to believe in the Astral plane but someone I do feel

is Mother Teresa, can you ask for her help? She has helped me at

times...another thought

 

P.S.S. At first I thought I was attracting the entities because I was

negative, then David Furlong's theory was that I was trying to be too

positive and their neg. energy was a balancing thing -- I don't

believe any of that any more. That was very hard for me to think I

was attracting them to myself! Also recently read a book on Saint

Teresa of Avila -- her private notes...she also at times had

" encounters " so this gave me a great peace of mind...just sharing

with you...

 

Best wishes -- keep posting to let us know how you are!!!

 

: ) Christine

 

 

 

 

 

, " Linda "

<crazycats711 wrote:

>

> Thanks for your concern, Christine. The way you describe your

> experience, resonates a lot with me. I have good days and bad. If it

> were not for my strong relationship, with Christ I would have probable

> been done in for long ago. I get so tired of feeling sick so much, and

> since it is not anything medically wrong, I take it is something the

> entity is putting on me. I will not give into to whatever it/they

> desire of me even if it means my physical death. Ben Hangin, thinks

> because of what I have been through and the dreams and such that I have

> posted that I possibly was destined to be a shaman. I have not desire

> whatsoever to go that path. If that is so, it would be because I was

> being force to, not because I want it. I will continue to resist by

> staying centered in Christ. I have figured out that when I go on fasts,

> they attack more fiercely.

>

> I will pray for you Christine, that you will be able to

> overcome " their " plans for you.

>

> Linda

>

> , " mytussiemussies "

> <c-wood61@> wrote:

> >

> >

> > Hey Linda,

> >

> > How's thing going for you today -- hope somewhat better!!!

> >

> > Have been thinking of you and hope that you are finding some way out

> > of your situation!!!!!

> >

> > : ) Christine

> >

>

[Guest guest]

, " Linda "

<crazycats711 wrote:

>

> Thanks for your concern, Christine. The way you describe your

> experience, resonates a lot with me. I have good days and bad. If it

> were not for my strong relationship, with Christ I would have probable

> been done in for long ago. I get so tired of feeling sick so much, and

> since it is not anything medically wrong, I take it is something the

> entity is putting on me. I will not give into to whatever it/they

> desire of me even if it means my physical death. Ben Hangin, thinks

> because of what I have been through and the dreams and such that I have

> posted that I possibly was destined to be a shaman. I have not desire

> whatsoever to go that path. If that is so, it would be because I was

> being force to, not because I want it. I will continue to resist by

> staying centered in Christ. I have figured out that when I go on fasts,

> they attack more fiercely.

>

> I will pray for you Christine, that you will be able to

> overcome " their " plans for you.

>

> Linda

>

 

Just a possibility Linda, these days I’m not too positive about too

many things. But from what you have said it sounds like an integration

process.

 

Oh BTW where is that other thread you mentioned, I missed it somehow.

[Guest guest]

Christine, thanks for being concerned about me.

 

I do not know what DH stands for, but no, I don't want him doing

anything. I do not want to have anything to do with magic or ritual

stuff or channeling or any of that type of thing. From what Chrism

has written to you, my consulting a medium back there in my past

could be what open the door for them in the first place, I suppose.

Also, my involvement in an esoteric occult thing, kind of like

Freemasonery, where I had taken some oaths, not to mention playing

with an ouija board in my younger years. Of course when I became a

Christian, I renounced and I turned from all that. I did have some

dealings with an ouija since becoming a christian, but I paid for

that dearly. A lot of forgiving of myself had to be done there. I

should have been strong and stuck to my convictions, but I did not. I

gave in and it resulted in my best friend eventually committing

suicide.

 

I cannot say, that had anything to do with my health problem, for I

had that even before meeting that friend. Right before, I began

having the health problem, I played a part in a christian play of a

very sick woman. I put my all into playing that part, and it was like

I became that woman. I did seek Christian prayer and was even a

member of the prayer circle at the time. When I finally got up enough

nerve one night to ask for prayer for myself from the leaders of this

prayer group, they began praying for me and then just stopped and

looked strangely at each other after a little bit. They did not say

anything else, just turned from me. It was like I was rejected. I

never went back, nor did I ever go back to church after that. Not one

person of the prayer group or church even bother to call me up and

ask what's wrong. It was like I never existed to them.

 

As far as the entity thing, I have had paranormal stuff happening

since way back, even as a child. I never felt sickness of any kind

the whole time growing up. I did not have childhood diseases or even

a cold. I got sick for the first time when I was 18. I was sick from

Friday afternoon until Sunday evening late. So sick and weak I did

not get out of bed except to go to the bathroom. But I had to stop

and rest every few feet and would take me forever to get there and

then back to bed. The whole time I was sick there was this black

rolling darkness, that was trying to take over me. That whole weekend

not one family member came to see about me or ask what's wrong. I am

pretty sure I was running a high fever. It was all so weird. My

little sister came in on Sunday night and asked me if I would like

for her to bring me a glass of tea. I said yes. After drinking the

tea the sickness left, just as fast as it came on. I got up and went

to school the next morning. It all seemed like a dream, like it

didn't really happen somehow. After that I got colds and viruses that

went around just like normal people, but maybe not so often, just

once in a while. I have not had a cold now for years. I cannot

remember the last time I had one. I did get sick, if you could call

it sick, about a month after having my appendix removed. I just had a

dry cough, I could not get rid of. It lasted about 2 months, but I

did not feel ill from it. I think that might have been caused by chem-

trails. There was a strange smell in the air that afternoon when it

begain and I had a hard time breathing on my walk because of it. We

had been having lots of the chem-trails for months prior, but they

were high up and I did not smell them. Walking everyday, I watched

the sky and would see them forming. A few times, I saw this long

thing, if the sun caught it just right. When it was finished putting

out the chem-trail, it would explode, but it was a silent explosion.

Kind of like fireworks, but with no sound.

 

Anyways, back to the subject. I am sure there are people here on the

forum who pray for me. I do trust all of the ones here and would not

want just anyone praying for me. Just being here and following the

safeties has helped more so than anything. I do not feel I need

anything else or anything from anyone outside this group. I am happy

with the way things are going for me now. I do practice the inner

joy. Anytime I start to think in a negative way, I change my thinking

to something of a positive nature. It is just a matter of staying on

guard of what one is thinking and feeling. Most of the negative

things happen while in the dream state now. I don't seem to have much

awareness in the dream state anymore. I not remembering them much,

but usually know when I have had a " bad " one, by the way I feel when

I wake up.

 

Night before last I dreamed I was in the house I grew up in. One of

my sisters came over and woke me up telling me that my older sister

had seen a neg in the living room. She then went over to the door and

peeked into the living room and then rushed back over to where I was

with a frighten look on her face and said it was in there now. I sat

up in bed and was starting to get up when we heard my little sister

scream out in terror and the neg was now in her bedroom and was

frightening her. I jumped up and ran to her room and ordered the neg

to leave and not to ever bother her again. As I was saying the words,

I woke up and the words were coming from me physically. I guess you

could say I was talking in my sleep, but the words were coming out

distorted, like in slow motion. I am not for sure if that was a dream

or if I was back in time in an OBE. If it is a dream, I do not know

how to interpert it.

 

All I want for now is just to stick with doing the safeties and

Tibetans and take part in the Shaktipats and see what developes. I do

keep my mind off the entities as much as possible. They have been

coming up a lot in the discussions here, so it's a little hard to

do, but it good to read what others are going through and how they

are handling their problems with them. Just little subtle things

that happen, one doesn't know if it's their imagination or real.

 

Linda

 

 

 

 

Kundalini-Awakening-Systems-

1 , " mytussiemussies " <c-wood61 wrote:

>

>

>

> Hi again Linda,

>

> Glad to hear from you and that your do have some good days: )))).

> Glad that you have your strong relationship with Christ to hold onto

> while you go through this: ))))). I can totally relate to what you

are

> going through and understand that the medical will never comprehend

> what you are going through.

>

> I cannot link myself to you energetically right now as I think they

> will sense me and then come for a visit. I am going to ask my DH to

> pray for you, just that -- if want him to send you positive energy I

> will ask him to -- only that. He does the clearing for me, when I

do

> it -- it isn't all that effective sometimes it is, but w/him doing

it

> and he isn't into the spiritual life as much etc. but does not fear

> nor feel them.

>

> I do not ever think of any plans they have for anyone, the thing

that

> got me interested in K. is the person that is buying my home, their

> Dad had a K. experience and is an amazing healer and has amazing

> energy. He told me to never think of them, and to never think of

what

> I don't want, only what I do want, since it makes an energetic link

etc.

>

> Keep letting us know how you are I would like to just know that you

> are okay -- just a thought and of course you would have to check it

> out with what you are doing with ChrisM but since you are Christ

> centered -- have you considered putting yourself on a prayer list?

At

> one time I needed help for someone and found a website that had tons

> of links for prayer chains, i put this someone on a lot of chains

and

> lots of prayers were being said for them...just a thought that may

be

> something for you?

>

> P.S. I never used to believe in the Astral plane but someone I do

feel

> is Mother Teresa, can you ask for her help? She has helped me at

> times...another thought

>

> P.S.S. At first I thought I was attracting the entities because I

was

> negative, then David Furlong's theory was that I was trying to be

too

> positive and their neg. energy was a balancing thing -- I don't

> believe any of that any more. That was very hard for me to think I

> was attracting them to myself! Also recently read a book on Saint

> Teresa of Avila -- her private notes...she also at times had

> " encounters " so this gave me a great peace of mind...just sharing

> with you...

>

> Best wishes -- keep posting to let us know how you are!!!

>

> : ) Christine

>