Apprenticeship Intending Individuals - Becky

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Yes, Apprenticeship calls for complete surrender. It cannot be just

a whim. You have to be ready.

 

Some of us, having gone through the war for so long, are just

looking for the place where we can surrender ...

 

 

Blessings,

Fenix

 

 

 

, " chrism "

<> wrote:

>

> Every one has their own speed and conditions of activation and

> awakening. Everyone is unique in the issues that come to the fore

> for them inside this process. One thing stands well clear of many

of

> the common conditions for a beneficial awakening. That is the

degree

> of surrender.

>

> For APRENTICESHIP I require a depth of surrender that isn't

> typically able to be given on a whim or even in the way of what one

> does after some thought. It needs to be struggled with. It needs to

> be difficult and a leap of faith. That is the reason it is asked

for

> in such detail and depth.

>

> It is as strong and as sincere and personal an inclusive as a

person

> can make it. You surrender this to the teacher, to me. You

surrender

> this to Shakti and to God as well. A trinity. I am not attempting

to

> control nor have power over others. I could be just as happy not

> being a teacher and going about my life like anyone else. Yet

> Kundalini wishes to express through me in this way so I offer it to

> others. I set parameters of conditioning that folks can receive

> maximum benefit and activity.

>

> All material and emotional and mental and physical control needs to

> be surrendered. Through this process does the surrender of control

> to the activity of the Kundalini become first and second nature.

> Supported by the teacher and backed up by the Kundalini in its

> unique expression through that person. -

>