Guest guest Posted October 16, 2007 Report Share Posted October 16, 2007 Dearest Clarice.Victoria and Steve and all! Surrendering at this level was a very hard thing to do. It opened my heart to what I truly wanted in this life. I walked around my surrounding and realized that all that was there was not nearly as important as my Sacred spiritual path. I am not enslaving to Chrism, as I did the surrendering I cried and cried and cried, as more realization was felt in the insignificance of all the material and ego based things I have, or had become. My heart felt this culmination of Love in surrendering. In surrendering I open myself to Chrism's teachings in the 'raw' me, the 'new' me, like a newborn baby being born with nothing but the Self, no material possessions nor emotional burdens, naked. Becky in my natural state, in the Self in Oneness. I feel liberated and at peace knowing it's the best thing I have done thus far. My Love for all of you, Becky " clarice.victoria " <clarice.victoria wrote: Hi Steve and anyone else who feels surrendering to may be like slavery, Surrendering to is not slavery. It is opening to his teachings. Surrendering is not a flippant barter " I give all of myself, all my belongings and sense of control now give me the Kundalini " It is a sincere heart felt surrender. I think it has been since July 2004 I've been learning from Chrism's teachings. I haven't had any of the negative experiences I've read on the list. clarice.victoria aka B Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted October 16, 2007 Report Share Posted October 16, 2007 Just to follow-up with what Becky has so eloquently stated, I don't feel as though I am surrendering to the man Chrism, I am surrendering to as a teacher and representative of the Divine to further me on my path. I have lost everything important to me already in this life - health, twins, husbands; the only thing I have left is money and I can't even go out much to spend that, so I easily throw it all out there and say " just give me spiritual growth " . I really think perhaps that is why everything has happened to me - I have to turn to God now. Unlike Becky, it is easier for me to do. Take it. Much Love, Melissa , Becky Jean Rich <beckyjeanrich wrote: > > Dearest Clarice.Victoria and Steve and all! > Surrendering at this level was a very hard thing to do. It opened my heart to what I truly wanted in this life. I walked around my surrounding and realized that all that was there was not nearly as important as my Sacred spiritual path. I am not enslaving to Chrism, as I did the surrendering I cried and cried and cried, as more realization was felt in the insignificance of all the material and ego based things I have, or had become. My heart felt this culmination of Love in surrendering. > > In surrendering I open myself to Chrism's teachings in the 'raw' me, the 'new' me, like a newborn baby being born with nothing but the Self, no material possessions nor emotional burdens, naked. Becky in my natural state, in the Self in Oneness. > > I feel liberated and at peace knowing it's the best thing I have done thus far. > > My Love for all of you, > Becky > > " clarice.victoria " <clarice.victoria wrote: Hi Steve and anyone else who feels surrendering to may be like > slavery, > > Surrendering to is not slavery. It is opening to his teachings. > Surrendering is not a flippant barter " I give all of myself, all my > belongings and sense of control now give me the Kundalini " It is a > sincere heart felt surrender. I think it has been since July 2004 I've > been learning from Chrism's teachings. I haven't had any of the > negative experiences I've read on the list. > clarice.victoria aka B > > > > > > > > > > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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