Guest guest Posted November 19, 2007 Report Share Posted November 19, 2007 Hi again Tara, I am sorry to hear you have been going through a rough time. It is a good thing that your doctor doesn't feel that your seizures are caused from epilepsy. And it saved you $400 to boot. Back when I was having my passing out spells, I was wondering the same thing as you. My doctor thought mine was stress related,too or was a type of death wish. He put me on an anti-depressant, but I could not hack that for long. I did not feel I was under all that much stress at the time and neither did I have death wish, at least not at that time. LOL! Now looking back, I think they were most likely me trying to have an OBE in my waking like. I am so very thankful you came back to us and I pray your peace about it all will grow and grow. Love you, Linda , tara jacoby <tjmassage7777 wrote: > > Hi Linda, sweetie. > I'm sorry I've been so distant. > I've been going through a lot, and it's been difficult for me. > I went to visit a neurologist, for what seem to be symptoms of absence seizures. > I never go to the doctors for anything. > It has to be an emergency, for me to go. > I usually rely on positive energy and prayer as my healing. > I'd rather will it away. > I got my hopes up, that he could give me something to take it all away. > My insurance requires that I pay the first $400. so I couldn't get the tests. > Still, he told me that according to the neurological exam he conducted, and my > history, that whatever seizures I am having do not seem to be epileptic. > He thinks they are almost positively, stress induced. > In other words, there is nothing anyone can do. > I've been pretty much down since then. > I've been going over and over..the things in my head. > I'm trying to get passed everything, even though I feel like I'm breaking. > This is why Ive been distant. > I've been feeling like I needed a break from every aspect of my existence. > Just to have a bit of peace..and pull myself together. > This has been me, the past few weeks. > You've been on my mind though, and I was waiting for the perfect time, to fall back in, on the sight..and say hi. > I hope you've been well. > I've missed you too. > Thanks for thinking of me. > Love, love and more love, > Tara > > >Linda <crazycats711 wrote: > > Hi Tara, I was just thinking of you this morning and wondering how > >you were. Haven't seen you post much lately and was missing you. > > > > - Happy rebirth, Elektra. > > Love, > Linda > > , tara jacoby > <tjmassage7777@> wrote: > > > > Lektra..my love, > > I'm sorry I'm so late, but I wanted to say > > " Happy Birthday! " I hope that your special day was filled > > with laughter, inner peace..and of course..lots of love. > > Another birthday; my little 'Lektra is growing up! > > Hee,hee! > > With love and smiles, > > Tara > > > > > > > > Be a better pen pal. Text or chat with friends inside Mail. > See how. > > > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted November 19, 2007 Report Share Posted November 19, 2007 Dear Tara and Linda, The thought has occurred to me that it may be K related and Chrism may be able to help you with this and we all may go through some difficult times with K. Kind regards...Angelina , " Linda " <crazycats711 wrote: > > Hi again Tara, > I am sorry to hear you have been going through a rough time. It is a > good thing that your doctor doesn't feel that your seizures are > caused from epilepsy. And it saved you $400 to boot. Back when I was > having my passing out spells, I was wondering the same thing as you. > My doctor thought mine was stress related,too or was a type of death > wish. He put me on an anti-depressant, but I could not hack that for > long. I did not feel I was under all that much stress at the time > and neither did I have death wish, at least not at that time. LOL! > Now looking back, I think they were most likely me trying to have an > OBE in my waking like. > > I am so very thankful you came back to us and I pray your peace about > it all will grow and grow. > > Love you, > Linda > > > > , tara jacoby > <tjmassage7777@> wrote: > > > > Hi Linda, sweetie. > > I'm sorry I've been so distant. > > I've been going through a lot, and it's been difficult for me. > > I went to visit a neurologist, for what seem to be symptoms of > absence seizures. > > I never go to the doctors for anything. > > It has to be an emergency, for me to go. > > I usually rely on positive energy and prayer as my healing. > > I'd rather will it away. > > I got my hopes up, that he could give me something to take it all > away. > > My insurance requires that I pay the first $400. so I couldn't get > the tests. > > Still, he told me that according to the neurological exam he > conducted, and my > > history, that whatever seizures I am having do not seem to be > epileptic. > > He thinks they are almost positively, stress induced. > > In other words, there is nothing anyone can do. > > I've been pretty much down since then. > > I've been going over and over..the things in my head. > > I'm trying to get passed everything, even though I feel like I'm > breaking. > > This is why Ive been distant. > > I've been feeling like I needed a break from every aspect of my > existence. > > Just to have a bit of peace..and pull myself together. > > This has been me, the past few weeks. > > You've been on my mind though, and I was waiting for the perfect > time, to fall back in, on the sight..and say hi. > > I hope you've been well. > > I've missed you too. > > Thanks for thinking of me. > > Love, love and more love, > > Tara > > > > >Linda <crazycats711@> wrote: > > > Hi Tara, I was just thinking of you > this morning and wondering how > > >you were. Haven't seen you post much lately and was missing you. > > > > > > > > - Happy rebirth, Elektra. > > > > Love, > > Linda > > > > , tara jacoby > > <tjmassage7777@> wrote: > > > > > > Lektra..my love, > > > I'm sorry I'm so late, but I wanted to say > > > " Happy Birthday! " I hope that your special day was filled > > > with laughter, inner peace..and of course..lots of love. > > > Another birthday; my little 'Lektra is growing up! > > > Hee,hee! > > > With love and smiles, > > > Tara > > > > > > > > > > > > Be a better pen pal. Text or chat with friends inside > Mail. > > See how. > > > > > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted November 19, 2007 Report Share Posted November 19, 2007 Well, the thing is...it's not the typical seizure that most people think of, and that some might associate with the K. I'm not sure that would associate this with the K. There are no convulsions. It is the type of seizure whose symptoms are staring straight forward, as if in a daydream. I look to others as if I'm daydreaming, but I'm really blacked out, but standing up..not falling down. After much retracing, into my memory; I was able to trace it back to a time when I was a young adolescent, with an abusive father. My first episode of blacking out, happened after being slammed into a wall for the second time. I blacked out the moment I hit the wall, and then I was blacking out in the shower, each morning, for several months or a year. I guess it had just vanished, or maybe I tuned it out. I'm not sure. Anyway, the neurologist said that the seizures seem to be stress induced. He said it seems that I have pushed my emotions and hurtful memories down so far, and they've been kept there for so long, that now; little things which remind me of bad times growing up, throw me into a seizure. He said it's the repressed memories, causing deep emotion to flood my mind, and that's when I black out. Since I was able to trace it back so well, I didn't think it had anything to do with K, so I didn't want to bother Chrism with my troubles. Thanks for the thought though. I think it would be a whole lot easier, if it was caused by K. With much love and thanks, Tara >gypsyeyes_101 <gypsyeyes_101 wrote: > Dear Tara and Linda, >The thought has occurred to me that it may be K related and Chrism >may be able to help you with this and we all may go through some >difficult times with K. >Kind regards...Angelina , " Linda " <crazycats711 wrote: > > Hi again Tara, > I am sorry to hear you have been going through a rough time. It is a > good thing that your doctor doesn't feel that your seizures are > caused from epilepsy. And it saved you $400 to boot. Back when I was > having my passing out spells, I was wondering the same thing as you. > My doctor thought mine was stress related,too or was a type of death > wish. He put me on an anti-depressant, but I could not hack that for > long. I did not feel I was under all that much stress at the time > and neither did I have death wish, at least not at that time. LOL! > Now looking back, I think they were most likely me trying to have an > OBE in my waking like. > > I am so very thankful you came back to us and I pray your peace about > it all will grow and grow. > > Love you, > Linda > > > > , tara jacoby > <tjmassage7777@> wrote: > > > > Hi Linda, sweetie. > > I'm sorry I've been so distant. > > I've been going through a lot, and it's been difficult for me. > > I went to visit a neurologist, for what seem to be symptoms of > absence seizures. > > I never go to the doctors for anything. > > It has to be an emergency, for me to go. > > I usually rely on positive energy and prayer as my healing. > > I'd rather will it away. > > I got my hopes up, that he could give me something to take it all > away. > > My insurance requires that I pay the first $400. so I couldn't get > the tests. > > Still, he told me that according to the neurological exam he > conducted, and my > > history, that whatever seizures I am having do not seem to be > epileptic. > > He thinks they are almost positively, stress induced. > > In other words, there is nothing anyone can do. > > I've been pretty much down since then. > > I've been going over and over..the things in my head. > > I'm trying to get passed everything, even though I feel like I'm > breaking. > > This is why Ive been distant. > > I've been feeling like I needed a break from every aspect of my > existence. > > Just to have a bit of peace..and pull myself together. > > This has been me, the past few weeks. > > You've been on my mind though, and I was waiting for the perfect > time, to fall back in, on the sight..and say hi. > > I hope you've been well. > > I've missed you too. > > Thanks for thinking of me. > > Love, love and more love, > > Tara > > > > >Linda <crazycats711@> wrote: > > > Hi Tara, I was just thinking of you > this morning and wondering how > > >you were. Haven't seen you post much lately and was missing you. > > > > > > > > - Happy rebirth, Elektra. > > > > Love, > > Linda > > > > , tara jacoby > > <tjmassage7777@> wrote: > > > > > > Lektra..my love, > > > I'm sorry I'm so late, but I wanted to say > > > " Happy Birthday! " I hope that your special day was filled > > > with laughter, inner peace..and of course..lots of love. > > > Another birthday; my little 'Lektra is growing up! > > > Hee,hee! > > > With love and smiles, > > > Tara > > > > > > > > > > > > Be a better pen pal. Text or chat with friends inside > Mail. > > See how. > > > > > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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