my soul/heart poem Alone, dream catcher group experiment

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Back for awhile. Dreamcatcher group i have been sending all day today and will

continue until tommorrow if any had not had the chance to recieve. Electra here

is my soul and heart poem called Alone. anybody have questions about this poem i

will answer them when i see them and they are appreciated.

 

Alone

 

To find you there in my heart

When I sing is as your right beside me

but when i look around

it saddens me

 

to find you are not there

 

come to me

wherever you are

 

find me waiting

for you

 

crying silent tears

 

Alone

 

for only you

 

to see and comfort

 

in the darkness

that is gentle and calm

filled with pain, saddness and sorrow

 

it comforts me

when i am alone

 

come to me wherever i am

 

find me wherever i go

 

take me with you

and never leave me alone again

 

i am so

 

alone

 

i don't want to be

 

alone anymore

 

come to me

come find me

come break this shell around my heart

come take me away

 

I'm dying inside

 

I'm half alive

Half dead

 

my heart is

suffocating in loneliness

 

come free me

 

come free me

 

I'm so alone

 

no one is lonelier than me

 

those who say nobody cares for them

don't see the people for care

 

but for me

i know people care

but they can't break this shell

 

only you

only you

 

my love

 

my mate

 

my hellhound

 

only you can destroy it completely

and know the secrets

that i hide

 

and believe me

and understand me

 

i don't want to be alone anymore

 

please help me live again

 

be the bringer of my death

 

be the bringer of my rebirth

 

complete me

complete me

 

my love

 

i feel so numb

 

please let me feel again

 

i don't want to be alone anymore

i don't want to be alone anymore

 

once you have me

please don't leave me

 

never leave me alone

 

i don't want to be alone anymore

 

i don't want to be alone anymore

 

be the bringer of my death

(Can't commit suicide)

(Have to die protecting the people i love)

 

be the bringer of my rebirth

(i have a deal to fulfill with mind and body as his payment)

 

my mother damns me

(mother forgive me)

 

my brother blesses me

(I walk a path of light deeper into the darkness)

 

with only nature, music, and animals to comfort me

(For I am the Holy sister of nature, and I am a wolf)

 

(two souls)

(many spirits)

 

I follow my heart

( a human soul, a vampiric soul)

 

I listen to nature

 

Listen to what the wind has to say

 

can you hear it?

It says the great strom is coming

the apocalypse is near

 

my death is near

For when I die

there will be no protection

 

It will begin

 

my family is worthy of me

my friends are worthy of me

Everyone that cares and loves me is worthy of me

 

and yet i am not worthy of them

as great as i am spiritually

i am nothing physically

 

i want to die

 

but i want to live

to protect my family

 

If i said no one loves or cares for or about me

the i would be lying because i see

 

yet i tell the truth when i say

no one is a lone wolf like me

Except one person

 

he is my mate

 

i tell the truth

 

and yet sometimes i dont

 

but always when spirituality is the subject

i tell the truth always

 

so alone

 

don't want to be alone any more

 

i am dying

 

make me live

 

want to die

 

want to live

 

walk a path opf light

 

deeper into the darkness

 

mother damns me

 

mother loves me

 

mother curses me

 

brother forgives me

 

when i die

it will be protecting my family

 

if mother dies before me

i'll kill myself to save her soul

 

if i die before mother

then she will understand

 

I bring life

 

i bring death

 

i bring happiness

 

i bring sorrow

 

i am alone, uniqque and burdened

no one should bare what i have to burden

 

i am alone envying others on having a person to love that is not family or

friends

 

i am tired

 

olease i need to sleep

 

i don't want to be alone anymore

 

by

Allison