Guest guest Posted October 20, 2007 Report Share Posted October 20, 2007 May I just say to all of you who are surrendering to Kundalini in a formal way and going into Chrism's tutelage (if that's the right word), I am just in awe and can't tell you how bright your Light has become in my eyes. Not to stoke any egos, far from it. But I see you declaring your surrender and devoting your life from now on to the K via chrism's teaching and to think one day you may teach this to others as well, I humbly admire you and wish you a joyous experience! On one level, I'm envious. This is an opportunity like no other. And it may never come again, with chrism at the helm, at least, who knows. He has told us before he expects this to end before long or something to that effect. And I may never have the experience you apprentices-to-be will have. I hope we will get to hear of your journey, if it is allowed to be publicly spoken of. I must say with deep regrets, I will not be applying for the apprenticeship. No surprise to you, chrism, I think. I feel I can not do this intense a focus, as it rightly deserves, when I am responsible to a young child and husband who both expect certain things, mostly my time and attention, as a mother and wife. Were I still single, I'd do this in a heartbeat! But for now, for me, I'm the tortoise as in the story of the Tortoise and the Hare. Slow and steady, that's me. And right now, I'm going along as I feel comfortable. So, dearest chrism, you cyberfigure you (lol!---actually you DO have a presence and a mental image, more than a snowflake), thank you for this incredible opportunity but I feel I must continue on where I am for now. I will be an onlooker, a cheerleader and give all the love I can and I support those who are going into this. I believe you do, not only for yourselves but all mankind, a magnificent service! Blessings and Shakti Power to all our Apprentices-to-be!! Much love, Valarie Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted October 20, 2007 Report Share Posted October 20, 2007 Valerie thank you so much - i feel so honored to be on this path - i do not understand why yet i know it is the right thing for me - and i appreciate you cheering all of us on - i used to feel being single was not so good and now i find myself being grateful that i am - very grateful - your path is honorable , " vjvousden " <vjvousden wrote: > > May I just say to all of you who are surrendering to Kundalini in a > formal way and going into Chrism's tutelage (if that's the right > word), I am just in awe and can't tell you how bright your Light has > become in my eyes. Not to stoke any egos, far from it. But I see you > declaring your surrender and devoting your life from now on to the K > via chrism's teaching and to think one day you may teach this to > others as well, I humbly admire you and wish you a joyous experience! > > On one level, I'm envious. This is an opportunity like no other. And > it may never come again, with chrism at the helm, at least, who > knows. He has told us before he expects this to end before long or > something to that effect. And I may never have the experience you > apprentices-to-be will have. I hope we will get to hear of your > journey, if it is allowed to be publicly spoken of. > > I must say with deep regrets, I will not be applying for the > apprenticeship. No surprise to you, chrism, I think. I feel I can not > do this intense a focus, as it rightly deserves, when I am > responsible to a young child and husband who both expect certain > things, mostly my time and attention, as a mother and wife. Were I > still single, I'd do this in a heartbeat! But for now, for me, I'm > the tortoise as in the story of the Tortoise and the Hare. Slow and > steady, that's me. And right now, I'm going along as I feel > comfortable. So, dearest chrism, you cyberfigure you (lol!--- actually > you DO have a presence and a mental image, more than a snowflake), > thank you for this incredible opportunity but I feel I must continue > on where I am for now. I will be an onlooker, a cheerleader and give > all the love I can and I support those who are going into this. I > believe you do, not only for yourselves but all mankind, a > magnificent service! > > Blessings and Shakti Power to all our Apprentices-to-be!! > Much love, > Valarie > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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