to pam:

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From -

 

" ... if i were a spouse and read Becky's note i would

have some serious doubts about this surrendering stuff -but rest

assured all you spouses - you are not being asked to give up your

car or house or ipod - it is a surrendering of self ... in

surrendering to k ( the higher power) you surrender who

you are- not what you have - you do not give it up - you give into

it -- bigggggggggggggg difference! "

 

 

pam - i have struggled with the surrender concept- i understand

surrender what it means but am having a hard time writing it in words

 

attachments - what does that mean?

i am not giving up all my things - i have a car a condo - what i am

doing is letting god handle everything - i tell people it is " a leap

of faith " for me a big leap i am moving to california to work with

chris in helping those who wish to activate their k - i am leaving

all i know (have lived here for 15 years) to follow my path - i have

much to learn yet i know it is ready to be given to me - i am

learning to hand all my concerns over to god - i need a job - today i

made my request i need renters for the condo - i made my request now

it is off my plate - it will be handled by my man upstairs- i feel so

much better- i have to pack and get ready for my cross country trip -

 

i have sleep apnea and i have a trache in my neck that has been there

for 8 years to keep me alive- a trache in itself can be life

threating - i have an open wound for germs and infections to settle -

attachment? - is my trache an attachment? well yes it is - will i

pull it out - no way in hell - i want to live and be of service

 

i am 59 years old i have been around some - i know in my heart that

chris is what he presents - if i had any doubts i would not be moving

across the country to work with him. each of us has to decide who we

will allow to guide us - i am not following chris i am walking

beside him as he guides me - i am following my destiny - my path

 

i am humbled and honored to have found a guide who is open and honest

and who does not charge for his services as do so many others - i am

not surrendering my life or anything to chris - he is the tool for me

to gain my true being- my divine self - the gift he offers in service

to others is a gift he thinks we deserve- i am not so sure - chris

has nothing to gain from any of us being here or being an apprentice -

we are the ones who will gain in this arena- the only fault i see

with mr. mitchell is that he is willing to do for others at the cost

of himself - that is true service -

 

this is chris'work he makes the calls he decides what needs to be

done and how

 

if you/husband are uncomfortable in any way with what he says or what

he does or what he asks - then i suggest strongly that you follow

your heart as i am doing.

 

 

[Guest guest]

Hi, ,

 

My heart goes out to you, for the physical problems that you are

having to deal with. Yes, we follow our hearts ... Anything else

would grieve the Goddess. We are just careful in following The

Way ...

 

Good luck to you! You are so sweet, so humble. We are joining in

with you in believing that your choice is the Right Choice, and that

you will find a wonderful job, and trustworthy renters.

 

Godspeed!

 

 

Much Love, Many Blessings!

Fenix

 

 

 

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. wrote:

>

> qoite

>

> From -

>

> " ... if i were a spouse and read Becky's note i would

> have some serious doubts about this surrendering stuff -but rest

> assured all you spouses - you are not being asked to give up your

> car or house or ipod - it is a surrendering of self ... in

> surrendering to k ( the higher power) you surrender who

> you are- not what you have - you do not give it up - you give into

> it -- bigggggggggggggg difference! "

>

>

> pam - i have struggled with the surrender concept- i understand

> surrender what it means but am having a hard time writing it in

words

>

> attachments - what does that mean?

> i am not giving up all my things - i have a car a condo - what i

am

> doing is letting god handle everything - i tell people it is " a

leap

> of faith " for me a big leap i am moving to california to work with

> chris in helping those who wish to activate their k - i am leaving

> all i know (have lived here for 15 years) to follow my path - i

have

> much to learn yet i know it is ready to be given to me - i am

> learning to hand all my concerns over to god - i need a job - today

i

> made my request i need renters for the condo - i made my request

now

> it is off my plate - it will be handled by my man upstairs- i feel

so

> much better- i have to pack and get ready for my cross country

trip -

>

> i have sleep apnea and i have a trache in my neck that has been

there

> for 8 years to keep me alive- a trache in itself can be life

> threating - i have an open wound for germs and infections to

settle -

> attachment? - is my trache an attachment? well yes it is - will i

> pull it out - no way in hell - i want to live and be of service

>

> i am 59 years old i have been around some - i know in my heart that

> chris is what he presents - if i had any doubts i would not be

moving

> across the country to work with him. each of us has to decide who

we

> will allow to guide us - i am not following chris i am walking

> beside him as he guides me - i am following my destiny - my path

>

> i am humbled and honored to have found a guide who is open and

honest

> and who does not charge for his services as do so many others - i

am

> not surrendering my life or anything to chris - he is the tool for

me

> to gain my true being- my divine self - the gift he offers in

service

> to others is a gift he thinks we deserve- i am not so sure - chris

> has nothing to gain from any of us being here or being an

apprentice -

> we are the ones who will gain in this arena- the only fault i see

> with mr. mitchell is that he is willing to do for others at the

cost

> of himself - that is true service -

>

> this is chris'work he makes the calls he decides what needs to be

> done and how

>

> if you/husband are uncomfortable in any way with what he says or

what

> he does or what he asks - then i suggest strongly that you follow

> your heart as i am doing.

>

>

>