declaration of surrender...

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i was directed to write this : have been looking all over the net

for words of surrender - i normally just sit and write being told to

write is difficult - from Harry Potter " surrender your wand... " that

struck me as funny -there is a site for the spiritual symbolism of

harry potter (i love fantasy)

 

" my self " consists of a mind, body and soul. i have directed and

guided this " self " with self guidance. i realize i am weak, unworthy,

egotistical, sometimes angry, i swear alot, i do bad things , i enjoy

and revel in anything sexual or sensuous, my words often hurt, my

actions sometimes hurt, i am judgemental, i am proud, i am lazy at

times, i do not use my full potential, and on it goes - i am human-

 

i do not like the " self " i am -i know there is a more godlike self

within me - i do not know how to find that self - i need guidance.

today i choose to " surrender " this self to god, and to the guidance

of his disciple, chrism.

 

i will follow the guidance of chrism and the guidance of my k -

together we will work toward reaching the higher state of " self "

which is the " god self "

 

i forgive myself for my human frailities

i am part of a broader universe

i am find joy in the process

i trust my k and chrism to guide me

i believe this is my destined path

i love my k self and i love chrism for being willing to guide me

i am so very grateful to be given this opportunity

i pray for myself that she will be open to all guidance given

 

in a real sense i am surrendering to myself- my true self (k)

 

i surrender i surrender i surrender...

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The Lord of the Dance

 

 

I danced in the morning when the world was begun

 

And I danced in the moon and the stars and the sun

 

I came down from heaven and I danced on the earth

 

At Bethlehem I had my birth

 

 

Dance dance wherever you may be

 

I am the Lord of the dance said He

 

And I'll lead you all wherever you may be

 

And I'll lead you all in the dance said He

 

 

I danced for the scribe and the Pharisee

 

But they would not dance and they wouldn't follow me

 

I danced for the fishermen for James and John

 

They came with me and the dance went on

 

 

Dance dance wherever you may be

 

I am the Lord of the dance said He

 

And I'll lead you all wherever you may be

 

And I'll lead you all in the dance said He

 

 

I danced on the Sabbath and I cured the lame

 

The holy people said it was a shame

 

They whipped and they stripped and they hung me high

 

They left me there on a cross to die

 

 

I danced on a Friday when the sky turned black

 

It's hard to dance with the devil on your back

 

They buried my body and they thought I'd gone

 

But I am the Dance and I still go on

 

 

Dance dance wherever you may be

 

I am the Lord of the dance said He

 

And I'll lead you all wherever you may be

 

And I'll lead you all in the dance said He

 

 

They cut me down but I leapt up high

 

I am the life that will never never die

 

I'll live in you if you live in me

 

I am the Lord of the dance said He

 

 

Dance dance wherever you may be

 

I am the Lord of the dance said He

 

And I'll lead you all wherever you may be

 

And I'll lead you all in the dance said He

 

—Sydney Carter

 

 

 

@@@i want to dance with my lord!!!