Guest guest Posted October 22, 2007 Report Share Posted October 22, 2007 Last night my wife informed me about the impact of my awakening on my family.I have a wife and 2 sons (14 and 18 years old).It was mainly about two things.The first is that i seem to be sometimes very fast in reacting and seems that my spoken words are loaded with energy(youngest son sometimes get tears if i set him straight).This is something i know ,and try to cange The other thing is quit weird and i feel very uncomfortable with it.At times i am not there anymore(litelarelly),it s like having a blank (nothing seems different,am aware of surroundings, but not reacting,eyes turning up,...)most of these times i am unaware of this happening.Its like my mind is set off,completely restfull, no thoughts,no me,NOTHING.I only,sometimes,notice this when its over.According to my friend i have this very often. Also i am so k, that the only way to make sure all the things you have to do in a family is getting more difficult.I am functioning more and more on automatic pilot. I can t imagine no one else has difficulties with relations, this proces is definitely intertwining with the lives of the ones you love.This is making it less bareble(i do not want this,and am feeling sesitive enough) i hope shaktipat will ease things possibly.This is asking to much love to all Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted October 22, 2007 Report Share Posted October 22, 2007 Dear Kris keep your tongue up to the place right behind your upper front teeth. For you Kris keep your eyes striaght ahead. When the eyes get pulled up do not resist this but in your normal waking hours do not encourage it unless it is given by the akundalini to do. Some balance here is needed. This will help you stay focussed and " with " the family. There are stages in this process. As you advance you will find your self passing certain areas such as kriyas if this is for you to have or manipulations of the spine and skull. Many others. Eyes rolling back is an aspect of deep meditation that the Kundalini can insist upon it is a good thing! But not in every situation is this called for. Please copy the explanatiuon from the home page site of this group / And let your family read this. The more information they have the easier and more balanced the flow of family life can become. Yes be very aware of how you discipline and treat others. As much as you can even in situations where you may have responded in anger before respond in kindness and love instead of anger. Be as forgiving as you can be as communicative and compassionate and tolerant of the avctivities of others. Increase your social interactions with these qualities this will have effect on your Kundalini and an increase of understanding nand tolerance from your loved ones. - blessings Kris - chrism , " kris " <krissnake wrote: > > Last night my wife informed me about the impact of my awakening on > my family.I have a wife and 2 sons (14 and 18 years old).It was > mainly about two things.The first is that i seem to be sometimes > very fast in reacting and seems that my spoken words are loaded with > energy(youngest son sometimes get tears if i set him straight).This > is something i know ,and try to cange > The other thing is quit weird and i feel very uncomfortable with > it.At times i am not there anymore(litelarelly),it s like having a > blank (nothing seems different,am aware of surroundings, but not > reacting,eyes turning up,...)most of these times i am unaware of > this happening.Its like my mind is set off,completely restfull, no > thoughts,no me,NOTHING.I only,sometimes,notice this when its > over.According to my friend i have this very often. > Also i am so k, that the only way to make sure all the things you > have to do in a family is getting more difficult.I am functioning > more and more on automatic pilot. > I can t imagine no one else has difficulties with relations, this > proces is definitely intertwining with the lives of the ones you > love.This is making it less bareble(i do not want this,and am > feeling sesitive enough) > i hope shaktipat will ease things possibly.This is asking to much > > love to all > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted October 22, 2007 Report Share Posted October 22, 2007 Dear Kris, Try not to worry too much, it's not really that bad, just ask " Mother " to guide you and all your loved ones without hurting them, she will help you. People will have to get use to the new you, they are up to it. Do not be afraid , you are blessed and in turn you are blessing their lives. We all need to be proud of our process, don't let others reactions unbalance you in any way. They will get more and more used to it, make it a joke, make fun with it. Laugh and smile, enjoy this time. Love Elektra x x x _________ Want ideas for reducing your carbon footprint? Visit For Good http://uk.promotions./forgood/environment.html Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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