No progress with husband on K...

[Guest guest]

My husband broached the subject of the Kundalini posts, which he

happened to read a few of while I was away from the computer. This

initiated a lecture on gullibility, triviality within a serious

subject, actually a dangerous one and not something to toy with, end-

gaining and looking to others for solutions or experiences that are

most private and personal, not to be talked about because most times

there aren't even any words for it. Well, I do agree with the end-

gaining as in wanting to get from point A to point B. One should just

be and allow not " try " to make something happen or say " I'm HERE and

I really want to get THERE " . I couldn't convince him otherwise on the

dangers of it and the lack of help if something went horribly wrong.

He showed me one of the negative websites in opposition to the KAS1

site. " It's not all happy clappy and NO one is an expert on this, no

one truly understands it. " he says. He's right and he's wrong. I know

what I feel but I know there are unknowns, too. I won't pretend I'm

an expert or that I understand all that can happen. I have only in

the last 3 or 4 months come to really surrender to the K without

reservation. But now this. He says he can't forbid me to follow this

(thank you very much!) but he is most disapproving and very, very

concerned for me. He has been interested in and dabbled in meditation

all his life. He went into Transcendental Meditation for a bit in his

late 20's and did experience an OBE while awake. He didn't know what

it was and it scared the holy shit out of him and he has been against

anything like that sort of thing that can lead to an altered state of

mind ever since. He has only recently started doing a very gentle

form of meditation called Vipisana which is only calming to him. So I

feel like I'm between a rock and a hard place. I don't want to cause

us to fight over something I feel is important and on the other hand

I don't want to do things in secret either. So, I don't know what the

point of my telling you this is, other than to put it out there and

make you aware. I guess I may not be on as much as I have been but I

won't quit it either...and I WILL help with DenDen's healing

incursion! I know I'm not the only one here with a spouse

diametrically opposed to their path. And because I love him and have

no other quarrel with him other than this, I will work with it

somehow. I guess I can ask for your prayers for the highest good here

for both of us. My path and his path. They are intertwined.

 

Thanks for listening and you know I hold you all in my heart!

Valarie