A conundrum--Sarita

October 22, 2007

No Tara, I've never had seizures before. I was having " episodes " of

staring into space and feeling disoriented. They did an EEG but

found nothing. It eventually went away on it's own.

I think it is important to be able to follow your inner guidance

about your health. On the one hand you don't want to blame

EVERYTHING on the K, but on the other so many things are related to

it that it should be explored.

Good luck! Please let us know what happens.

Sarita

, tara jacoby

<tjmassage7777 wrote:

>

> Sarita,

> Did you ever take a medicine for seizures?

> I'm sorry for prying. I was just wondering, because I remember

> talking to you before, about getting off medicines because of

Shakti.

> I'm asking because I'm supposed to

> go to a neurologist, because I keep having these 'silent seizures'.

> My insurance through Macy's is not accepted by everyone..so I'm

taking a

> long time trying to find a doctor. I'm not in a big hurry, as I

feel that this could very well be a signal that I need to meditate

more on my chakras, and focus more on prayer and forgiveness. I have

many of them each day, and although it

> seems to only last a few moments, it triggers a response in my

humanness to want to be medicated to stop it from happening.

> My K awareness however, tells me to work things through it on my

own.

> I feel as though because they seem to only come on during times of

> sadness and stress, maybe I need to focus on healing those traits

in me before trying to medicate. Anyway, I thought I'd ask you.

> Thanks sweetie.

> Hugs and love to you,

> Tara

October 23, 2007

I will certainly keep you posted.

These are called silent seizures.

I don't fall or shake, I get really stiff, as if

frozen, and my eyes stare off into space, as I am blacked out

for a few short moments.

It happened three times, at my uncle's memorial service,

and it happed twice at work one day.

I am convinced it is intense emotion, which brings it about.

The day it happened at work, I spent all afternoon tying up

my cosmetic gift boxes with pretty red bows..just perfect, for display.

My boss came over and right in front of me, snatched each box off of my

counter and tore the bows off. She threw them on a chair.

I didn't know that Macy's had changed their 'display standards' to 'no bows'.

No one told me. All I knew was that she undid all of my work and threw it on the

dirty floor. It was all I could do to keep from crying.

When she walked away, I found myself in pouring down tears.

Then I went into one of my 'silent seizures'.

I went home and cried myself to sleep. I was crying hard, like a kid.

I didn't understand why I felt so struck by it, yet so irrationally upset at the

same time. I caught myself saying " You take everything away from me "

That's when I realized that my dad used to take away everything he knew I loved,

and undo or discredit my hard work. That's when I knew where all of those hard

tears actually came from.

It's interesting, because it seems to only happen when I am filled to capacity

with hurt or sadness, or something. It seems as almost a sign to me, that I need

to work on that area. This is really the reason why I say that it feels like

something that is so deeply rooted, that only prayer and forgiveness can take

them away- but at the same time, it seems like something that can be fixable

through these healing practices, and with the help of K. Anyway, I'll give it a

shot and then I'll

let you know.

Thanks, Sarita.

Love,

Tara

>Sarita <sarita1969 wrote:

>No Tara, I've never had seizures before. I was having " episodes " of

>staring into space and feeling disoriented. They did an EEG but

>found nothing. It eventually went away on it's own.

>I think it is important to be able to follow your inner guidance

>about your health. On the one hand you don't want to blame

>EVERYTHING on the K, but on the other so many things are related to

>it that it should be explored.

>Good luck! Please let us know what happens.

>Sarita