RE: My tales of fears and its whatever forms..... Igor --

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Hi there Linda,well i cant tell you there is a specific section to do with the

Masculine side and its infusion.

Tho' there are references here and there.

 

What i can tell you is that there are times when you develop new strength .its

like you can take on all comers.

You have to be careful that you do not come on too strong for people or blow

your own stack.

 

Also to be aware of the extra energy from the Adrenals.

In my experience it comes as part of the path of unfolding. .............you

just know its going on,and you will be tested too to see if you can keep this

energy in check and not abuse it.

 

It comes and goes of its own accord,i suppose these are cycles,for each of us.

For me it gave a lot of acceleration to my process.

It seems to be part of the ''inward process of Masculine/Feminine balance.''

Until we have that inner balance we are always going to look to the outside of

us for our needs,and expectations to be met. Its an ongoing process.

 

Hope this helps for you a bit .......................................

Igor.

 

 

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crazycats711: Fri, 9 Nov 2007 20:02:31 +0000Subject:

Re: My tales of fears and its whatever

forms..... Igor -chrism- anyone?

 

 

 

 

Igor, do you know where this post can be found on the " Blade " or masculine

energy. I put those two words in search and it just brought up your post you

just made. I do feel I need balance, too. I have not had very good male role

models in my life. Elektra's post recently has really brought that to life for

me. After being inspired my Elektra, yesterday I began a search to find ways to

help love the male side of life. I have not had such a good relationship with

any of the males in my life, the best of the lot would be my hubby and my oldest

brother, which hasn't been the greatest, but it's better than none, I suppose.

Of course Jesus has been the greatest role model for me and if it had not been

for Him I would not even be here today. In the past I have tried to deal with

this problem, but didn't get very for with it. After many tears and no

improvement, I just pushed it down and didn't allow myself to think on it any

more, but I know now that this is the reason that I began to feel distance

between me and God/Jesus. Plus distance between me and my husband increased.

This is a very hard thing for me to learn to love and trust the male. I need

help with this. If any of you feel lead to pray for me about this, I would

appreciate it. I need help. I know I will not be able to go any farther

spiritually with out getting past this. Please help me. I really don't know what

to do except cry and to forgive over and over. I am not getting any where with

that it seems. Just a lot of soggy tissues and a stuffed up nose. I am grateful

for my husband, that he has loves me and cares about me enough to stay with me.

I know he is hurting, too.Linda--- In

, Igor Alphus <Alphu-s

wrote:>> Becky its great to read of your experiences. If you know where to go on

the site,there are posts on ''The Blade''or Masculine energy which starts to

balance inside us.> Truly we need the Male/Female balance within. As says

Fear is the first test.> I would say Joan of Arch lived a life in which she had

to overcome the greatest of fears as tests. She is a guiding light to all of

us.> Igor.> > > : beckyjeanrich: Thu, 8

Nov 2007 23:01:21 -0800 My tales of

fears and its whatever forms.....> > > > > Dearest Group -Today I feel

incredible peace, yesterday incredible Love. Yesterday's feeling of Love was

pretty intense. My heart felt the Love of The Blessed Mother as she guided me

into surrendering, once again. I still can't believe how the word surrendering

has become the most important concept in my Now. It's something I express in

silence and in expression. Sorry to sound like a broken record....I released my

heart into the Universe as it spreads its wings of Love to All That Is and as we

say now " for the greatest good " . I am not one to say what is the greatest good,

and so I consented my Love be surrendered to the Blessed Mother as she does Her

Divine Will.Kundalini carries forward Her timetable, though at times, I often

wondered what moment will the destination be reached and if I am ever going to

actually blossom to my total fulfillment. The word surrendering is an

unrelenting visitor, every angle of my existence is drizzled with its presence.

It's taking a breath of air, some for me, most surrendered.There's something

I've recently read that keeps obsessing in my mind " In renouncing the gross

body, you hand yourself over to transformation and the old form goes. The wicked

demon to whom you gave your temperament becomes powerless. The body's senses

rise up and return to the Source, separating and remingling with His original

energy. The old feelings and cravings return to irrational nature and the

regenerated Man is reborn through the sphere..... " I think its a profound

thought.The agitations of yesterdays of how this Kundalini thing had no right to

take over me has completely dissipated, my distress no longer subsists. At times

I have the arrogance to laugh at the face of fear, how daring. There's so many

unknowns " out there " that could be expected, and could give rise to new angst in

me. My cowardice side will emerge once again and remind me that I am no Joan of

Arc, but merely me, little me, a tiny speck. I respect fear, for through

experiencing fear and not disregarding it I am allowing myself to recognize what

is that I want and I am permiting in my existence. Fear teaches.I imagine any

particular fear of mine taking a physical form, as I hold this form in my mind I

examine its validity. Through this simple exercise I have been able to survey

its origin and possible destination, of some of my fears. I remind this fear

that I am the one holding its itinerary. It's been helping me not just with

fears but with other aspects of my personality.I am looking at each fear like a

new sneeze, with not much substance. Now THAT is damn daring, watch it nip my

butt! I am indeed not fearless, though I am trying to flourish by also

acknowledging its existence.Sending fearless Love to

All,BeckyTired

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