Dismemberment process, succubus attacks, or what? -

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Hello Chrism,

I've been quite unnerved after the dreams I had last night, do you

have any idea what's going on?

 

Dream 1:

 

An irresponsible and reckless friend is planning to smoke five

spliffs at once. They hover weightlessly in formation in front of

him, and his head becomes a cross section, revealing the airways and

brain centers that will be involved. 15 inches directly in front of

his gaze is another hovering presence, which appears slightly unreal

(as if computer generated) and is a subset of the features of a face,

a disembodied configuration of brow muscles, eyes and possibly a

nose. This maintains its positional relationship with his head

exactly as he moves. The situation doesn't feel safe. He inhales

and exhales, and is instantly ashen white. He says something

like " well that wasn't a very good idea at all " , but no-one nearby

can hear him any more - he is lost and lapses into coma. I can hear

however, as I'm inside his opened head. The voice I hear has become

metallic and transcendently non-dreamlike, but can't tell if it comes

from him or the floating presence, or whether it is actually body

parts or some other entity.

 

Dream 2 (later in the same sleep cycle):

 

At the tail end of a dream involving repeatedly failing to sit next

to a work colleague on long row of full sofas, I happen to glance

down at my chest, which is uncovered. Incredibly vividly and with

horror, I see an unidentified fleshy sausage that seems to be part of

me stretching from the top of my trousers across my belly to the mid-

left, where it terminates in a twist and a deep and ugly curving red

penetrating wound in my stomach. As I watch (and feel, it is

intensely energetic), the sausage yanks and strains to move outward

from my gut, stretching the surrounding skin four or five inches into

the air as it attempts to do so. Suddenly, another taut length of

thrashing flesh is apparent, rooted higher to the left and attached

to the end of the first, causing a larger triangular segment of my

torso to flail and flap around in the air. Maybe this animated flesh

is part of my intestine, maybe not, I can't tell, it's both inside

and outside my body boundaries simultaneously. I wake up in panic,

but the sensation doesn't relent greatly. There is a pronounced

fluctuation in the whole area and a minute of great stomach churning

on both sides, also a period of gentle pre-OBE-style vibrations

(which nothing came of). The affected area is an inch or two lower

than the navel, and still feels a little odd many hours later.

 

As I wrote in the OBE list recently, I had a fairly similar strong

stomach-distorting experience before many months ago, but this was

basically about human meat, far more graphic and nightmarish, and

persisted. The sensations afterwards at one point seemed loosely

similar to...

 

Dream 3 (yesterday):

 

I'm cutting my son out of a bush when I realize there's a plate-sized

stone sphere slightly left of center in my stomach. I wake up. The

sphere remains, and is rattling furiously, feeling very like the

activation in my first chakra a year ago, only higher. In some sense

it's in the center of a large tube extending a meter in front and

behind of me. There is a wide whitish filtering, vapourizing effect

all around the area (maybe as large as the bush), which is much more

pleasant. It lasts about two minutes.

 

I woke to the sensations of orgasm the night before that as well, so

there's a lot going on in the neighbourhood of the two-and-a-halfth

chakra this week. I'm hoping all this points to a positive

dismemberment thing, but am very cautious about surrendering in case

it's actually a negative entity responsible, as I've heard giving one

of those carte blanche is horrendously unwise. What you do think?

Tom