My tales of fears and its whatever forms.....

[Guest guest]

Dearest Group -

 

Today I feel incredible peace, yesterday incredible Love. Yesterday's

feeling of Love was pretty intense. My heart felt the Love of The Blessed

Mother as she guided me into surrendering, once again. I still can't believe

how the word surrendering has become the most important concept in my Now. It's

something I express in silence and in expression. Sorry to sound like a broken

record....I released my heart into the Universe as it spreads its wings of Love

to All That Is and as we say now " for the greatest good " . I am not one to say

what is the greatest good, and so I consented my Love be surrendered to the

Blessed Mother as she does Her Divine Will.

 

Kundalini carries forward Her timetable, though at times, I often wondered

what moment will the destination be reached and if I am ever going to actually

blossom to my total fulfillment. The word surrendering is an unrelenting

visitor, every angle of my existence is drizzled with its presence. It's taking

a breath of air, some for me, most surrendered.

 

There's something I've recently read that keeps obsessing in my mind " In

renouncing the gross body, you hand yourself over to transformation and the old

form goes. The wicked demon to whom you gave your temperament becomes

powerless. The body's senses rise up and return to the Source, separating and

remingling with His original energy. The old feelings and cravings return to

irrational nature and the regenerated Man is reborn through the sphere..... " I

think its a profound thought.

 

The agitations of yesterdays of how this Kundalini thing had no right to take

over me has completely dissipated, my distress no longer subsists. At times I

have the arrogance to laugh at the face of fear, how daring. There's so many

unknowns " out there " that could be expected, and could give rise to new angst in

me. My cowardice side will emerge once again and remind me that I am no Joan of

Arc, but merely me, little me, a tiny speck. I respect fear, for through

experiencing fear and not disregarding it I am allowing myself to recognize what

is that I want and I am permiting in my existence. Fear teaches.

 

I imagine any particular fear of mine taking a physical form, as I hold this

form in my mind I examine its validity. Through this simple exercise I have

been able to survey its origin and possible destination, of some of my fears.

I remind this fear that I am the one holding its itinerary. It's been helping

me not just with fears but with other aspects of my personality.

 

I am looking at each fear like a new sneeze, with not much substance. Now

THAT is damn daring, watch it nip my butt! I am indeed not fearless, though I

am trying to flourish by also acknowledging its existence.

 

Sending fearless Love to All,

Becky

 

 

 

 

 

 

[Guest guest]

Dear Fearless Fairy,

 

Sounds like a great perspective you have gotten there.

I am understanding more and more about this

surrendering.

I am just trying to cut off my last little desires and

cravings so I can be incomplete surrender to the

divine, handing my body over to them.

 

Thankyou for your loving guidance and sharings

Love and bliss

Elektra x x x

 

 

 

 

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[Guest guest]

Becky its great to read of your experiences. If you know where to go on the

site,there are posts on ''The Blade''or Masculine energy which starts to balance

inside us.

Truly we need the Male/Female balance within. As says Fear is the first

test.

I would say Joan of Arch lived a life in which she had to overcome the greatest

of fears as tests. She is a guiding light to all of us.

Igor.

 

 

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beckyjeanrich: Thu, 8 Nov 2007 23:01:21 -0800Subject:

My tales of fears and its whatever forms.....

 

 

 

 

Dearest Group -Today I feel incredible peace, yesterday incredible Love.

Yesterday's feeling of Love was pretty intense. My heart felt the Love of The

Blessed Mother as she guided me into surrendering, once again. I still can't

believe how the word surrendering has become the most important concept in my

Now. It's something I express in silence and in expression. Sorry to sound like

a broken record....I released my heart into the Universe as it spreads its wings

of Love to All That Is and as we say now " for the greatest good " . I am not one

to say what is the greatest good, and so I consented my Love be surrendered to

the Blessed Mother as she does Her Divine Will.Kundalini carries forward Her

timetable, though at times, I often wondered what moment will the destination be

reached and if I am ever going to actually blossom to my total fulfillment. The

word surrendering is an unrelenting visitor, every angle of my existence is

drizzled with its presence. It's taking a breath of air, some for me, most

surrendered.There's something I've recently read that keeps obsessing in my mind

" In renouncing the gross body, you hand yourself over to transformation and the

old form goes. The wicked demon to whom you gave your temperament becomes

powerless. The body's senses rise up and return to the Source, separating and

remingling with His original energy. The old feelings and cravings return to

irrational nature and the regenerated Man is reborn through the sphere..... " I

think its a profound thought.The agitations of yesterdays of how this Kundalini

thing had no right to take over me has completely dissipated, my distress no

longer subsists. At times I have the arrogance to laugh at the face of fear, how

daring. There's so many unknowns " out there " that could be expected, and could

give rise to new angst in me. My cowardice side will emerge once again and

remind me that I am no Joan of Arc, but merely me, little me, a tiny speck. I

respect fear, for through experiencing fear and not disregarding it I am

allowing myself to recognize what is that I want and I am permiting in my

existence. Fear teaches.I imagine any particular fear of mine taking a physical

form, as I hold this form in my mind I examine its validity. Through this simple

exercise I have been able to survey its origin and possible destination, of some

of my fears. I remind this fear that I am the one holding its itinerary. It's

been helping me not just with fears but with other aspects of my personality.I

am looking at each fear like a new sneeze, with not much substance. Now THAT is

damn daring, watch it nip my butt! I am indeed not fearless, though I am trying

to flourish by also acknowledging its existence.Sending fearless Love to

All,BeckyTired

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