Uncomfortable Back and neck Irritation=Becky

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Hello Becky and it is nice to know someone else who has experienced it. As for

the surrendering I do frequently! Most of the time it feels fine except when I

start reading certain literature or listening to spiritual/classical music and

then it becomes so intense and the same as reading most posts, but not all. My

question is do I continue with the every day reading and music or back off for a

few days, that sort of stuff! I surrender every day, all through the day whether

I am experiencing something or not, that is a part of my day, my practice, my

safeties. I do appreciate the opinion though. It was very sweet and very

thoughtful!

 

Did yours increase in intensity during certain activities you engaged in? Thanks

sis!

 

Love,

Katherine

 

 

 

Becky Jean Rich <beckyjeanrich

 

Friday, October 26, 2007 11:38:32 PM

Uncomfortable Back and neck

Irritation=Katherine

 

Dearest Katherine -

I can relate to what you are posting. The traveling energy, back irritations,

neck irritations, the head heaviness. Sometimes I check the mirror because I

feel like my head is swollen, 'course the mirror tells me otherwise. The cool

wind is very very pleasant, I tend to change my breathing pattern to breathe in

this " wind " , it feels cool and pure. I feel this " wind " every single day,

specially when I am meditating, or reading.

 

My mensing has changed since June. I do not experience any disconforts at all,

in fact I forget I am even mensing until I feel the flow. No complains

here...excespt, like Melissa, I hafta have my (86% Cacao) chocolate, which is

really no complains at all. Reward for me and Shakti?

 

These sensations comes and goes and eventually has turned to a gentle, sweet,

wonderful, Loving massage sensation. Like kind hands are ever so gently rubbing

my spine up and down, it is very very pleasant.

 

So, in my experience, all you are saying is very K related. It's uncomfortable

if I don't surrender. Yesterday I was experiencing upper back discomforts, I

asked the Blessed Mother to ease it and she did as I was surrendering to Her

Will and not mine.

 

My little advice? It's surrender to Her Will, allow her to do what she needs to

do and just be an observer. That works for me, I tend to " detach " myself from my

body and observe from a different perspective what my body is experiencing and

smile knowing something wonderful is in the making.

 

Love for you, Katherine

Becky

 

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Dearest Katherine -

I don't tend to make much of it anymore, I used to be real annal about every

little twitch, now I just let it go, I go with the flow. Have you had a ball

like mass travel from one side of your torso to another? It actually feels like

a real ball zig zagging. I just layed there, and observed, looked at it with

humor.....Go, Shakti, Go......I am so over my fears, it's quite funny.

(Hopefully nothing real real real real extreme happens to where you'll hear my

scream all the way from here, lol)

 

I think the last bizarre thing I experienced was when I was in meditation and

my crown opened up and felt like it transformed itself into a big huge vacuum

cleaner. It felt like it began to suck up my entire insides of my body into the

crown, it was extremely intense. I kept on thinking " Sorry Shakti, nope,

doesn't matter how small I am, I am just not going to fit my entire insides

into my crown, it ain't gonna happen, go ahead try it " ...so I surrendered,

happily. If you ever experience this DON'T freak out. No big deal, it's bizarre

but nothing really to worry about. Your body most likely stiffen, feel like you

are paralyzed while Shakti is having a ball so I just surrender to her whims.

After it passed I tried to stand up and whoa! I was like a staggering drunk. If

it happens again I think I'll lay there until my body calms down and regains

it's " normalcy " , lol. (BTW? what is normal?)

 

I have noticed when I am reading or listening to enjoyable or spiritual things

Kundalini steps right in and gives me a subtle reminder of it's presence. If I

find I am too absorbed into one thing I go and do something else, take a break.

My motto, moderation and just listen to what the K is telling you, and the biggy

is Surrender, with a capital S. It's a different language I am just learning,

it's easier than German.

 

Love for you,

Becky

 

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Hello Becky that is what is going on right now and has been for a while, but

last night was the most intense experience yet! I experienced what felt like

Shakti coming through my heart to my chest! It felt great at first, but then

there was pressure that set in! When I have felt it I just talk to her to let

her know that I can feel her and thank her for allowing me the experience. It

doesn't scare me and hasn't really, just needed a little confirmation from

Chrism that it was Shakti just to be on the safe side.

 

I haven't had my crown open yet! I am sure it is an experience though! All in

due time when God thinks I am ready! My progress is in his hands not mine! He is

in control! I surrendered to Him a long time ago! Smiles! Your experience sounds

so wonderful and blissful! I am so excited to hear about it and look forward to

the day I am experiencing my crown opening!

 

I am really excited for my own progress as I am everyone else, I just don't want

to over stimulate Shakti if I shouldn't! You know what I mean? Thank you so much

for you advise, I have started doing that earlier tonight! Great minds think

alike, right! Hee, hee!

 

Like I said I am so happy for you and can't wait until we can meet! Thank you

for your help and for sharing your experiences with me! I am especially happy to

hear that you have already been where I am so I can post and you can relate your

experiences with me if you have had them already! That is really GREAT! You and

Val!

 

Love,

Katherine

 

 

 

Becky Jean Rich <beckyjeanrich

 

Saturday, October 27, 2007 12:39:38 AM

Re: Uncomfortable Back and neck

Irritation=Becky

 

Dearest Katherine -

I don't tend to make much of it anymore, I used to be real annal about every

little twitch, now I just let it go, I go with the flow. Have you had a ball

like mass travel from one side of your torso to another? It actually feels like

a real ball zig zagging. I just layed there, and observed, looked at it with

humor.....Go, Shakti, Go......I am so over my fears, it's quite funny.

(Hopefully nothing real real real real extreme happens to where you'll hear my

scream all the way from here, lol)

 

I think the last bizarre thing I experienced was when I was in meditation and my

crown opened up and felt like it transformed itself into a big huge vacuum

cleaner. It felt like it began to suck up my entire insides of my body into the

crown, it was extremely intense. I kept on thinking " Sorry Shakti, nope, doesn't

matter how small I am, I am just not going to fit my entire insides into my

crown, it ain't gonna happen, go ahead try it " ...so I surrendered, happily. If

you ever experience this DON'T freak out. No big deal, it's bizarre but nothing

really to worry about. Your body most likely stiffen, feel like you are

paralyzed while Shakti is having a ball so I just surrender to her whims. After

it passed I tried to stand up and whoa! I was like a staggering drunk. If it

happens again I think I'll lay there until my body calms down and regains it's

" normalcy " , lol. (BTW? what is normal?)

 

I have noticed when I am reading or listening to enjoyable or spiritual things

Kundalini steps right in and gives me a subtle reminder of it's presence. If I

find I am too absorbed into one thing I go and do something else, take a break.

My motto, moderation and just listen to what the K is telling you, and the biggy

is Surrender, with a capital S. It's a different language I am just learning,

it's easier than German.

 

Love for you,

Becky

 

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