Happy Birthday, Elektra!--Tara-Linda

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Hi Linda, sweetie.

I'm sorry I've been so distant.

I've been going through a lot, and it's been difficult for me.

I went to visit a neurologist, for what seem to be symptoms of absence seizures.

I never go to the doctors for anything.

It has to be an emergency, for me to go.

I usually rely on positive energy and prayer as my healing.

I'd rather will it away.

I got my hopes up, that he could give me something to take it all away.

My insurance requires that I pay the first $400. so I couldn't get the tests.

Still, he told me that according to the neurological exam he conducted, and my

history, that whatever seizures I am having do not seem to be epileptic.

He thinks they are almost positively, stress induced.

In other words, there is nothing anyone can do.

I've been pretty much down since then.

I've been going over and over..the things in my head.

I'm trying to get passed everything, even though I feel like I'm breaking.

This is why Ive been distant.

I've been feeling like I needed a break from every aspect of my existence.

Just to have a bit of peace..and pull myself together.

This has been me, the past few weeks.

You've been on my mind though, and I was waiting for the perfect time, to fall

back in, on the sight..and say hi.

I hope you've been well.

I've missed you too.

Thanks for thinking of me.

Love, love and more love,

Tara

 

>Linda <crazycats711 wrote:

> Hi Tara, I was just thinking of you this morning

and wondering how

>you were. Haven't seen you post much lately and was missing you.

 

 

 

- Happy rebirth, Elektra.

 

Love,

Linda

 

, tara jacoby

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> Lektra..my love,

> I'm sorry I'm so late, but I wanted to say

> " Happy Birthday! " I hope that your special day was filled

> with laughter, inner peace..and of course..lots of love.

> Another birthday; my little 'Lektra is growing up!

> Hee,hee!

> With love and smiles,

> Tara

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