---OH MY GOSH!--Val, et al

[Guest guest]

Okay, okay! That brought tears to my eyes! I know what you speak about when you

talk about having waves of sadness to the point of almost crying and then it

disappears as quickly as it comes! Like an emotional rollercoaster, but like

Chrism just recently told me, don't try to figure it out, Shakti knows what

needs to be done and she is doing it! We just have to let go, surrender, trust,

thank her, and love her! The safeties! Thank you for letting me be me as well,

that helps a lot and as you said if we never meet in person, YOU will always

hold a place in my heart just as all of my other brothers and sisters! Love to

you my sweet friend.

 

Love,

Katherine

 

 

 

Valarie Vousden <vjvousden

 

Sunday, October 28, 2007 4:38:03 PM

Re: Chrism---OH MY GOSH!--Kat, et al

 

Thank you Katherine, for your open heart and honest opinion. I'm glad

we can all share like we do. It's made the road a bit easier to travel.

And I want to hear the good AND the bad, it's part and parcel to the

experience.

 

I guess you are right about surrendering to that sadness that came up

when I was expecting joy. I didn't do it consciously, I just went with

it. I'm getting good at doing that now, I think! LOL! It was needed, I

suppose, though beyond my comprehensioin as to why. Even today, I'm

having waves of this sadness pop up till I'm nearly in tears then it

goes away. Weird. Still, hopefully the next concert I sing in will be

the joyous expression I'm used to having! Thanks for letting me just be

me. And I hope we all meet in the flesh someday, too. I hold you in my

heart with or without that, though.

Hugs to you, Kat and all my dear ones here,

Valarie