Gosh, Kat!

[Guest guest]

HUG, dearest Kat.

 

Remember that you are the servant. And that one plus

God is the majority, no matter how many there are

opposing you or what you want to do. Doesn't matter

what the others think or do, you are serving God and

things will unfold according to His Will. When you

take it upon your own shoulders it will be too heavy.

Remember you're sharing the yoke (and that's not an

egg yoke! lol) Just take all your feelings in prayer

to the right place, and trust the Hand that guides

you. Warm love, dhyana

 

 

--- Katherine Miller <katsam19 wrote:

 

> Hi Pam. What I mean was surrendering to the need to

> cry. " Tested " meaning by people, patience. I had a

> board meeting last night and towards the end of it I

> felt as if I just wanted to cry. The reason is I

> felt like some of the people I thought I carefully

> chose as my boardmembers to help see my vision of

> helping the needy come to life bringing joy to their

> hearts and lives want to make it their own, changing

> it to their likings, with me doing all the work. I

> was so frustrated and so heart broken that I almost

> walked out of the meeting giving it to them to do.

> Had I not had a vision and a goal and the love for

> these people I would have left. A friend of mine

> (Executive Director of the Daily Bread) tells me

> that I have the burning desire in my heart to see

> this through and he always tells me to " persevere "

> no matter what happens, what I encounter. Last night

> those words, Gods plan, and my love for the service

> kept me there. I only wish that I could read

> the minds of these people, have discernment for

> their true motives. One of them was really rude and

> disrespectful and tried to be very controlling. I

> guess I had my vision of no struggle, no problems, I

> guess you could call it being naive. This has

> plagued me all day long and I can't seem to shake

> the uncertain path of my mission, my vision. I feel

> sad, I feel burdened, I feel hurt! Ego is playing

> with my emotions. That is what is going on.

>

> Love,

> Katherine

>

>

>

>

> Pam <mystick53

>

> Tuesday, October 16, 2007 6:38:52 PM

> Re:

> Gosh--Chrism

>

> Oh, Katherine!

>

> I am so sorry!!! What do you mean by " I am

> surrendering to it! " ???

> If you do think that you are being tested, don't

> surrender! Go ahead

> and have your cry, get that all out! But - be

> strong. This will

> pass! If you " fail " this test, or make " a bad

> grade " , won't that

> warrant another test, very similar to this one, on

> down the road?

>

> You sound so tired, so frustrated, and scared ... We

> will all

> continue to send you Strength, and Love! : )

>

> Much Love, Many Blessings!

> Fenix

>

> Kundalini-Awakening -Systems- 1 (AT) (DOT)

> com, Katherine

> Miller <katsam19@.. .> wrote:

> >

> > I am sorry, it doesn't have anything to do with

> the group! I didn't

> have a very good night and it has carried over to

> today! I am being

> tested I know it, I am surrendering to it! I just

> think I just want

> to burst out and cry! I have once, maybe twice is

> needed!

> >

> > Love,

> > Katherine

> >

> >

> >

> > <@ ...>

> > Kundalini-Awakening -Systems- 1 (AT) (DOT)

> com

> > Tuesday, October 16, 2007 3:37:23 PM

> > [Kundalini-Awakenin g-Systems- 1] Re:

> Gosh

> >

> > Whats up Katherine? -

> >

> >

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> >

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