Entities Again/reply to Laura

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Thanks so much Laura for taking the time to write and share your

experiences -- it does help a lot!!! I am going to write more in a

little bit, I've been online a really long time and have to get

offline now, but did want to say thanks and I will write more later! :

) Christine

 

 

 

 

, " L K "

<spacegypsie wrote:

>

> Hi Christine,

>

> I just want to offer my support to you. As chrism and the list can

testify,

> I have had a really hellish year with entities. It came out of the

blue,

> and has been so invasive and painful, that I had to go on leave from

all my

> jobs, get on disability, and stay out of the hopital.

>

> I share this to let you know that it can be brutal, painful,

invasive, and

> you are not alone.

> It is changing slowly for me, but it IS changing.

> I am experiencing less, coming out of the trauma this caused, and

finding my

> faith and tools to bring transformation...until they are just cobwebs if

> they are anything at all to me.

>

> I can really relate to what you are saying. I didn't know about the

astral

> plane until I got invaded by it in January. Also, the entities tried to

> take over my mind and body entirely, and they also tried to murder

me anyway

> they could (every system of my body). It was really invasive and really

> scary. They did not succeed.

>

> I am not through this yet (they are not gone), so I can't totally

offer you

> a " what worked " guide, and my prayers too seemed ineffective...but

they are

> building over time, i have noticed that my prayers and those of

others keep

> changing it, it is just not a one time thing. I think everything

proactive

> I am doing to support myself, get grounded, love myself, move from

fear to

> self-love and love for others/the world, and all of my prayers are

adding up

> over time and changing things.

>

> I hope your process is much faster than mine. I wouldn't wish this

hell on

> anyone.

> It also made me scared for my loved ones facing the bardos, but I don't

> think that everyone goes through things as acutely.

>

> However, I do know that if I can handle my worst nightmare for this

length

> of time (which wasn't even my worst nightmare, i could never have

imagined

> this to fear it)...then my loved ones are strong enough too, and

nothing is

> permanent, and they will come out the other side wiser and stronger.

>

> I wish you peace and to be left alone.

> I pray that they leave you ALONE.

>

> Peace,

> Laura

>

>

>

>

> On 10/14/07, mytussiemussies <c-wood61 wrote:

> >

> >

> > Hi again,

> >

> > Well I had read over all the posts about my questions on the issue of

> > the entities. Sorry that I am not responding to each person that

> > responded, I have just gone through the messages for about 10 minutes

> > and still have not found the posts, although i did read them over

> > yesterday on a digest. Thanks for your thoughts on this issue.

> >

> > I waited to respond since the whole issue had me so upset that I

> > couldn't sleep very well that evening and was not right inside, I had

> > to get my vibrations a little higher...

> >

> > Anyway, the thing for me after reading what everyone had to say is

> > that -- ChrisM -- you mentioned that they just feel like cobwebs to

> > you -- and that they are not more powerful than us. The issue I have

> > and I hope this will be heard is that -- they don't feel like cobwebs

> > to me -- when they are around -- their negativity effects me so

> > greatly -- really I am not functional. I am a homemaker at this point

> > in time and thank God because I wouldn't be able to hold down a job if

> > I had to experience what I do -- and constantly live with it, in not

> > doing anything about it. I become very ill -- from the negativity --

> > and last time as I mentioned my dog did also from my vibes. They feel

> > like they go into me and all I feel is their vibes. I have this

> > problem anyway, I don't really like to talk too much about what I

> > experience but I am extremely sensitive and just on Friday, my DH and

> > I are living in separate states right now as we are moving -- I am

> > finishing the packing this week and this will be the last week for me

> > here. Anyway on Friday I felt his vibes as I do every day so much that

> > I said to him, I almost wonder who I am anymore since I feel you so

> > much that it is like I am you. Well that is what happens when the

> > entities are around. I have in the past asking they leave in the name

> > of God, Jesus etc. with no changes, tried so hard inside to not let

> > their vibes into me -- and they always succeeded. So what to do? Also

> > this last time abt. 1 week ago, I was sleeping in the living room and

> > one came around, I can feel their energy go into my aura. This time I

> > heard a whooshing sound -- I feel them. Then it was like they try and

> > take over my thinking a picture of someone's office came into my mind

> > and they tried to make me see this very forceably. Chris this is my

> > experience and I need to know what to do in order to prevent myself

> > from the state that I get into when I am around them. Honestly I

> > think over a long period and the one we had when we first moved here

> > -- I didn't believe in entities or the astral realm anything like that

> > that was here and I tested myself over 6 months because it was hard

> > for me to believe. It never left on its own accord etc. My DH is

> > living in our new place, there has been so much entity activity there,

> > and it is an old home, that it has just been so hard to deal with, I

> > was living there for a few months until this home sold.

> >

> > I think I could work myself out of fear and get used to seeing them

> > if only that would happen, I only feel them and their thoughts etc.,

> > the first one was threatening me to kill me etc. Just this is a big

> > issue for me and I know that I would be very ill if they were around

> > for a length of time. How do I deal with this, if I don't have them

> > cleared or try to prevent them from being around?

> > Just wondering too, when we die do we have to deal with them, ChrisM

> > what is your understanding about this? I just feel so bad if my

> > relatives are stuck in dealing with this or a problem with it, or

> > anyone on that account.

> >

> > Thanks for your patience in dealing with my concerns and questions.

> > Thanks everyone! : ) Christine

> >

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