Guest guest Posted November 19, 2007 Report Share Posted November 19, 2007 Lektra, this one's for you A New Life I breathe in..I breath out..slowly. Air fills my lungs, and feel at peace. Lifting my eyes toward the sky, I feel I may rise up and fly. Lifting up from the ground..and soaring on high. Like a feather..drifting..in the soft and tickling wind. My hurt, my pain..Lord, I asked that you'd rescind. Thankful, that I listened..when I received such inclination. It makes me laugh..to feel so free. As if the weight of the world, has been lifted. No longer, do I need to feel so inflicted. How can this be, when all my life..I've felt so chained. Imprisoned by memories of oppressing and wounding phrases. How light..as if I've become a single, weightless cloud..up in the sky. I feel like a little, happy bird..my wings carrying me on high. Lord, I'd like to thank you today..for letting me see life anew. My world had become so dark, then I began speaking to you. My mind is thinking serene thoughts..once again. Joy and peace, help me to rise above dark emptiness and lies. Brainwashing hatred, was still encircling my mind. So many years had passed, but the record would not break. Over and over, those words would replay. Now I fly..when before, I only wished to die. I upturn my palms, toward the sky. Inhaling..I feel inner peace. Serenity of soul. I don't recall ever feeling so perfectly whole. I connect micro-chakras, by touching forefingers to thumbs. I feel an increase of positive energy..and for once, self love. One long and slow, cleansing breath. In...then..out. Amazing, how I'm able to so suddenly feel free. I was more than just worn-out. I'm beginning to block oppressing thoughts from my mind. I'm erasing all pain, where before..i felt only numb inside. Today, I begin a new life. All the old sheds away..like a reptile's skin. Positivity fills me..as I slowly breathe in. Negativity..leaving, quickly..it's fading. Darkness..dissipating. Only light..remaining. Today, we begin anew. A sparkling clean, and beautiful me..a brand new you. Free of shame..of scars from abuse. I am not that child hiding from the loud, snapping belt. No more do I need to cry, or feel ashamed of red welts. You are not that child being called names, any longer. We have evolved into bright and colorful flowers. Precious, to hold..and pleasing to the eye. We've gotten through it now, there's no more need to cry. Going slowly away..dissipating..is the desire for the end of my life. I am becoming the 'me' I choose to be, and shedding the old skin. Left is only calming inspiration. Self loving..careful intention. Healing has come by way of prayer and meditation. Lord, you've helped me to stay. I would lie in tears, as I'd earnestly pray. Now I see through bright, happy eyes. You've shown me the way, to a brand new life. Be a better pen pal. Text or chat with friends inside Mail. See how. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted November 19, 2007 Report Share Posted November 19, 2007 Thankyou Tara, That was beautiful and so perfect. That is exactly how I feel right now, as if I have finally broken a record that was stuck in a loop, a movie stuck on rerun!!!! Suddenly all those memomries are gone and only love and light remain. I have never felt so clean inside. Thanks sweet sister Love Lektra x x x _________ Answers - Got a question? Someone out there knows the answer. Try it now. http://uk.answers./ Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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