Katherine!--Becky

[Guest guest]

Thank you Becky from the depths of my heart for your love and compassion! My

boys are a part of me for ever! They are my teachers! I know they will be fine.

They follow me and support my endeavors never questioning me on why I want to

service those who are less fortunate than ourselves. They will one day grow into

fine young men and follow my path of love and compassion for the service of

others. I see it in them now. I know that I am a great representation to them of

what they will look for in their future wives, the love and compassion and

desire flows through me into them. I know they will be fine as they always

recuperate and God is holding them in His hands healing them and giving them

strength and power.

 

What is of concern to me at this point and I feel is causing my uproar of

emotions are the members of my board. My question is what is the agenda of some?

Will they continue to be against everything? Is it for stating they are a member

of a board? Is it because they truly want to help those who need it? These

questions are more linger in my mind. As I stated in the response post to Pam

titled ‘gosh’ I almost gave up and walked away. Had it not been for the words of

a friend, the knowing of this being God’s plan, and for my love of service to

help others I would have walked away. My heart breaks for the lack of being able

to know if I have made a serious mistake in my choices of board members. I wish

I were psychic to know these answers, to know if these people have a different

agenda, not all of them, but a couple of them. I am carrying this weight of

emotions with me that make me want to cry, and I do cry. These emotions attached

to me last night

as I secretly felt my mission and my visions torn apart. Anyhow, this is why I

feel what I feel, or at least plays a large part; “it is the straw that broke

the camels back”.

 

It will take time to work through this, although I wish I could say a prayer and

wake up knowing the answers to the questions so I would know which way to turn.

 

Thank you my dear friend and I hope to be able to meet you in March. Much love

for you and your family as well.

 

Love,

Katherine

 

 

 

Becky Jean Rich <beckyjeanrich

 

Tuesday, October 16, 2007 11:48:17 PM

Katherine!

 

Dearest Katherine -

Reach towards us when in need of strength, we are here for you. There's no day

that passes by that I don't think of you and your boys. I do, also, have two

boys and it's not an easy task. You are a wonderful, Loving Mom, Katherine, I

feel it in my heart. I will send you and your family a wave of Loving energy to

culminate your heart with the Love I feel for you right now.

Love,

Becky

 

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