Awake?

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Thank you for explaining it to me, Chrism.

I have definitely gone through unexplained depression and severe

anxiety/panic. I started going through my mind trying to determine

what event is causing me to be this way on a subconscious level. I

could only think of suppressed grief from the death of my

ex-boyfriend. I found his body outside of our apartment, but I have

always been " okay " with this. I don't blame myself... I stayed in

shock and stayed distracted, and never cried but maybe 10 minutes.

 

I actually allowed myself to do so this last monday and It got a lot

of energy out. Anyway, thanks again for explaining that to me.

 

Amanda

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Re: Awake? -Amandala

Posted by: " chrism "

 

Mon Oct 15, 2007 4:48 pm (PST)

Kundalini can come with an accident to the lower spinal areas. It

can come from severe emotional distress. If there is that

predilection in the person. Or through the practices given here.

 

Typically one will know a profound change has occurred. It is rare

in society though for it to appear at all.

 

Often the chemical cage will twist and warp an activation into

something that would qualify as a schizophrenic or Bi-Polar or any

of a number of catch all diagnosis that are used when encountering

unknown or uncommon symptoms and phenomena. The person is basically

declared nuts whether they are or not. Think about it:

 

" Oh doctor I feel as if there is a snake writhing inside my spine

and street lights blow out when I walk under them and Christ visited

me saying I should be more forgiving. Sometimes I feel as if there

is a hole between my eyebrows and often I feel like I'm wearing a

helmet. I see ghosts or people that walk through the walls. I see

faces when I close my eyes. I hear a constant HUM and my body twists

into these yoga like positions at night when I sleep and often

during the day. Sometimes I know what people are thinking and

sometimes I have an orgasm every twenty feet when I'm out shopping.

Oh doctor what WRONG with me!? "

 

Your standard chem. doc is going to reach straight for the SSRI's

and heavy tranqs. as they prepare the straight jacket.

 

All those symptoms are Kundalini.

 

And everything medically possible(if the patient has good insurance)

will be done to shut her experience down to the point where the

person will deny it and continue in a chemical hell for a time until

(hopefully) the activation not having been allowed to mature into an

awakening recedes.

 

And yet Amandala, some folks have it and mature with it and go into

their lives in a position of an awakened person. They open to it and

keep it a personal experience often telling no one. I did this. I

knew what would be in store for me if I went the med. route. So I

just tried to make the best of it and as it turned out - it made the

best of me! So yes some folks have Kundalini and do not know what it

is and just try to incorporate it into their lives. But it is a

profound experience and the person does know SOMETHING profound has

occurred. -